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When Zhang Xin came with the medicine, Jiang Han just took care of Lu Ling and fell asleep. Not long after returning to the hotel with the program team, Lu Ling burned. After Jiang Han called to confirm the time when Zhang Xin came, he first let people take antipyretic medicine and sleep.
"How? Does it burn badly? Zhang Xin put the medicine on the table with dinner.
"It's 38 degrees 5, I just took medicine and fell asleep." Jiang Han poured Zhang Xin a glass of water, "You may have to trouble Brother Zhang to wait." ”
"This kid, I just said that he always finds trouble for me by himself, he hasn't been sick for a long time, and he doesn't know when this disease will get better." Zhang Xin took the cup and took a sip of water, "I heard him say you sprained your foot?" This ointment is very easy to use, this is what Lu Ling used to use when he was injured in filming scenes, you can apply it, and it will be fine tomorrow and the day after tomorrow. ”
"Thank you, Brother Zhang." Jiang Han didn't refuse, he took the ointment and applied it, the sprained place was indeed swollen as he said, but fortunately, Lu Ling treated him in advance and it was not too bad.
Originally, Zhang Xin wanted to wait for Lu Ling to wake up and finish talking before leaving, but he was called away by a phone call before he could stay for a while, and he sounded quite anxious. In desperation, Zhang Xin could only entrust Lu Ling to Jiang Han's sick number.
After Zhang Xin left, Jiang Han used the small kitchen in the hotel suite to warm up the porridge he brought again. Although Jiang Han was very tired, he was also very worried about Lu Ling's situation, if a person who had not been sick for a long time suddenly fell ill, then it meant that his body had reached his limit and had to rest and adjust, so Jiang Han simply stayed by Lu Ling's side to take care of him.
I don't know how long I slept, and when Lu Ling woke up, it was dark outside, he blinked his dry eyes, and felt that this was much more comfortable than in the afternoon, and he was just about to raise his hand, when he heard the sound of shallow breathing not far away,
Lu Ling raised his body with some effort, and saw Jiang Han sleeping on the side of his bed. Lu Ling, who struggled to sit up, felt that his body was a little weak, but he didn't plan to wake up Jiang Han. Lu Ling looked at Jiang Han's sleeping face by the moonlight, and felt his heart itch.
He swallowed his saliva subconsciously, then held his breath and cautiously stretched out his hand, gently touching Jiang Han's hair, the person in his sleep seemed to sense this familiar warmth, just rubbed it gently, and had no intention of waking up.
Lu Ling has always felt that he is a person who knows how to restrain himself, but now he finds that he seems to be overestimating himself, obviously this person is just sleeping on the edge of the bed, his hair is not as neatly groomed as usual, and his clothes do not have a soft touch and the smell of fragrant laundry detergent.
But Lu Ling felt as if under a spell that the person in front of him was so cute, he leaned over a little uncontrollably, and gently pressed his forehead against Jiang Han's shoulder. Despite his careful movements, Jiang Han still woke up.
"Don't move, let me lean for a moment." Lu Ling grabbed Jiang Han's arm in an instant and made a sound to dispel his struggle.
"What's wrong? Isn't it particularly uncomfortable? Jiang Han didn't move, allowing Lu Ling to lean against him in this awkward posture.
"Much better." Lu Ling smiled where Jiang Han couldn't see, and then lifted the whole person up with his arm.
"Ahh Jiang Han exclaimed in surprise and pressed Lu Ling's shoulder in a panic, and then the whole person was held in Lu Ling's arms.
"Scaring you?" Lu Ling had no intention of letting go of the person in his arms, "Why don't you go to bed and lie here without fear of being infected by me?" ”
"You...... You let me go first, so you can't speak. Jiang Han gently pushed Lu Ling, but although this person was sick, his strength was still unexpectedly great.
Listening to Jiang Han's words, Lu Ling didn't make a sound, just turned his head, and turned his face to Jiang Han's neck and ears, he blew lightly, and the slightly hot breath made Jiang Han's body couldn't help but tremble slightly. Lu Ling, who was pleased by Jiang Han's reaction, chuckled a few times.
Whether it is the same sex or the opposite sex, Jiang Han has never had such close contact with others, let alone so ambiguous. He sat there a little overwhelmed, letting Lu Ling fiddle, he didn't dare or wanted to guess Lu Ling's thoughts, he just wanted to leave this room quickly and go out to breathe, so that the heartbeat that had lost its rhythm returned to normal.
Lu Ling could feel Jiang Han's panic, so he opened his mouth: "Na, Xiao Han, do you like him?" ”
"Who?"
"You know who I'm talking about." Lu Ling raised his other hand and pinched Jiang Han's ear, "Do you like him?" ”
"......" Lu Ling's question rarely made Jiang Han fall silent, and just when Lu Ling thought that he would not get an answer, Jiang Han opened his mouth.
"I don't know, when I was a child, I didn't like the concept of liking or disliking, but I knew that it was fun to play with him. Later, when I grew up, I always remembered the time I spent with him and the agreement with him. ”
"So, you haven't thought about the deeper question, have you?"
"Nope." Jiang Han shook his head, feeling a little lonely.
Lu Ling let go of Jiang Han, and the two of them sat facing each other, without saying a word. The moonlight outside the window lazily sprinkled in the room, but the dim light made it impossible for them to see each other's expressions clearly. Not knowing what came to mind, Lu Ling suddenly laughed.
"Help me get my memories back."
"Does it have to be me?"
"Well, it has to be you, only you." Lu Ling looked at Jiang Han's bright eyes, took his hand and put it on his lips and kissed it, "Actually, you understand my thoughts very well, don't you?" You could have escaped, but why not? ”
Knowing that Jiang Han would not answer him for a while, Lu Ling raised his hand and rubbed his hair, then got out of bed and stretched: "I'm so hungry, I'll go eat something." ”
After Lu Ling left the room, Jiang Han slowly raised his hands to cover his face, he felt that as long as he was touched by Lu Ling, it was hot, as if it was about to burn. Lu Ling asked a question he had never thought about.
What is the purpose of going to that person so persistently, the so-called agreement is just a childhood joke. He didn't know the man's name, he didn't know where he came from, he didn't know who his parents' names were, and he hadn't even seen anyone in the family.
This kind of difficulty in finding people is comparable to looking for a needle in a haystack, even if you find someone, what about after you find it? Will he still remember himself? Maybe that person is married, has children, and has a family, so what are you going to do after you go to find him?
Lu Ling's question made Jiang Han feel unprecedentedly flustered, and he suddenly felt that his insistence all along seemed like a joke. Jiang Han seemed to think of something, stumbling into the living room of the hotel room, Lu Ling warmed up the dinner again at this time, and as soon as he looked up, he saw Jiang Han with a pale face and red eyes.
"What's wrong? What's uncomfortable? Lu Ling frowned, put down what he was holding, and strode over.
"I don't seem to know why I'm looking for him now......" Jiang Han clenched Lu Ling's hand a little helplessly, "I don't have parents, and I have been dependent on my grandmother since I was a child, because I was introverted when I was a child, few friends are willing to play with me, and I don't like to run around in the field with them, that little brother is the only one who is willing to take the initiative to contact me, so I cherish this friend very much." ”
Lu Ling helped Jiang Han to sit on the sofa, Jiang Han sniffed and continued: "We have been together for a short time, only a few months, but I was too young at that time to ask his name, ask where his family lives, and only know how to play with him every day." Then one day, he left suddenly, and I searched the whole village but didn't see him. ”
Lu Ling didn't speak, just listened quietly to Jiang Han.
"Later, like an obsession, I always wanted to find him, but I never thought about what happened after I found him. I feel like I'm confused now, I don't know what I should do, Lu Ling, am I stupid. ”
"It's stupid to gamble on your future and destiny for a childhood friend. If you like him, that's a reason. Lu Ling smiled, "You are an adult, I think, you should actually have your own plan for what to do next." ”
"I ...... I still want to find him, but I will not give up my current job and life. Jiang Han let go of Lu Ling's hand.
"What about after you find him?" Lu Ling was a little curious.
"I don't know, I'll talk about it when I find it." Jiang Han shook his head, "I shouldn't like him, how can a three- or four-year-old child know what to like." ”
"I'm glad to hear you say that." Lu Ling reached out and pinched Jiang Han's nose.
"Why?" Jiang Han was a little confused.
"Why, you ask me? I thought you knew that very well, huh? Lu Ling leaned forward and blew into Jiang Han's ear, "Let's eat." ”
"You!" Jiang Han covered his ears and stared at Lu Ling's back, he had just forgotten that Lu Ling seemed to like him.
Because Lu Ling caught a cold and Jiang Han was injured, the program team decided to postpone the filming on the fifth day by one day, so the two got a day off. After all, Lu Ling had a cold and fever, and his physical strength was still not as good as usual, so after eating, the two of them simply took a cold and went to bed.
After a while, Jiang Han heard the sound of steady breathing from the bed next door, perhaps because his nose was not breathing, and there was a little snoring. Jiang Han hid in the quilt and smiled secretly, and then covered his face with his hands.
He felt like a girl who was just starting to fall in love, hiding in his little house and secretly being happy because of his sweetheart's actions. Jiang Han admitted that he was moved by Lu Ling, and he was also happy when he sensed Lu Ling's intentions.
After all, it is a very happy thing for two people to be happy, but this is not a fairy tale, even if they have a good impression of each other, it does not mean that they can rise to prominence in the future, Lu Ling and Jiang Han's identities are destined to be accompanied by many gossips in their future lives if they are together.
Jiang Han didn't know if there would be such an day, and he didn't dare to take the risk of saying to Lu Ling that since we like each other, let's be together. He wanted to make a bet on himself and Lu Ling, if Lu Ling's memories came back, they still had feelings for each other, then let it go, if not, then continue to be friends.
Thinking like this, Jiang Han fell asleep in a daze, while Lu Ling, who was already asleep, opened his eyes, but the expression on his face was not gentle as usual, and it was a little cold. He looked at Jiang Han, who was exposing his hair, walked over and kissed the top of his hair gently, and then walked to the balcony of the hotel room and dialed a call.
"Hey, it's me, Lu Ling. There's something I want to ask you for. ”