A letter to xx:

It's been a while since it happened, but I still think of you inadvertently.

I'm thinking, how are you doing? Unhappy? Did you encounter any troubles? Will there be no one to talk to? Will it be irritable? Will I find a girl to replace me? Will...... Think of me?

I still think, how much do you wear when it's cold? Are you as happy as you were when you didn't meet me? Maybe happier?

Occasionally, when I think about it, I will also look up e-sports, after all, you have liked it so much, and you have been worried and happy about a team countless times.

You've always been a very persistent person, whether it's your favorite esports team or your ...... She, I've always been dismissive of your persistence and think you're stupid.

It wasn't until now that I realized that, in fact, I was the only stupid person, and your attachment to her made you succeed in getting her again, although you lost such an insignificant person as me.

But I still can't help but secretly wonder why, I couldn't have met you earlier. In this way, maybe everything is different.

I know that I am drilling the horns of the bull, but I can't do anything, I still deceive myself, and I don't know what I am trying to do.

In fact, in addition to this letter, there is another letter that you don't know, it is more appropriate to say that it is a postcard, I have written a postcard since very early on, and I am going to send it to you when the holiday is over.

To be honest, I've never sent a postcard, and I won't send it, I just want to check it on the Internet when the time comes, but I don't plan to ask you, I want to surprise you, but it's okay now, I'm afraid this postcard will never be sent.

It's like you'll never see the letter.

To be honest, I don't know why I like you, maybe it's your company, maybe it's your goodness, maybe it's your understanding, so I like an ethereal you for no reason.

Maybe some people are born to be friends and confidants, but not for love. And we might be better suited to be strangers.

We always get lost while walking, scatter while walking, and end up walking while walking.

How short-lived.

Also, treat that girl well, you must end up married, otherwise I won't sacrifice in vain, right? You have to be good.

You already have a more suitable partner for the road ahead, and it's time for me to abdicate, tired and want to rest.

xx, you said that you are very happy to meet me, and you don't regret it.

Why shouldn't I?

xx, I am very happy to meet you, and I have never regretted it. Although you have brought me pain, sadness and entanglement, if time were to go back, I would still choose to meet you, but I would not let myself fall into it......

You have appeared in my life, accompanied me through a period of youth, accompanied me crazy and messed with me, enough, and now, you have also become a memory and withdrawn from my life.

Really, I don't regret meeting you.

The only thing I regret is that I met you at the wrong time, and I was told that girls can not care that the person they like has just broken up, even if it is their first love, but they must not be a lifebuoy.

I didn't understand it before, but now I do, but now that you've found the boat, don't lose it, because the lifebuoy has drifted away......

The thing I regret the most when I met you is that I haven't had time to tell you, "I like you, xx." "Not one.

My strange old friend, thank you for all the time you spent with me and see you again.