"I want to forget him, too, but that's probably the way things are, the more you want something, the more you can't get it."

The corners of Ming Mi's mouth were bitter.

In front of Gu Mingwei, she showed a weak side that she had never shown.

"People in the world say that I have been waiting for Qi Rui for so many years, and they all think that I probably love Qi Rui very much. Actually, Weiwei, do you know? After the death of Princess Changle, I didn't love Qi Rui so much. Because I know that no matter what I do, it will be impossible for Qi Rui to fall in love with me. ”

On another level, it is more difficult to surpass a person when he is dead than when he is alive.

She is not the kind of girl who can compromise and seek perfection, for her, if she loves, she must have absolute love.

It's just a little bit of love like charity, and she doesn't want it.

Probably because of this psychology, I persuaded her little by little.

"In the past few years, I have traveled all over the country, and I have seen people who knelt down and begged for people because of a drop of water in the desert, and I have also seen people who lost everything in the monstrous flood, and I have seen people of all shapes and shapes, and I have experienced all kinds of joys and sorrows. When I came to Northern Xinjiang and saw Qi Rui again, I suddenly found that my love for Qi Rui had been worn out little by little in the past few years. ”

Say you don't like it?

That's impossible.

I've liked it for so many years, how can I say that I don't like it.

But it's nowhere near as strong as it used to be.

Therefore, when facing Gu Mingwei, Mingmi was much calmer.

"Really?" Gu Mingwei was happy for Mingmi, and inevitably asked, "Then have you ever thought about finding someone to live a stable life?" ”

Hearing this, Ming Mi glanced at Gu Mingwei strangely, as if she didn't know each other, "Weiwei, when did you become so vulgar?" Why does a woman have to be a biological child? Isn't a woman's life incomplete if she doesn't marry and have children? ”

She didn't agree with this opinion at all.

Gu Mingwei's smile was a little bitter.

After she became a parent, she found that many of her thoughts had changed unconsciously.

"You don't care, what about uncle? Uncle only has you as a daughter, so he naturally hopes that you can marry and be happy. There is Ming'an in the Changping Marquis Mansion, but the uncle is so lonely, so he naturally hopes to enjoy the joy of family. ”

This is indeed said to Ming Mi's heart, and everything else is okay to say, the father only has his own child, and all his thoughts are on himself.

She can come out to relax, but only her father stays at home, and she is inevitably lonely.

When people are old, they naturally want to enjoy the joy of family.

It's just that......

Ming Mi asked herself, she really didn't want to get married now.

She is even a little afraid of getting married.

"Then I won't get married, and I'll give birth to a grandson for my father." Ming Mi frowned and came up with a compromise.

In this way, not only does the father have spiritual sustenance, he will not be so lonely, and he will not force himself to get married.

It's really fantastic.

She thinks it's a good idea, but others don't necessarily think so.

Gu Mingwei couldn't believe what she had heard, and sat up, the sunlight leaving a dappled light and shadow on her face through the leaves.

"Sister Huan, are you serious?" Gu Mingwei looked at Ming Mi with a serious face, "Come, you tell me, you just said it casually." ”

She was really not at ease.

She and Ming Mi have been playing together since they were children, and she knows Ming Mi very well.

Others will think that Ming Mi is just talking and playing, but Gu Mingwei knows that Ming Mi really did such a thing.

It was precisely because she knew that Ming Mi dared to do such a thing that Gu Mingwei was so nervous.

Looking at Gu Mingwei's appearance as if she was facing a great enemy, Mingmi felt a little funny, looked up at Gu Mingwei with an indifferent face, and teased with a smile, "I said Weiwei, what are you doing so nervous?" ”

"Why do you think I'm so nervous?"

Gu Mingwei angrily sighed.

She Ming Mi said such shocking words, how could she not be frightened?

"Don't you think that's a good idea?" Mingmi was interested in asking Gu Mingwei's opinion.

To tell the truth, at the beginning, Mingmi was really so casual, but when she saw Gu Mingwei looking like she was facing a great enemy, she suddenly felt that this idea was really good.

"Not good, not good at all!" Gu Mingwei was furious, wanting to pat this terrible idea out of Mingmi's mind.

Gu Mingwei took a deep breath, adjusted her state, and analyzed it with Mingmi seriously and patiently.

"First, you just want to have a child but don't get married, can the child's father agree? Are you sure you're going to break it up when the time comes? ”

"Second, the child is born without a father, what do you think those people in the capital will say? Can you bear to see your child unhappy when he comes out of his life? ”

"Third, do you think that you can give birth to a child so that your uncle can not be so lonely. But if you have a child without getting married, are you sure that your uncle will look forward to the arrival of this child, and not be angry and die by you? ”

Gu Mingwei made these three points clear, and she believed that Mingmi would know better than her.

Especially his uncle's temperament, he is still a little old-fashioned, let him accept that his only daughter gave birth to a child without getting married, then he will probably go crazy, right?

Uncle is not too young, so it's better to make fewer jokes like this.

"Poof......

Mingmi couldn't help laughing, pointing at the serious Gu Mingwei and laughing on the soft collapse, her eyebrows and eyes were crooked and very happy, "Weiwei, I just said casually You see that you are nervous, and you really gave me a list of rules." ”

Gu Mingwei's eyes were cold, and she forcibly suppressed her temper, "As far as your temperament is concerned, this moment is a casual talk, who knows if you won't achieve it in the next moment?" I'll help you analyze it first and get this terrible thought out of your head! ”

Under normal circumstances, Ming Mi would not smile like this.

can say it casually, it means that in Ming Mi's heart, this matter is not without a little possibility, otherwise it would not be possible to say it casually.

"Okay, okay, I'm done with you. You're being told me, what are you going to do? ”

As soon as the topic shifted to herself, Gu Mingwei, who had just said that her head was Tao, suddenly wilted.

I don't know what to say.

"Me? You've seen it, too, and that's it, otherwise what else would it be? ”

Gu Mingwei suddenly felt a little tired, and lay down again, looking at the shredded sunlight among the lush leaves, wanting to reach out and touch it, but couldn't get anything.

"Those things that seem to be in front of your eyes are often impossible to grasp at all. Trying to catch it in vain is just to make yourself happy. ”

"I think I'm fine now, at least, I don't have hope, and I don't feel hopeless."