What was said last night?

She said a lot, and every sentence sounded like a joke, but it was never a joke.

She asked him about his ideals, and she asked him to go to Jingkou, Beifu, to adopt the homeless people to form a Northern Expeditionary army of their own, and she even gave him a key to the dowry of her biological mother, Shen.

She said that she was innocent and guilty, so she gave him this great wealth for safekeeping, isn't this trust?

What else did he suspect? Is it because you are too afraid of losing, so you are suffering from gains and losses?

"I'm sorry, Ah Yu, I shouldn't doubt you!" He said with joy and guilt in his heart.

Gu Yu smiled and said: "Trust is a precious thing, just because it is precious, so it is not easy to get, you doubt me now, if you doubt me in the future, I will not believe you again!" ”

The tone is still so decisive.

Xie Xuan was stunned, and at the same time felt guilty of what he said.

When he was about to say something, Gu Yu suddenly asked again: "Xie Lang, in your heart, which is more important than life and order?" ”

Xie Xuan was stunned for a moment, as if he was thinking about the meaning of her question.

At this time, Gu Yu said again: "Taishi Gong once said that people are inherently dead, or heavier than Mount Tai, or lighter than Hongmao, Confucius also said that killing is benevolent, Mencius said, sacrificing life for righteousness, but is the meaning of life only in this?" ”

She looked at him and said, "Kong Rong died and his morale was discouraged, Ji Kang died and Qing was dismissed, and his life was so lost, and it was really precious, and it was really worth it?" ”

With that, she smiled again, closed the backyard door, and walked slowly towards him.

Although in the eyes of Jia Changsha, the head of Han Confucianism, life is like this, but I still feel that life is more precious than anything else, and only by living can people talk about faith and ideals.

Xie Lang, what do you think? ”

Seeing her walking slowly, seeing her stop under the apricot blossom tree, and seeing Luoying colorful in her dark ink pupils, Xie Xuan's heart was surging for a while, and his star-like eyes gradually became a little moist.

So is it because I'm afraid of injuring him?

"Xie Lang, it's not that I don't trust your Xie family, but the current battle over the gate valve will only weaken the vitality of the Great Jin Dynasty and give the dog Rong barbarians an opportunity to take advantage of. I think your third uncle should also have this consideration. ”

When it comes to the third uncle, Xie Xuan's heart is also shocked, and he feels glorious, the third uncle Xie Anshi has been known for his elegance since the age of the weak crown, and is admired by Shilin, and Wang Yishao of the Langya Wang clan is equally famous, and he is also the head of the famous people, and it is precisely because of his fame that the Chenjun Xie clan will maintain such a high status among the scholars in Jiangzuo.

"Guanzhong is the only good minister Wang Meng, and the only one in the world is Xie An, your third uncle should also go out of the mountain!"

Xie An's resurgence gave the Chen Jun Xie clan the strength to reach its heyday, and the Xie family had enough prestige and strength to confront the Huan clan and curb Huan Wen's ambitions.

"Ah Yu-" Xie Xuan's eyes moistened again, he pursed his lips, as if he wanted to say a thousand words, but in the end he still spit out a sentence with great difficulty, "I understand!" ”

Gu Yu nodded and smiled, and then said, "It's good to understand!" After a pause, she turned around again and said in a deep voice, "Xie Lang, you can go, don't come to my Gu family again in the future!" ”

Although he expected that she would finally say this, Xie Xuan's heart still sank suddenly, as if he had suddenly been cut open by a sharp knife, he stood under the apricot blossom tree, hesitated for a long time, and then said sourly: "Ah Yu, can I hug you again?" ”

Gu Yu was slightly stunned, then turned his eyes to look at him, but saw him standing there like a lost child, his eyes were full of worry and hope, such gains and losses were really unprecedented.

While Xie Xuan was waiting, Gu Yu suddenly burst out laughing, and said, "Really, I think you are like a child who wants candy now......" Before she finished speaking, she felt a shadow rushing towards her, and at the moment when she was caught off guard, a warm embrace tightly surrounded her, and a familiar and clear breath flowed through her nose.

"Ah Yu, I love you very much, I know what kind of path you want to take, and I know that you can do everything by yourself, you don't need my help, and you don't need my love, but I have no way to remove you from my heart, I am reluctant to let go, I am really reluctant, and I can't do it......"

He buried his head in her neck and muttered to himself.

Gu Yu was also a little speechless for a while, and after a long while, he reached out and grabbed his shoulder, and sighed: "Xie Lang, you follow your path and realize your ideals, which is also the realization of my ideals." ”

Xie Xuan couldn't help but hug her tightly again, and after a long while, he said in a low voice: "I know that I can't have the heart to monopolize you, but I still hope that I will be needed, Ah Yu, you can go to me at any time when you are tired in the future, as long as you call me, I will be there, okay?" ”

As long as you call me, I'll be there, okay?

This is no longer a request, but a begging.

Gu Yu's heart was sour but also very moved, so she let him hold him for a long time before she slowly spit out a word.

"Okay."

She said yes! She said yes!

Xie Xuan couldn't help but be overjoyed for a while, so he slowly let go of his hand reluctantly, as if crying with joy, he looked at her with a complicated expression for a long time, and after a long time, he turned around and walked towards the door of the Gu Mansion, but after taking a few steps, he suddenly stopped and looked back at her.

"By the way, can I make one more request?" He said.

……

A small guy ran out of the backyard stupidly, and as soon as he ran to the door, he was grabbed by Zhang.

"What did that Xie Qilangjun say to Eleven Niang?" She asked.

The little guy touched his head, and a pair of eyes turned around Gu Yan, and then he replied embarrassedly: "I don't know what you said?" The voice of the latter was too small for the slave to hear clearly, and the slave did not understand the front. ”

"What does it mean that I don't understand? Could it be that they are not talking about human beings? Zhang couldn't help but be annoyed.

The little guy hurriedly waved his hand and said: "No, no, what they say must be human words, but the slave is too stupid, and the slave can't understand human words!" ”

Can't understand people? What do you mean? Could it be that you are not human?

"Get out!" Zhang couldn't help but raise his eyebrows and shouted, it's really annoying, since this eleven mother took the right to be a housekeeper, these minions who are used to worshipping high and stepping on the bottom are more difficult to call one by one, and even a little guy will fight with her!

After the little girl ran away, a servant's voice immediately reminded: "Come out, come out!" ”

What's coming out?

Zhang was secretly annoyed, and when he raised his eyes, he saw that it was Xie Xuan who walked out of the living room, and hurriedly pushed Gu Yan, Gu Yan hurriedly saluted: "Xie Qilangjun-"

Xie Xuan also politely replied and said, "I came to visit today, and I was disturbed a lot, so I will leave!" ”

Farewell? That's the farewell?

Zhang couldn't help but push Gu Yan again, Gu Yan returned the salute, and after a long time, he said: "Xie Qilangjun's visit to the cold house is the luck of my Gu family, if I am free in the future, I hope Xie Qilangjun can come often......"

Do you come often?

Xie Xuan paused, the corners of his lips couldn't help but overflow a wry smile, he glanced back at the living room, and stood for a while as if he was a little reluctant, and then took a step and prepared to leave.

Zhang seemed to see his thoughts, and hurriedly said, "Oh, what is going on with Eleven Niang?" Why don't you come out to send off guests? After that, he smiled flatteringly at Xie Xuan, "I'm really sorry, Eleven Niang is young and a little ignorant, so I'll call her out......"

As he spoke, he was about to walk towards the living room, but at this time, he heard Xie Xuan interrupt again: "No need! I just want one thing. ”

Zhang hurriedly asked, "What does Xie Qilangjun want?" ”

After thinking for a while, Xie Xuan replied with a smile: "Eleven Niang's Geng post!" ”

What the? The Zhang family didn't seem to hear clearly, and his body froze suddenly, and at this time, Xie Xuan smiled again and said, "If you don't have it, I'll go to the Gu family's master, Master Gu!" With that, he turned around and walked towards the bluestone road.

After he walked a long way, Zhang's mouth hadn't closed yet, and he looked at Gu Yan blankly, and was stunned for a long time before he said, "What did he just say?" I want Eleven Mother's ...... Geng post. ”

As soon as the words fell, he saw that Gu Yu also walked out of the living room at this time, Zhang Shi smiled stiffly, hurriedly stepped up, and said, "Eleven Niang, why didn't you come out to send it to others just now?" ”

Gu Yu frowned, and after a long while, he said, "Send it, naturally it will be sent!" Then he asked Gu Yan again, "Uncle, how many parts of my Gu family have left healthy?" ”

Gu Yan was stunned for a moment, and then replied: "Not much, about thirty or forty people!" ”

"Okay, then take half of it out and send it away!"

After Gu Yu finished speaking, Zhang's eyes widened in shock again.

"Eleven Niang, what are you going to do? Give it away, give it away, what are you doing with the tune? She said.

"What do you think?"

Gu Yu looked at her, Zhang was trembling, and quickly closed his mouth, not daring to say a word.