Chapter 20: Wake up like a dream
Then again, now they have a topographical map of the Light Sleeve Palace, a broken prescription, and a jade pendant, what can this be connected to!
Bai Youyu stared at Mo Weiyi deeply, "Maybe you should go to our mountain villa, but not necessarily." ”
Mo Weiyi thought in his heart, could it be that the owner of this body is the lord of the Heavenly Noble Villa of Dreamless Villa? I didn't know what to do for a while, but when I looked up at everyone again, my eyes were full of words, go, go, go...... Ah Xiu's eyes shone brightly as if they were all the shadows of gold ingots, and even the attack was open with expectant eyes.
Mo Weiyimo held the jade: "Okay, then we'll leave tomorrow night." ”
What is due will come! And tomorrow night is the time for Mu Chengcheng to detoxify.
It's night, King Chen's Mansion.
A candle flame, a dark shadow, an uneasy whimper.
Murwiy stood outside the window on a large tree, skimming the dark shadows in the room, and shining his eyes on the whimpering man on the bed.
Mu Tianyan sighed in her heart, got up silently, walked out of the door, and left a world for the two people outside the house.
Mo Wei pushed open the hidden door and walked to the bed, the person on the bed was helpless, sobbing in panic, what kind of dream was he dreaming?!
Sitting quietly on the edge of the bed, his hand touched the restless person on the bed, and he was immediately held, like a life-saving straw being held tightly in his hand.
With a light sigh, Mo Weiyi lay down on his stomach, as before, one hand passed through Mu Qingcheng's back, hugged him, and patted and stroked with the other; The sleeping man spontaneously approached like a heat source and hugged her tightly.
The people in the house snuggled together, and the years were quiet;
The people outside the house stood alone, and their hearts were desolate.
When the sky was bright, Mu Qingcheng woke up, and there was no one in the house; Looking around, I saw Mu Qianyan standing in front of the flower bed outside the window. My brother has been guarding him, which is the luckiest and warmest thing for Mayor Mu to be so big.
"Brother, have you stood here all night? The clothes were all wet. ”
Mu turned around and saw his younger brother standing behind him in a single coat.
Mu Tingcheng has grown slowly, and he has always been much lower than Mu Qianyan, but in the past two years, he has grown rapidly, and now he can catch up with Mu Tianyan.
Seeing his younger brother getting more and more upright, Mu Qianyan felt that time really passed too fast, and the world changed too fast.
"Cheng'er, you seem to ...... It's different! ”
Where is the difference, I can't say the specifics of Mu Qianyan, but the temperature in those eyes is indeed a lot hotter.
suffered such a thing four years ago, every time he woke up, Mu Chengcheng was more gloomy and irritable than before, but Mu Tingcheng, who woke up today, his eyes were warm and calm, and his eyes were deep and deep, as if he had gone through the vicissitudes of life and seen through the red dust of the world.
Mu Qingcheng took a step forward and stood side by side with his brother, looking at the flower bed with ethereal eyes, "Brother, when I was asleep, I had a long, long dream, and I felt ...... There is a lifetime as long, all kinds of joys and sorrows in the world, greed, hatred and hatred, are all in dreams! ”
The poison can be solved after three days of awakening, but the process of detoxification is slow and heavy.
The poison that is supposed to wake up the world, how happy it is when it is poisoned, and how painful it is when it is lifted.
As soon as the antidote is taken, waiting for people to fall asleep is the pain of worrying the heart, different from the pain caused by knife wounds and sword wounds, this kind of pain is illusory emotional, obviously not feeling the real pain, but there is bitterness and pain rolling back and forth in the heart.
It's like a dream, the dream makes you feel sad, feel miserable, feel that everything in the world has left you, you are left alone between heaven and earth, you walk in the long years, day by day, you can't see anything but you, everything is just dark and empty, without direction and purpose.
No one drinks with you, no one talks to you, no one will give you a warm smile when you are lonely and wandering, no one will hold you and whisper softly to soothe your panic. You only think about all the scenes that are left in your memory, and it makes you feel that you are living so pitifully, that there are so few things left in your mind for you to support, and that everything you have experienced has become so luxurious.
You begin to feel ashamed that you have been too persistent in your life and hurt the people who love you, and you begin to regret that you have never truly said that you cherished it.
You look at your family's earnest care, but you don't respond in time;
You listen to your brother's angry scolding, but you don't feel the anticipation in his eyes;
You look at your friends and laugh and scold, but you don't even notice the worry and care behind it.
You look at what you have obtained by unscrupulous means, and you no longer have the feeling that you were excited about at that time, and you begin to wonder if the many things you lost and abandoned for the sake of it are really worth it.
And then it all disappears, all the things you regret you didn't have time to do, all the wasted time, all the things you get big.
You feel that your world is suddenly quiet, suddenly cheerful, and it is actually 30,000 feet in the air, happy and excited to get close to the changes of the wind and clouds, and feel the shock and passion from your heart; You enjoy the feeling of being proud of the sky, enjoying the pleasure of floating freely; But in the blink of an eye, you suddenly fell from all the pleasure, and the breath that you had felt cold and comfortable was torn in an instant, turning into a sharp blade whistling in your ears, cutting your ears, your cheeks, your eyes, and your tears of pain; The rapid fall scares you, the uncontrollable sensation scares you, the closer and closer collision scares you, you feel all the blood flowing back to your heart, you can't suppress that oppression, you start screaming, screaming, waking up, falling into the water with a 'bang'.
The world you face has become a vast ocean, you float and sink in the sea, a mouthful of salty and wet water pours into your mouth, your eyes are blinded, your ears flow, and the rumbling sound explodes so that you can't breathe. The trembling that comes from life, you can't bear it more and more, you struggle desperately, you begin to remember, those tears that have been shed for you, are they also so salty? Are the painful voices of those you have hurt the same as the sore throat you feel right now?
You rise and fall in the stormy waves, and at last you are hit on the shore, the sky has left you, the sea has disappeared, and all that is left for you is an endless sand, no road, no people, no houses, no food, no grass, no people, and the sun blazing overhead.
You run, you seek, you dig, hoping to find a way to the outside world, hoping that someone will guide you, hoping that there will be water to quench your thirst, hoping that there will be food to fill your stomach, even if it is just a wild fruit.
But nothing!
After exhausting your journey through one sand dune after another, there is still an endless desert. Your lips are chapped and bleeding, your throat is speechless, all your strength is drained, and you are left helpless to slump in the overwhelming sand, feeling the sun suck up your energy and your remaining water. How unwilling you are, you try to get up, looking up at the distance and still full of yellow sand in the distance.
You suddenly start laughing, tearing your lips, tearing your throat, laughing wildly, hoarse and miserable, blood oozing from your lips and falling low sand, and you don't care.
You start to think, what are you unwilling to do, what are you pursuing, what are you enjoying, what are you hating, and what are you going to endure?
You begin to cry, crying for your ignorant arrogance, for your foolish self-righteousness, for being young and not knowing what it is like to be sad, for your empty and ridiculous hatred. Tears run down your young face, low on the ground, wet sand, and your proud self-righteous self-esteem!
Take a handful of sand, watch it drain through your fingers, and be blown away by the wind, you want to chase it, but you see it whirling in the wind and returning to the sand.
You suddenly understand that the past, greed, hatred, and hatred are just a pinch of yellow sand condensed and formed, floating and rippling in the world, and after the passion, it is still just a pinch of yellow sand, all you can keep is the attachment to the world and the feelings you have experienced!
Mu Tianyan saw that his younger brother was silent, his face was a little pale, and he couldn't help but worry, "What's wrong?" You don't look good. ”
Mu Qingcheng smiled slightly and shook his head, "It's okay...... It may be that it has just been detoxified and is still a little weak; Brother, did you stay with me last night? I'm always bothering you! I'm sorry! ”
"What are you talking about, you are my only brother born from the same root, no matter how much you care, it is right, but the current situation is not the time to detoxify you, so you still have to ......show people like a fool" Mu Tianyan felt a little guilty, all along, he had never found an antidote to detoxify his brother, and now that the poison is detoxified, he still can't let him live in the sun like a normal person.
Mu Qingcheng fainted, his eyebrows and eyes warm, "I know...... Brother, can I hold you? Very warm feeling when I was most helpless. ”
Mu Tingcheng gently lay in Mu Tingyan's arms, and a brotherly hug boiled with strong family affection, making the corners of their eyes moist.
Patting his younger brother on the back, Mu Tianyan said gently: "You just woke up, don't think too much, how about my brother go and make you something delicious?" When you are stupid, you especially like the slippery pork section that my brother makes for you, and my brother makes it for you to eat! ”
"Brother, how do you know how to cook?" Mu Qingcheng frowned slightly, could it be that they had been reduced to the point of cooking by themselves?
Mu Tianyan dragged his younger brother back to the house, and said as he walked: "At the beginning, you were afraid of poisoning, no one except me was allowed to approach, and I was also afraid that those people would secretly attack each other, and they didn't dare to borrow other people's hands for food, clothing, housing and transportation; But I'm also pampered, I don't know anything, you don't know, that's when I realized how useless I was, and I couldn't do anything regardless of my status. ”