Chapter 138: I love you but can't be together

Lu Yanying looked at her mother with red eyes, and her heart was sour and unbearable.

In the hospital, Lu Baichuan's bones were not cold, Chen Yi viciously grabbed Lu Yanying's collar, and roared in a broken heart: "Now you are satisfied, your father is dead, no one cares about you anymore, you can finally be with that broom star!" ”

She was crying and fighting, Lu Yanying stood upright and didn't move,

He looked at the elderly man on the white hospital bed who had his eyes closed forever.

The man who gave birth to him, cultivated him, and gave him the most love and the warmest home, when he was not ready to part, went forever!

Chen Yi cried until he was weak.

From the moment Lu Baichuan passed away, she believed that the initiator of everything that happened was Qin Sangruo.

If it weren't for Qin Sangruo, Lu Yanying wouldn't have quarreled with Lu Baichuan, and Lu Baichuan wouldn't have passed away so soon.

With a gentle nature, she hated someone for the first time, and that person was Qin Sangruo.

Chen Yi's crying and accusations made Lu Yanying doubt herself, was she really wrong, and was her father's death really caused by her anger with him?

He was confused, sad and sad.

He was like a beast trapped in a cage, not knowing how to break free from his cage and return to nature.

It's like Xia walking in a labyrinth, and there is a thick fog around him, and he can't tell the direction and doesn't know where to go.

In the face of Chen Yi's accusation, he was powerless to refute it.

He put his hands on the shoulders of his mother, who was a head shorter than him, and his voice was hoarse and almost unable to make a sound: "Mom, don't be angry, take care of yourself!" ”

"Don't touch me, you unfilial son!"

Chen Yi yelled, shook off Lu Yanying's hand, retreated step by step, retreated to the wall, covered his face with both hands, and slid down the wall little by little: "Your father is gone, what's the use of me taking care of myself, what's the use?" ”

Lu Yanying walked over and hugged her tightly, patting her on the back like she hugged him when she was a child: "Don't be afraid, you still have me!" ”

"I'll treat you well in the future!" is saying to Chen Yi, and it seems to be saying to himself.

Lu Baichuan's memorial service is scheduled for the third day of his death.

The location is in the old house of the Lu family.

On the day of the memorial service, the open space in front of the old house was full of all kinds of cars, and the people who came to participate in the memorial service were all figures from all walks of life.

There are many people and cars, but it does not seem complicated, and everything is arranged in an orderly manner.

If there is no noise in the old mansion of the Lu family, everyone has a sad face and a solemn expression.

The courtyard is filled with all kinds of wreaths, layer upon layer, like red and purple flowers rendered in the snow.

Lu Yanying, as Lu Baichuan's only son, according to Chinese customs, wears linen and wears filial piety, and when guests come to mourn, he bows and thanks.

He hadn't closed his eyes for two whole days, and he had lost a lot of weight, and he was in good spirits.

After Yan Pei's true identity was revealed, he no longer hid it, Lu Baichuan was his own uncle, and he took care of Lu Yanying.

Lu Baichuan's own sister, Yan Pei's biological mother, Lu Peiyi, appeared in public for the first time, she was wearing a black dress, her charm was still there, her face was delicate, and her body was petite.

Facing Lu Baichuan's portrait, she knelt on the ground and cried bitterly, and the people of the Lu family persuaded her for a long time before she could persuade her.

Yan Yi also came.

Since she had a miscarriage without permission, there has been no news of her, some people say that she was placed under house arrest by Ji Ye, some people say that she lost her beloved son, suffered from depression, went deep into Jane, and stayed at home behind closed doors.

In the end, the parties have never come out to give a proper explanation.

She was dressed in a black suit and had no makeup, and compared to her previous brilliance, she was now like a diamond that had lost its luster and turned into an ordinary stone.

Her back was still straight, even when the incense was applied.

After mourning, she walked in front of Lu Yanying and said lightly: "You are really a good son to anger your father to death for a woman!" ”

Lu Yanying frowned and looked at her.

He hadn't slept for two days, his eyes were bloodshot, and his eyes were particularly scary when he looked at people!

Yan Yi entered with a look on her face, and her voice was still faint: "This is the consequence of you wanting to be with that woman!" ”

"Please get out!" Lu Yanying said.

Yan Yi sneered lightly: "Embarrassment you? ”

"Get out!" His eyes grew more and more intimidating.

The person in charge of the director noticed that something was wrong here, and hurriedly came over and persuaded Yan Yi: "Miss Yan will come here to rest after the incense, Ah Ying still has to greet other guests, it is inconvenient to talk with Miss Yan for a long time!" ”

Yan Yi hooked the corners of his lips coldly, and followed the directors out of the auditorium.

Lu Yanying's face suddenly became very ugly, he looked at Lu Baichuan's portrait, his heart seemed to have been torn apart, and the wind poured into it.

VIP ward of the Affiliated Hospital of the Medical University.

Qin Sangruo was anxious to get dressed, she tucked the hospital gown into her pants, and a black coat was sandwiched outside, and she didn't know where to put her shoes, so she bent down to find her shoes in a hurry.

Song Nanci pulled her up: "Sang Ruo, can you calm down?" ”

Qin Sangruo: "No, I have to go, that's Lu Yanying's father, no matter what holiday he had with my father before, the deceased is the greatest, as a junior, I always have to send him on the last ride!" ”

Song Nanci grabbed her shoulder and didn't let go: "You are a patient now!" ”

"Brother Nan, I understand my body, I'm fine, really!" She stared at Song Nanci and said seriously.

Song Nanci: "It's the coldest today, what if you catch a cold by the wind?" People can't be resurrected after death, even if you go, people will come back to life, no one will blame you, really Sang Ruo, everyone knows your situation, no one will blame you! ”

Qin Sangruo broke free from Song Nanci's shackles little by little, and bit his lip lightly: "Brother Nan, I want to go over because of Lu Yanying." ”

Look at him, okay?

Isn't it very sad?

Persuade him and give him a hug!

Tell him, mourn and change, your life is still with me!

Song Nanci looked at her, his persistent eyes, slowly disintegrating, and compromising little by little.

After all, she still cares about him the most!

He turned around gloomily, took out a pink woolen hat from the cabinet, and handed it over: "Put it on!" ”

Qin Sangruo smiled at her and put his hat on.

Bend down to find your shoes from under the bed, put them on, and tie them.

"I'm leaving, Brother Nan!"

"Wait a minute."

A trace of nervousness flashed in Qin Sangruo's eyes, did he want to change his hexagram?

"I'll go with you."

After all, I can't let her go alone.

"Brother Nan!"

"Let's go."

The two took a taxi and arrived at the Lu family's old house half an hour later.

Because the Lu family was doing a funeral, there were a lot of guests, and the vehicles occupied a large area.

When there were still 100 meters away from Lu's house, the taxi couldn't get in.

Qin Sangruo paid the fare, thanked the driver, and walked with Song Nanci to the Lu family's old house.

Even though Song Nanci was well-informed, he was taken aback by the large-scale funeral in front of him.

The Lu family has deep roots and rich family wealth, which is not a false name.

"Go in by yourself, I'll be waiting for you outside!" Song Nanci said.

Qin Sangruo nodded, took off his hat and stuffed it into him, dressed up, and walked in.

"There's a guest here!" The man in charge shouted with a long voice.

Qin Sangruo went in with a solemn face.

She bowed three times to the portrait of Lu Baichuan, and someone handed her three sticks of incense, and she stepped forward and inserted it into the incense burner.

Backwards, three more bows.

"Thank you for your family!"

Lu Yanying bowed slightly towards her, and she returned the salute.

She walked in front of Lu Yanying and looked at him, it was worse than she imagined, her heart felt like she had been cut, and she was very distressed.

"Condolences and change." She said.

Lu Yanying's gaze stayed on the white gauze on her head for a few seconds, and asked in a dumb voice, "Have you had surgery?" ”

Qin Sangruo nodded: "Benign, it has been removed, the operation was successful, and it will be discharged from the hospital soon!" ”

Lu Yanying nodded, didn't know what to think, and choked up.

"I didn't even go to your surgery, I'm sorry, I ......"

"I don't blame you!" Qin Sangruo interrupted him.

"Take a break."

"I will."

The two are obviously standing face to face, and they can touch each other with their hands, but in the conversation, it seems that they are separated by thousands of mountains, you can't come to me, I can't go to you, the ravines are difficult to fill, and the sky is on different sides.

"Ah Ying, I'm sorry!" Qin Sangruo said.

Lu Yanying tugged at the corners of her lips: "Why did you say these three words to me, you don't have to apologize, you didn't feel sorry for me." ”

As soon as his words fell, Chen Yi rushed out of the room next to him, pushed Qin Sangruo to the ground, and yelled: "Who asked you to come, who?" ”

Then shouted at the door, "Who let her in?!" ”

Chen Yi ran too hard, his hair was scattered, and his haggard face was full of hideous color.

She was like a vulgar shrew, scolding Qin Sangruo, and several people couldn't persuade her.

When Qin Sangruo fell to the ground, it happened to be the place where she had surgery.

At first, I didn't feel anything, but after being helped up, I felt dizzy and dizzy, and the wound stabbed and hurt.

"Miss Qin, Madam doesn't want to see you now, go quickly, today is the master's memorial service, don't mess up the order and make people laugh!" An elderly member of the Lu family persuaded.

Qin Sangruo looked at Lu Yanying, Lu Yanying was hugging Chen Yi tightly, Chen Yi scolded him loudly: "...... What's so good about her that makes you so obsessed? ”

"No, not anymore...... Come, take a deep breath and don't get excited...... I'll let her go, I'll let her go......"

Lu Yanying's gaze looked over and met Qin Sangruo's.

There was anxiety, pleading, and even hatred in his eyes.

Qin Sangruo stared at him for a few seconds, lowered his head, turned around, and walked slowly towards the gate.

The news of the auditorium spread outside, and the guests outside looked at her curiously.

Song Nanci stepped over the high gate of the Lu family and walked over quickly: "What's going on...... God, you're bleeding from your wounds! ”

He hurriedly took out a checkered square handkerchief from his pocket and covered the bleeding place on Qin Sangruo's head, anxious and distressed: "I won't let you come, I'm biased, I'm disliked, right?" ”

Qin Sangruo silently followed him for a while, and when she left the Lu family, she slowly raised her head and looked at the man who had been helping her cover her wounds: "Brother Nan, let's get married!" "Covetousness