105. The human heart is separated from the belly
I clutched the sleeve of Shen Yan's coat, and the sweat dripped down and turned into water.
The sound in the room did not fade.
My dad lowered his voice: "Do you want to tell Chuan'er about this, I'm afraid of myself"
My dad was in a bad state, so to speak, very depressed, his voice was hoarse and a little tired, and I was still confused, and I didn't recover from the monster's shock.
My grandmother said she couldn't tell me, "If you tell her, she'll have a complete breakdown, her mother is a bloody person." I can't accept it anymore. ”
"But Wanwan's mind is clear, and there will be changes on the night of the full moon, as long as she is optimistic about her, she will not harm anyone." My dad was so excited that he said it was okay to tell me.
My dad said that I was an adult and that I should have my own thoughts.
He overestimated me, I was trembling all over at the moment, my feet couldn't even stand steadily, I was held in my arms by Shen Yan, holding on to death, he was holding me. I'm afraid I'll fall down here.
The bloody man's breathing in the room became quieter and quieter, and at last it seemed as if he was asleep, and there was no sound, and the two blood-red eyes were gone.
I looked up at the sky, a white broke out of the sky, and when it was dawn, everything was going to be back to normal.
Grandma sighed: "You have to completely change Wanwan." That's the way to go. ”
"No, Mom, no." My dad hurriedly stopped him, not knowing what they were discussing, but the atmosphere inside became very weird, and my dad kept repeating that even if he didn't let me know about it, he couldn't do anything behind my back.
I was confused. But between the words, I can still hear that my dad actually cares about me.
Over the years, due to his busy work and often not at home, my dad and I have become a little indifferent, and some people even began to say that my dad was reluctant to go home when he had three children outside.
At this time, I realized that the crux of everything was in my mother, and I suddenly remembered the bloody man, blood oozed from all over my body, and it was red, and the skin was rolled up, like a burn.
The frightened look. A little nervous, I don't know if my mom just saw me.
But in my selfish feelings, my mother's retreat was due to fear.
When she saw me, she felt a little frightened in her heart, maybe it was the remnants of her sanity.
"Use Xiaochuan's blood for Wanwan's blood, this is the only way, Chuan'er is Wanwan's child, she needs to think about Wanwan." Grandma said coldly, the words were a little cold, seeing that my father objected, my grandmother said something like that.
I was so scared that I was trembling all over.
"If Chuan'er had been made a ghost baby at the beginning, the symptoms on Wanwan's body would have been passed on to her. At that time, if it weren't for your obstruction, Wanwan would have been fine a long time ago. My grandmother choked up and spoke, sentence by sentence, like a knife, stabbing me in the heart.
I was in a lot of pain, I couldn't breathe, I was very uncomfortable, and I hung on Shen Yan's body.
Tears fell silently down her cheeks.
When my grandmother said that my mother was pregnant with me, they discussed that I would inherit my mother's symptoms, and after becoming a ghost baby, I could completely solve the symptoms of my mother's bloody person.
My grandmother said that my father was selfish, and his obstruction caused my mother to suffer like this now.
"Mom. That's not what I said, we did this behind our backs, and she didn't want to. "My dad said that even if she took advantage of me, my mom wouldn't be happy when she came to her senses.
"You know, how much she looks forward to this child, knowing her body, pregnant with a child is a ghost baby. It's stillbirth. "My dad was very excited, saying that fortunately he was born.
I never thought that I was born and went through so many things.
I always thought that I was an ordinary child like others, but I didn't expect that it was such a bloody truth that was behind me.
It was as if someone was holding a pair of tweezers and priing my skin apart little by little. A little bit of poking into my flesh and blood, like a pain nailed into the bone marrow.
Shen Yan hugged me, he looked at me like that, and said to me in a lip whisper: "I'm here, Chuan'er doesn't cry, everything is over." ”
I shook my head, tears pouring out like water bursting from a.
It's not the past, it's just the beginning, and my heart is crushed by something.
The two people in the room sighed at the same time, and I heard my grandmother whisper: "It will be dawn in a while, you also go to find Chuan'er, and hand it over to me." ”
"Mom, you've worked hard all these years." My dad said softly. Grandma said that things have come to this point, and there is no need to say such polite words.
"The medicine is also taken by herself, in order to be with you, she does not hesitate to abandon her qualifications as a human being, she clearly knows that marrying into the Qi family cannot be a human being. Just turn yourself into such a monster. ”
Grandma was crying, crying very little, she said that she was a stubborn girl who hurt from childhood to adulthood.
"You must not bear Wanwan, otherwise, I will let you know the methods of the Jinshui Qin family." Grandma said to my dad in a deep voice.
My dad was stunned for a moment, he was silent for a long time, he seemed to be carrying a lot, he said that he would not bear Wanwan, but he was afraid that Wanwan would not be able to bear him, but he was afraid that Wanwan would no longer need him.
"What nonsense." Grandma's cold voice exploded in my ears.
My mother's temper has begun to become a little strange, and sometimes it is a little inexplicable, probably because of the properties of this medicine.
My dad was just about to leave, but as if he remembered something, he turned to my grandmother and said, "Is that the only way?" ”
"The medicine was given by your Qi family, and you have to ask your father if you ask, that winter, your mother was very powerful. A person sneaked into the Qin family. ”
Grandma sneered, and I saw my dad stunned, and he didn't move.
My parents are in free love, and they are inseparable from each other, but both parents are not optimistic about each other, especially when both parties know the background.
My grandmother said that at that time, my grandmother secretly went to Qin's house to find my mother. had a showdown with my mother, saying that if you want to marry into the Qi family, the Qi family's daughter-in-law can only be a ghost daughter-in-law.
"Your mother is holding a knife against Wanwan's neck, and she, a stupid girl, doesn't know how to resist." Grandma said coldly, "I just want to go to your Qi family to be a little daughter-in-law." ”
"Mom, I know, I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for Wanwan." My dad said softly, as if he was being weighed down by a heavy straw, and his speech was a little heavy.
Grandma said that there is no need to promise anything now, and if you want to look at it, you can look backwards, and she said at that time. My grandmother went to my mother, and my mother stupidly used a knife to cut a cut in her neck.
"Qin Juan really wants to die, and he will not hesitate to do this in order to be with you." Grandma laughed, and the laughter was particularly harsh.
It's like lamenting that he has raised his daughter for so long, but he doesn't want to think about their two elders.
My dad almost got down to my grandmother's knees, the things of the past. He really owes too much, he said that even if he took his life to pay for it, he couldn't pay it.
"Let's go, don't be like your mother, don't take Wanwan seriously." Grandma said softly.
Then there were footsteps, there was no one else in the room, and I heard my grandmother grunt, leaning against the wall, and she was sitting with my mother, both on the floor.
Followed by a low cry, my grandmother suppressed it for too long, but finally broke out, she cried for a long time, and the cry was very resentful. Echoing around the room.
I just crouched there and listened.
"Qin Xuan, if it weren't for your surname Qin, I'm afraid I wouldn't care about you, you said that you suffered a lot for that kid of the Qi family." Grandma choked up and said, "Look at the way you look now." I really can't control you. ”
There was the sound of beads falling to the ground in the house, and my grandmother sat there for a long time, and she took care of my mother herself, holding my mother's sleeping body, and waited for a long time before she heard my mother wake up, and asked my grandmother with a helpless face why she was here.
"Sick again?" My mother's voice. She was at a loss, "When will this sleepwalking syndrome be cured?" ”
"The doctor who made an appointment for you, you also have to go to see it, it's all a problem in the bottom of your heart, and there will be no such problem when you are relieved." Grandma said softly.
My mom sighed and said she was in a lot of pain.
"What did you dream about last night?" My grandmother asked. My mom thought she was sleepwalking and ran here from home, and it seems that every time my mom was like this, my grandmother's excuse was sleepwalking, which made her feel weird.
My mom shook her head and said that her head hurt so much that she couldn't remember it anymore. Just have a pair of eyes, especially familiar.
"It seems to be Chuan'er's eyes." My mom condensed.
Grandma was stunned for a moment: "What? ”
"By the way, Mom, you call Chuan'er to see, I'm afraid" My mother said that the last time she sleepwalked, the person she saw was my father, and sure enough. When she woke up, she found my dad lying in a pool of blood.
She said that when she was sleepwalking, she was unconscious, and she was afraid of what she would do.
"I can't think of it, but I'm also afraid that if I hurt Chuan'er."
My grandmother called me, and my phone was long gone, lying quietly in my trouser pocket.
My mother was very anxious, saying that she had to go back first, I followed Shen Yan away, and I was still worried on the road, I didn't expect that my quiet and peaceful home was actually treacherous, hidden mysteries.
"Don't think about it, it's all their generation's business."
"Shen Yan. You said my mom she" I sniffed, took a deep breath, and expelled the turbid air from my body, only to feel a little lighter, "if you really go to the last step." ”
"Silly girl, what are you thinking, let's not say whether you need to use your blood. Your grandmother has a lot of things to hide from you. Shen Yan said in a low voice, saying that I was too anxious, and some things should be seen.
He is an experienced person, but it is the first time I have encountered such a thing, and it is inevitable that I will panic, and that kind of pain is a pain that hits the heart and touches the soul.
It is said that people's hearts are separated from their bellies, why should they be separated from so many bellies.