Today, I deeply feel the malice coming from the world.

Just a few hours ago, I knew that I couldn't complete the task, and under the coercion of a bunch of perverts in the group who were so horny that they even wanted to watch a man's masturbation, I had no choice but to fuck the guy live ...... Sing.

And then...... And then...... Then malice from the world came to me.

As for what happened, I won't say, just to say, fortunately I didn't choose to sleep naked today, otherwise I would be PIO every day!

Well, that's all for me, let's get down to business.

First of all, although I didn't complete the task this month, there are only a few chapters left in the Gensokyo volume, and it can be solved in two days at most, and then I feel that my state is almost the same, and it won't be as sluggish as March and April, and I'll try to speed up the update, and I don't dare to say three or four more, but it should be guaranteed for an average of two days a day, and then it will break out if it's in good shape.

Then I realized that I hadn't asked for a monthly pass in a long time.

In the past two months, because of my own renewal problems, I have never asked for a monthly pass, and I really don't have the face to ask for a monthly pass, but there are still more than 300 monthly passes this month, especially today...... Oh, it should be yesterday, more than 60 votes, although this number is nothing compared to other books, but I haven't asked for votes for such an update, and everyone can still take the initiative to vote so much, I'm really content, I'm really grateful.

So this month, I'm going to get up and fight for the monthly ticket list again.

Codewords are actually a very boring job, sometimes it is really painful for Kavin to sit in front of the computer, even if he is not stuck, writing for hours on end is also a kind of torture for the body...... Although my neck is no longer as good as it was at the beginning of March, I still feel uncomfortable, as long as I bow my head for a long time, it will hurt, and there are a few packs of plasters in the drawer, which are basically pasted every day, although it is not a serious illness, but it is not healthy after all.

I don't want to say how hard I am, I just want you to know that many times the author is more than enough and not enough, if I can easily write 10,000 words a day, I will definitely not write 5,000, because that means that my income will be reduced by half, I don't think anyone will have trouble with money, right?

Then, this month, competing for a monthly pass, can be regarded as setting a goal for yourself. A novel of more than one million words, if you want to keep writing, in fact, it is no longer something that inspiration alone can support, but more motivation and responsibility, and once a person has a goal, the motivation will naturally come out.

For example, if I hadn't set a goal yesterday, I still couldn't complete it, but I still wrote three chapters, and if I hadn't set that goal, I might only be able to write one or two chapters, which is actually a big gap.

People sometimes have to force themselves.

And lazy people like me need even more pressure.

Finally, everyone voted for me for the guaranteed monthly ticket in May, thank you!

PS: Although I did a lot of shameful things today, I found that singing was unexpectedly emotional, so let's continue to sing live if I have the opportunity in the future. (To be continued......)