116 Ning Zhiyuan's heart knot (not saved)

One tot is the year after the year.

As it turned out, these drugs didn't work.

During this time, I almost didn't get out of bed, and every day I was groggy, either in a nightmare, or my whole body was very uncomfortable.

Seeing that the amount of food I was eating was getting less and less, and my body was losing weight, my father asked the doctor at the clinic next to the elementary school to come to me every two or three days to supplement my nutrition.

Mom couldn't sit still again, and wanted to take me to the hospital in the city to see, and thought that if it wasn't good, she would immediately change to a bigger hospital, and she didn't want to toss like this, but seeing the brows of my father and mom who were puzzled, I still swallowed the words back.

It's just a few days before the New Year, I can't go out at all, the whole country is on vacation, my mother is anxious, she also believed in the superstitious methods that she didn't believe, and then she went through the chopsticks and the method of praying to God and worshiping Guanyin.

Dad watched me decay day by day, and he couldn't see what he used to say to others in what direction and in what direction, and what evil he bumped into.

So I specially invited my grandfather over.

"It's in vain that you've been learning from me for so many years, Elm Head." It is said that he walked back and forth around my bedside three times, first in disbelief, and then angrily pointed at my father's nose and scolded like this.

Then the master said: "No need to go to the hospital anymore, it's useless, the hospital can't save her, and the king of heaven can't save her, and it will drag on for March and May at most." ”

When my mother heard this, she immediately became furious and said, "Dad, what did you say?" You didn't like her when she was young, and you used to have trouble with your mother when she liked her, so don't you just hope that she is not good! ”

"Cheng Shu!" Dad scolded Mom in a low voice.

"Ning Laosan, shut up, I have to say this today no matter what, my girl, she is only twelve years old this year, she has only been gone for a few days in her life, what March and May? I don't believe it. Mom continued.

Ye seemed to find it difficult to accept such a pungent behavior of his mother, thought about it, and then said: "If you don't believe it, take her to the hospital to see the hospital, at most, it means that she is weak, but she will never find any disease, because she is not sick at all." ”

……

My mother was really an unbeliever, so she took me to the city hospital again, and the result was the same as the county hospital said.

When I got home, my mother was going to take me to another hospital the next day.

That night, I suddenly felt better, got up and walked around the house, sat down at the window again, and looked through the glass at the dark mountains outside.

My mother was also very happy to see me up, and talked to me while boiling medicine.

I didn't have a ride back, and my mother didn't care.

"Dark, what are you doing looking out the window?" Mom asked.

"On the other side, there is a fire, blue and blue, and it looks very good." I replied.

As soon as I finished speaking, the dark blue flames of the fire floating in the air gradually expanded, and I couldn't help but widen my eyes and stare at the fire carefully.

"What fire?" Mom muttered, not taking this to heart.

After a while, I said to my mother, "It's ghost fire, the phosphorus fire mentioned in science books." ”

As soon as I spoke, before my mother could react, I suddenly realized that the ghost fire was not growing, but still rushing towards me from far and near.

Is something really going to happen? Thinking like this in my heart, I looked at my mother, who also looked at her with a white face for a moment.

She walked to the window, looked at it, and didn't know if she saw it, and then she closed the curtain tightly.

Before he could say anything, he heard a knock at the door.

"Cheng Shu! Open the door. It was Dad's voice shouting outside.

Mom was a little frightened by what I had just done, and then I heard my dad come back and hurriedly ran to open the door.

As soon as he opened the door, he saw that Ye Ye was the first to walk in, and his father followed him. Mom didn't care about any barriers, so she quickly led them in and briefly told them what had just happened.

Ye shook his head, sighed again, and said, "It's a pity that it's not a male doll!" ”

After that, he walked into the back room with three steps and two steps. When he came in, he didn't talk to me, but walked straight to the window and lifted the curtain up in a small corner.

Outside, the faint blue light was now faintly flickering, and a young face, clearly reflected in the small glass window that had been lifted, the expression on that face was a little wooden, and a little hideous.

As soon as he let go, he closed the curtain again, his eyes became a slit, his eyes swept from the curtain to me, his expression was heavy, his hands that naturally hung down clenched into fists, and then released again, and then closed his eyes and asked me, "How many?" ”

Mom and Dad were dazed, and I looked up into my eyes and said in an almost inaudible voice, "About four or five." ”

"Why do this to them." Ye asked calmly.

"Debts are repaid, murder is paid, they do wrong things, they are punished, this is a matter of course," I replied.

The master suddenly reprimanded: "Bastard, it's just a little woman, what do you think you are, what can't be controlled by the sky, why do you care?" Do it yourself! ”

Mom didn't seem to react at all, and was stunned by the master's scolding.

I lifted my eyelids and looked at him, his expression drooped down, obliterating all the light in it.

He said, "I can save you, but I won't save ......"

After speaking, Ning Zhiyuan turned around to go outside, his ears were the pleas of his son and daughter-in-law, but his steps stopped at all, this was a knot in his heart, this knot, it had been tied for a lifetime, and now it was finally about to be untied, how could he stop it with his own hands.

Now that I think about it, it was many, many years ago.

After replaying those old, trivial events in his mind many times, he began to doubt their authenticity, whether they were imaginary or dream scenes.

In 1947, the land reform was in full swing, and the central government adopted the "Outline of China's Land Law", which stipulated the abolition of the feudal land system and the confiscation of landlords' land by "implementing the practice of the cultivator owning his land". and to criticize the landlord kulak class.

From Sichuan to Guizhou, there is a village, and there is a big family in the village.

This family was originally the landlord of this area.

Because his wife was kind and got along well with the surrounding farmers, when the Red Guards were prevalent and there was a big fight, under the protection of everyone, the family fled to Goya in the southeast.

Of course, they didn't know at that time that the place they were going to flee to was in Goya.

Ning Zhiyuan was just a teenager that year, and he ran around with his parents, hurrying at night, and hiding in the mountains during the day, like a criminal who died at the end of the world.

One morning, the sky in the mountains was aluminum-gray, confused, and chaotic......

Ning Zhiyuan lay in the depths of the forest where the plants grew luxuriantly, and when he looked at the dense pine shirt forest, there was an old locust tree with the crown of an old locust tree standing high on the head of the low pine shirt, covering the sky and avoiding the sun.

The old folk often say that if the locust tree is in the shade, if the locust tree is planted in front of the door, the house will become a yin house, and the locust tree planted at the entrance of the village will also spoil the luck of a village. The older the locust tree, the easier it is to attract ghosts......