Chapter 68: Mo Zhi's careful thoughts
Because Yu Xiuxin was sick, An Xian first arranged the bookstore by herself, writing books at night, her previous habit was to write in the dead of night, and when she was in a hurry, staying up late was commonplace.
So she is now sleeping much later than Mo Zhike, which directly causes Mo Zhi to never have the opportunity to sleep with his daughter-in-law like that night, let alone make love.
After a few days, Mo Zhi couldn't stay anymore and began to spend time with her, but they have always been used to sleeping early, and they don't know why she is not sleepy when she has been writing and writing there? So in the end, I often wait and wait and go to sleep.
Then An Xian was surprised to find that Mo Zhi slept later and later, and even sometimes came back to sleep at noon, which was not done before, no, he came back to eat at noon today, An Xian couldn't help but ask after he sat down after cooking: "Have you been too tired lately?" Got a break at noon? ”
Mo Zhi was stunned for a moment and coughed lightly: "Well, it's a little." ”
An Xian also smiled: "That's really strange, I haven't heard you say that hunting is so tiring before, this business is more tiring than hunting?" ”
Mo Zhi pulled two mouthfuls of rice and said foolishly: "Sometimes using your brain is more tiring than your hands." ”
An Xian thought for a while: "That's right, I'm quite tired anyway." ”
After eating, Mo Zhi really went to sleep, An Xian actually didn't like to write at noon, the weather was getting hotter and hotter, and the whole person was a little calm, sitting at the table in a daze, looking at the Zhengxiang sleeping on the bed.
Unconsciously, it has been more than a month since I came here, not for a long time, and a lot of things have happened, but in addition to the thrill, it is more fulfilling, and slowly she has begun to get used to it.
Well... However, this idea was quickly broken, and the person who made her start to be distressed was Mo Zhi!
Mo Zhi slept for a long time at noon, and he was very energetic at night, and after settling Mo Qingyuan to sleep, he didn't disturb An Xian to write a book, he practiced the words he just learned on the side, and the house was very quiet, only the sound of paper and pencil rubbing.
An Xian wrote to the place where he was in his mind, but he didn't move until his arm was tired from writing, and he stopped writing, got up to pour water, and saw Mo Zhi who was still practicing calligraphy on the other side, and was startled: "Why haven't you slept yet?" ”
Mo Zhi picked up the rice paper: "How about a look?" ”
An Xian watched while drinking tea, now Mo Zhi is still learning relatively simple words, writing brush skills and strength is very important, probably because of Mo Zhi's own hunting, it is very flexible, and the words written are not at all like the stiffness of beginners, there is a decent look, and it is neat.
"Awesome." An Xian praised without hesitation, when she first learned, because she was used to using a fountain pen, she practiced for a while: "If you have studied since you were a child, I am afraid that it will be easy to get famous." ”
Mo Zhi frowned: "At that time, the family was poor, and it was only enough for one child to study." ”
"Huh?" An Xian looked at him: "Then why didn't you study?" ”
Mo Zhi's expression was a little complicated: "There is a brother above, so naturally it won't be my turn." ”
An Xian was really dumbfounded at this time, she was stunned for a long time before she slowly spoke: "Do you have a brother?!" ”
Mo Zhi nodded: "What?" Weird, isn't it? ”
Strange of course ... It's just weird, okay! An Xian suddenly felt, is this really his own book? One of the important protagonists in her book has an older brother, but she, as the author, doesn't even know it???
There's never been such a person in her book! An Xian suddenly felt sleepy, sat down next to him, and hurriedly asked, "What about your brother?" Where are you now? What for? ”
Mo Zhiyi shook his head: "I don't know, he is very smart and knowledgeable, in the second year of marriage, after his sister-in-law died of illness, he went to Beijing to take the exam by himself, and he never came back, and he was completely gone." ”
"Oh." An Xian nodded, he left his hometown alone, and there was no news again, I am afraid that it will be ......
Then he was gone before Mo Qingyuan was born, no wonder An Xian didn't know, she was immediately relieved: "The past is over, it's not early, you still haven't slept yet?" ”
Mo Zhi raised his head and asked, "You still want to write?" ”
An Xian yawned: "No, I'm sleepy, I'll go wash my face and sleep." ”
Mo Zhi put away the pen and paper: "Well, it's really not early, go to sleep!" ”
An Xian didn't feel anything wrong, went to wash up, changed into a middle coat in the outhouse before entering, Mo Zhi had already fallen asleep, she turned off the light and got into her quilt.
After a while, An Xian, who came up sleepy, fell asleep in a daze, Mo Zhi on the side listened to her breathing gradually longer, turned sideways, and looked at her silhouette against the moonlight, she may have eaten better recently, she was in a better mood than before, she ate fatter, and her skin began to shine, Mo Zhi always felt that the more she looked at it, the more pleasing it was to the eye.
She has really changed a lot, she is very attentive to herself and Mo Qingyuan, the only thing that makes Mo Zhi feel that she has not changed is that she has always treated herself like she treats her husband, and he doesn't feel the kind of love that a woman has for a man from her body at all.
Could it be that she really just wants to live in peace, but still doesn't think of this place as her real home?
If it was before, it didn't matter, he just wanted to find a woman to take care of the family and take care of the children, but he found that he was now starting to feel dissatisfied, when they were together, they always chased her, she raised her hand, he looked very happy, and even began to do something, wanting her to pay more attention to herself.
Mo Zhi is not a hairy boy anymore, after his initial rejection and confusion, he clearly realized that he began to like An Xian, like An Xian who has changed, he is no longer satisfied with respecting each other, he began to desire to be close to her, and want her to become a veritable woman for himself! But Mo Zhi, who has always been unconcerned about fierce beasts, has always retreated again and again in An Xian's seemingly amiable but not close attitude.
It was hot, she only covered a thin blanket, her slender figure was clearly visible, she was used to sleeping on her side, one arm was pressed under her face, the other hand was outside the blanket, and her waist was on her side, Mo Zhi's big hand was covered on her hand, and his palm was rough, so he felt that An Xian's hand was very slender and tender, and that feeling made him feel that he really hadn't survived these days in vain.
But An Xian is not drunk today, although she is asleep, she is not unconscious, she has lived for more than 20 years, she sleeps by herself, and she will feel awkward if her body is a little wrong, she moved, her hair fell down, and she instinctively raised her hand to tease her sleep.
As a result, she found that she was bound and seemed to be unable to move, struggled twice, reluctantly opened her eyes, and as soon as she turned over, she found that Mo Zhi had fallen asleep, her hand was in his palm, and the sleepiness dissipated at once, her face gradually turned red in the dark, and she quietly twitched, not moving at all, she was afraid that she would wake up Mo Zhi too hard but be embarrassed, so she froze, and her hands were still held together.
But Mo Zhi slept soundly, but she couldn't sleep, her hands were grabbed like that, and her thoughts began to be mixed.
To say, everyone who crossed over is a yellow flower girl, she directly has a complete set of husbands and sons, and she doesn't even have a chance to choose, although if she chooses again, she will probably stay with the father and son, after all, in addition to what she wants to do, she also knows her protagonist best, and she can't trust others.
But then again, it's one thing to stay, what to do in the future? Educating Mo Qingyuan is a long process, and she has to stay in this family for at least a few years as a wife and mother.
When the time comes, don't say what outsiders think, with Mo Zhi's performance, she will slowly develop feelings, and if she really treats her as her own woman, she will inevitably be unable to withdraw at that time, so she began to think about a problem that she has been avoiding, her emotional problems, her destination, whether it is here or not.
In the dim moonlight, his knife-like face is clearly shadowed, although An Xian is not a face control, but I have to say that Mo Zhi is really a very standard handsome man, absolutely in line with her aesthetics, his personality, although the emotional aspect is a little wooden, but I have to say that honest people are more reliable, aren't they?
In terms of family, he is quite poor now, but Mo Zhi is a self-motivated person, and he is not afraid of hardship or tiredness, which is originally the best character and a necessary element to create wealth.
Thinking about it like this, I don't know if she thinks too well or what, this is close to impeccable, although she already has a child, An Xian will never care about this, after all, this is the child she created.
The most important aspect of character, after getting along for so long, they really haven't had any unpleasantness between them, generally have different opinions, no one will get angry, and she thinks she is quite compatible.
Ask yourself, in the face of his occasional closeness...... An Xian is really heartbeating, coupled with today's daytime events, she really behaves like a jealous little woman, unconsciously, she herself is also integrating into this family, this identity, she, want to try, really accept him? As a husband?
An Xian sighed lightly, she was also very entangled, in addition to these, she also had one of her biggest concerns, that is, why did she come here? Is she on a mission? What happens if it's done? Will she go back? Or, accept the end of what is already dead?
Thinking about it like this, she suddenly thought of something that she had neglected because she had been too busy during this time...... That inexplicable, elusive, but surprisingly accurate figure wheel system!
The Tulun is her book, the book of this world, and this thing must have something to do with the purpose of her coming here, but the strange thing is that since those two times, this thing has never appeared again, is it really only in danger?
Just like that, the thoughts were scattered, thinking about a bunch of messes, and finally she couldn't hold it anymore before she fell asleep, and in the end, her hand didn't pull back, so she was held by his generous palm and slept all night.