"Well, thank you, master." I smiled and said, "I see." ”

After saying that, I got out of the taxi and walked towards the market, I walked into the market, here I looked at the people coming and going, my heart was very calm, I was walking here, suddenly I came to a store, I took a look at the storefront, and walked in.

Ordered some staples and just sat here and waited.

"Well, it's a long way from where I live." I shook my head and said, "Come to the market, it's far enough, so let's buy a week's worth of food, at least for a week, and I don't have to go out to buy anything." ”

I smiled and looked at the people coming and going, there was an endless stream of busy work here, some of them bought vegetables here, some of them were here, they ate here like me, these people were endless, they were all busy here, I glanced at these people, and they were sitting here and drinking tea, after all, the meal would have to wait for a while before it came up.

I'm going to wait until I'm done eating, and then I'll go inside the market and buy more food, so that I don't have to, and I'll come all the way every day.

"Well, the master said just now, I don't know if this ghost and god theory is credible or not." I shook my head and said: "Anyway, this is indeed too evil, maybe there are really no ghosts in this world, this is just some people, in order to escape death, fear of death, some of the lies weaved, it is a kind of belief, with this belief, no one is afraid of death." ”

"However, whether there are ghosts or not, I don't know who this person is." I shook my head and said, "How many ghosts are there, if there are ghosts in this world, it won't be messed up, what do I think, this ghost, what ghosts are there, what do I think about here?" Hehe, have a good rest these days!"

I sat down at the table here, poured myself a cup of tea, and drank it here, although it was a little gloomy, but it was still quite quiet, there was no noise in the city, just enough for me to think about things here, it was quite quiet here, it was around here, there was no market.

If you want to buy something, you have to go all the way to buy it, it's really a little too far, it's really too far here, how far you have to run to get here, it's really tiring, but it's very quiet here.

"Lingling."

I was drinking water here when my phone rang suddenly, I took out my phone and looked at it, and then I connected the phone.

"Hey, why are you calling again?" I asked with a smile.

"Hehe, this is not a condolence for you." Lin Yumei smiled: "You, if you don't talk to you often, I'm afraid that you will become a savage in the mountains, and you won't be able to speak." ”

"Uh, Xiaomei! You really are. I smiled and said, "By the way, how are you today, are you tired from kindergarten work?" ”

"Hmm!" Lin Yumei thought for a while and said, "It's not too tired, it's okay!" After all, these children are still quite cute. ”

"Hehe, look at your appearance, you like children very much!" I asked with a smile.

"Of course, children are little angels, of course I like it." Lin Yumei said as a matter of course.

"Hehe, that's good." I laughed.

"Well, it's just, I'm in kindergarten, and I'm not very happy at work." Lin Yumei said sadly.

......

"Why are you unhappy, if you have anything, just tell me." I asked.

"Here's the thing." Lin Yumei said: "You also know, I didn't have parents since I was a child, and my aunt pulled me to grow up, so my aunt knew that I liked to be a preschool teacher, so she transferred me to the kindergarten she knew, and she was quite happy at the beginning, but in this kindergarten, there was a man in the finance department who liked me and begged me the most." ”

"Oh, and how did you respond?" I asked a little confused.

"I don't like him very much, because his character and character are not good." Lin Yumei shook her head and said: "So, I don't like him very much, I told her very clearly, but this man in the finance department, relying on him as a relative of the dean, shows off his might, and I don't like him very much." ”

"That's right! There's nothing I can't think about if I advise you. I smiled and persuaded, "Since you don't like him, don't pay attention to him, why bother wronging yourself like this!" ”

"Hey, I know it too, but it's my aunt, the place of contact, how can I offend the dean." Lin Yumei shook her head and said, "This person is really disgusting, I'm about to throw up." ”

"Hehe, you don't have to care." I smiled and said, "No matter how disgusting he is, as long as you don't take him seriously, it doesn't matter." ”

"Well, thank you, or you're the most enlightened." Lin Yumei's voice sounded.

"Well, you're too polite, I've said it all, so you don't have to say anything thank you." I smiled and said, "Since I said that as long as you are unhappy, I will comfort you, then I will not lose my words, and you don't always thank you back and forth, it sounds weird." ”

"Well, you're a nice guy." Lin Yumei smiled: "By the way, how good are you, why don't you find a partner?" How lonely a person like yourself is, people like you should find a good woman who understands you and takes care of you. ”

"Hehe, the kind of woman you are talking about is rare in the world, I'm afraid I can't find it." I sighed: "Besides, I don't want to talk about feelings now, I'm afraid that even if I meet this kind of woman now, I don't have any feelings at all." ”

"Why?" Lin Yumei asked.

"Because, I was abandoned back then, and I have completely sealed my emotions." I shook my head and said, "You think, even my parents will cruelly abandon me, let alone my girlfriend, I really don't dare to think about it, I don't want it anymore, I was abandoned and betrayed by others, so I want it, I have always been alone." ”

"Well, don't say anything about it." Lin Yumei smiled: "No, everyone is like this, you don't always be entangled by the past, let go of what you should let go, don't be closed by your inner emotions." ”

"Hehe, although I said it, I can't seem to do it." I said with a smile.

Indeed, don't look at me, I am a big man on the outside, I feel very strong, but in fact, I am very weak on the inside, and I can be easily hurt by others, so I am very scared now, afraid that if I find another partner, she will also be like my parents, hurt me, abandon me, I have been hurt enough, I don't want to be hurt.

"Well, let's not talk about it." I digressed: "By the way, have you eaten?" ”

......

"I've already eaten it, so you don't have to worry about it." Lin Yumei smiled: "Have you eaten?" ”

"Well, I've eaten it too." I smiled and said, "Because where I live, it's a bit far from the market, and I have to walk 20 kilometers to get here, so it's very troublesome." ”

"Well, that's right!" Lin Yumei said with a smile: "You said that you are too, you don't live in a good place, but if you live in a remote place, you won't be preparing to participate in meditation!" ”

"Hehe, I want that." I joked, "However, my mind is wandering and I am destined to not be able to meditate, but the main reason I come to this quiet place is to come here to think about something, and at the same time give myself a long vacation, and when I think about things, I will go back." ”

"Well, forget it, no matter what you say, as long as you're okay." Lin Yumei smiled: "I'm still at work, so I won't talk to you first, I'll hang up the phone first." ”

"Well, that's fine." I said, "Bye-bye." ”

"Well, bye-bye." Lin Yumei's voice came.

Then we both hung up the phone, I put the phone in my pocket, drank water here, a little mocking, glanced at the outside of the hotel, but I was thinking, what Lin Yumei said just now, I don't know it here, laughed, every time I think of Lin Yumei, I will laugh happily, I don't know what it means.

"Well, guest officer, your meal is ready."

While I was sitting here and laughing, a woman came up with a bowl of rice and placed it in front of me, and then she turned around and left.

"Well, that's pretty good." I took out the disposable chopsticks in the bamboo cage, and picked them up and ate them here, after all, how long has it been, how long has I worked, and I am really a little hungry, I am here to gobble up, eating the rice in the bowl.

I ate here, like a hungry wolf, and ate very quickly, and after I ate for about a few dozen minutes, I was almost done, and I got myself a glass of water. I took a sip and let out a long breath, my heart was very happy, and I had never eaten a meal that I had ever held.

When I eat at home, I make something simple for myself, and now I eat outside, and I still eat a lot, I glanced at the watch on my phone and found that it is only a little more now.

"Well, just finished eating, let's take a break." I smiled and muttered, "Wait a while, and then go buy this week's food, so that you don't have to run over for a week." ”

I sat here comfortably, drinking water one by one, it was really comfortable, I sat here very comfortably, time was slowly draining, when it was half past one, I got up and walked out of this restaurant, towards the market, I simply bought some of the dishes I love here.

I bought half a pound of rice, and five or six pounds of noodles, it was about the same, I walked towards the outside of the market, after walking out of the market, I was holding a big bag of things in my hand, standing here waiting for a taxi, I waited here for about half an hour, finally there was a yellow taxi, ran over.

I sat in the back seat with the food in my hand, told the driver the location, and the car started slowly and left the place quickly.