129. Calm down

"You say!"

Gu Xuanwu roared, his words revealing a thick sense of restlessness.

There was a buzzing in my ears, and I didn't know what it was, like the sizzling sound of an electric current being disturbed, and I couldn't hear what they were saying.

What's said later?

The whole chest cavity seemed to be on fire, and the whole body hurt very much, tears flowed down his cheeks, and he cried with a whining, but he couldn't break through the long coma.

"Ogawa Qi Ogawa"

Someone was calling me, the voice was very ethereal, as if it was coming from a far, far away, I sat up suddenly, and saw the girl in the green shirt, her back slowly moving away from me.

I clenched my hands violently and woke up from my bed.

Where I was, it was pitch black all around, only a candle on the table, it was cold and damp, and there was no idea what was crawling on the ground, and I panicked, and stood up at once, only to find that my feet had been chained up.

"What's going on?" I saw that there were a lot of blood-colored wounds crisscrossing my body, and I was shocked to look at them one by one, my heart trembled, and fear came silently.

I crawled slowly forward, trying to see what was going on outside the cage, but there was nothing but the dim candle flame.

"Is anyone there?"

I shouted into the darkness, and all around me was pitch black, like an abyss, and I couldn't see anything.

"Who's there?"

In the darkness, as if someone was staring at me, I staggered to my feet, fell hard, and landed my head on the large boulder, and hit it very hard.

"No one is going to get you out, who are you thinking? Your man, or your master? None of them will come. ”

The voice was full of mockery: "Why don't you believe it, then let you see it." ”

A picture suddenly appeared in front of me, I was stunned for a moment, Shen Yan and Gu Xuanwu, hugged left and right, immersed in the gentle township, both of them showed an indulgent expression on their faces, and it was chilling to look at.

"Put a picture like this, show me? Would you believe it? I frowned, staring slowly at the shadow in the darkness, her laughter louder.

Her figure slowly became clear, wearing a black robe, half of her face was covered by a white jade mask, she couldn't see it really, she just stood in front of me like that, her eyes stared at me deadly, just watched.

"Do you regret it?" She asked me softly, and I was stunned.

"Regrets? Why? ”

I don't even know where I am now, what do I regret or not, she suddenly changed her tone, and the tone was still fierce earlier, but now it has changed to a flat tone.

"Regret marrying Shen Yan?" She looked at me.

I shook my head, tears in the corners of my eyes, and I closed my eyes suddenly, shaking my head, the bitter taste spreading in my chest: "I don't regret it." ”

I spoke quietly, but it was so quiet that it was in the air.

She laughed loudly, the kind of let go of the laughter.

I held my head, felt very uncomfortable, and slowly fell down.

"Chuan'er, don't scare me, wake up, don't scare me, what are you doing?"

The hurried voice was Shen Yan, I hurriedly stretched out my hand, grabbed a hand in a panic, I was trembling, trembling very badly, muttering I don't regret these words.

Suddenly facing Shen Yan's eyes, I completely collapsed, but the blood flowing down my head once again made me panic, wasn't it a dream just now?

The blood flowed down, Shen Yan hugged me, he said I was sleepwalking, I walked down the stairs, hugged this stone and hit it, he put his hand in front of my forehead, but I was still injured.

I looked up and met his eyes, and I shivered and grabbed him violently.

I thought I would never see him again.

"Don't be stunned here, if you continue to flow down, I'm afraid this brain will be wasted." Gu Xuanwu's cold voice, he gritted his teeth, he couldn't wait to kill Shen Yan, and his eyes were full of anger.

Shen Yan picked me up and took me to the hospital, the corners of my mouth hooked up a smile, I didn't think about anything, looked at Gu Xuanwu, and half-jokingly: "Master, aren't you going back?" Is it because you can't bear me, so you came? ”

I laughed unscrupulously, it hurt so much, but I still made myself look less horrible.

Gu Xuanwu sighed lightly: "It's okay to start the game for you, life and death, sure enough, if you take a slow step, you will have to die here." ”

"Is it so scary?" I smiled, Shen Yan didn't speak from beginning to end, even if he stared at me like that, I turned my face, I didn't want to look at him.

There was even a hint of running away in my heart, he had Meng Xiaoye in his heart, but he wanted to tease me, but he controlled my heart alive.

I'm afraid, afraid that Shen Yan will become the next Gu Xuanwu, although the two of them have too different temperaments, but I'm still worried, and I will still be cramped and uneasy.

I was bandaged like a mummy, and the doctor blamed Shen Yan for not taking good care of me, and the blaming eyes of the white-clothed doctor fell on Shen Yan's body: "Treat your wife like this, it's better not to harm others." ”

The doctor said a lot, maybe it was an emergency at this time, which made his heart a little dry.

Especially for me, I thought it was domestic violence if I didn't look at it, and the cut on my head was too scary.

Gu Xuanwu walked in, and the doctor hurriedly said, "This is your sister, you still have to keep your eyes open, don't see rich people all day long, so you marry your sister." ”

I was embarrassed, and Shen Yan didn't speak from beginning to end, as if he acquiesced to the doctor's broken thoughts.

I was lying on the hospital bed, Shen Yan stretched out his hand, and the doctor was quite disgusted: "Now I know that I am attentive, where did I go earlier?" ”

"Doctor, don't say a word, I'm dizzy."

"I said, you girl, why are you so stupid, alas." He sighed, and said that there are some things, and when he breaks it, he will break it, and if he keeps talking, he will be disturbed.

I held back a smile, leaned on the bed, tilted my head to look at Shen Yan, his eyes were quite dark, Gu Xuanwu was standing outside the corridor, he didn't follow up.

"Don't you have anything to say to me?"

"What did Yu Chijing tell you?"

"Meng Xiaoye."

I raised my head sharply and looked at Shen Yan, his eyes were still dodging, I didn't know what he was dodging.

"Don't lie to me, do you still have her hidden in your heart? You promised her the next life, you just go to her, why provoke me? I held back my tears, I was already dizzy, and I completely collapsed at this moment, "Don't you see that I have no ability, bully me, bully me, and you will be happy, right?" ”

"Chuan'er, listen to me." Shen Yan's words were gentle, and he slowly calmed down, "I can't lie to you, and I won't lie to you, but the affairs of the Meng family can't be explained clearly in a few words." ”

Shen Yan said that Meng Xiao was also in the past.

"Wantian is also in the past, Meng Xiao is the same, will it come out in the future?"

More in the past, I looked at Shen Yan weakly, his eyes were quite dark, and his eyes were struggling.

"When Xiao is dying, her soul is scattered, and for her, there is no afterlife." Shen Yan said in a low voice, looking at me, his expression was very weird, his throat moved, and he obviously felt cramped.

I was slightly stunned: "Then have you ever loved it?" ”

"Meng Xiao has also been arrogant all his life, and has a talent that the world can't understand, have you ever loved it? I spent less time with her, and she was also her stand-in who stayed in the house. ”

Shen Yan said that Meng Xiao was also a woman he couldn't see through in his life, but in the last period, Meng Xiao also seemed to be a different person.

"She said that she loves me, is willing to wash her hands and make soup for me, and is willing to leave everything for me, just begging me to take her away from the imperial capital and go to a paradise where there is no dispute with the world."

Shen Yan was stunned suddenly, he didn't think about Meng Xiaoye, who was suddenly in love, she should have been an arrogant person, but later he learned that the Meng family had changed suddenly, and Meng Xiao was also pushed out by the family and completely became a victim.

Maybe it's sympathy, maybe it's other feelings, Shen Yan found Meng Xiaoye, who was covered in injuries, in the broken temple and held her in his arms.

"The first time I saw her, she was as docile as a sheep, just like the kitten I had in my back house when I was a child. Meng Xiao shouldn't be like this, she has a light that is hard to hide. Shen Yan then spoke.

He said that at that moment, there was a trace of pity in his heart, they were husband and wife, and he really couldn't look at Meng Xiao and ignore it.

That's it, they lived a quiet life.

The misty peach blossoms fell, like a sea of flowers, that long period of time, embellished Shen Yan's life, he didn't think about who the Meng family was provoking.

"Xiao Ye held my hand and said softly, the Meng family used her as a bargaining chip to marry into the Shen family, but they also used her as another bargaining chip."

Shen Yan said that on that day, Meng Xiao also came to him to say goodbye, and the Meng family wanted to marry her to the high priest of the underworld, just because the Meng family provoked the Si family who was in power in the underworld at that time.

Shen Yan said that this is all the content, do you want to talk about love? Maybe I really loved, no one can tell.

Meng Xiao was also injured by the Si family in the underworld, just because she resisted this strange wedding, she ended up with a soul scattered, Shen Yan hugged her, and promised her an afterlife, but it was also endless.

"So after you, you slaughtered the underworld alone, just because of Meng Xiaoye, right?" I took a deep breath, and in the description of others, the son of the Shen family sneaked into the underworld alone and killed him, which turned out to be for Meng Xiaoye.

Shen Yan hooked his lips, his cold eyes were cold, and he nodded.

There was a long silence, the room was exceptionally quiet, he slowly stood up and walked outside, my heart was panicked, but I couldn't speak, his back disappeared, but it was replaced by Gu Xuanwu's face.

"Do you know everything?" Gu Xuanwu stared at me, I was trembling, and nodded.

Between them, there is an unforgettable love, but he doesn't know it.

"Do you want to keep going?"

Gu Xuanwu was still cold, I held my head, it hurt uncomfortably, tears burst the embankment, I hugged myself and shook my head: "No, don't go." ”

Taking a deep breath, his body was trembling, and the breath he exhaled was all fiery, Gu Xuanwu said Shen Yan left, just now, I didn't keep it, and he didn't look back.

Between me and him, so be it.

"Are you willing?" The corners of Gu Xuanwu's mouth hooked a smile, he moved a stool and sat in front of me, I shook my head, and then cried like a fool, reluctant to give up 10,000, 10 million reluctant

But what can I do, and what determination should I make to keep it?

"Drink some water, your body is your own, crying is broken, it's cheap or those who want you to die." Gu Xuanwu poured me a glass of water, and he sat on the edge of the bed with me, his voice was very cold, revealing a coldness.

He said that he had experienced such despair like me, but now he also saw that as long as she was well, everything would be fine.

"Do you want to hear my story with Gu Xiaolou?" The corners of Gu Xuanwu's mouth were slightly hooked, and he couldn't tell whether it was a smile or sadness.

He said that he was also a fallen person at the end of the world, he would not laugh at me, just cry, just cry, don't live your life with tears.

I nodded, holding the cup in both hands, for fear that I would make too much noise, Gu Xuanwu lit a cigarette and held it in his hand, he used to smoke old cigarettes, but now he changed to cigarettes, and his slender fingers were covered with calluses.

"My master, Gu Changyan, brought a little girl back from outside, Xiaolou has been following me since she was a child, and she is a clingy little girl. The look in her eyes was full of adoration. Gu Xuanwu said that Gu Xiaolou's eyes lit up slightly.

He had a doting look, I leaned there, he said that Gu Xiaolou was spoiled since he was a child, he spoiled her, as long as Gu Xiaolou wanted it, he would give it.

Gu Changyan didn't accept Gu Xiaolou as an apprentice, but no matter what Gu Xiaolou did in the Gu family, he clearly said that Gu Xiaolou was Gu Xuanwu's apprentice, and some people said that it was Gu Changyan's, and no one could say clearly.

"Only I know that Master is a little different from Xiaolou, sometimes she is stunned and will stare at her, and the little girl, sometimes she is scared of being stared at, and she comes to ask me what Master means by this."

They get along day and night, Gu Xiaolou is a smart and lovely person, eccentric, very likeable, naturally Gu Xuanwu also loves her.

But that year, when the wild temple was sacrificed, it was also the first time he took Gu Xiaolou to the wild temple, and in a hurry, the casual glance made Gu Xiaolou fall in love with that man.

She fell in love with Shen Mo, loved vigorously, and often went to the wild temple alone, and sat for an afternoon. Gu Xiaolou's love is like a moth to a fire. Gu Xuanwu took a sharp breath and spit out a smoke ring.

I frowned slightly, and he continued.

"She even hurt the Gu family for Shen Mo, and the master punished her to kneel in the ancestral hall, but Xiaolou didn't repent, and she wanted to quarrel with the master."

She has been brought into this way since she was a child, with a hint of domineering in her words, and confronted Gu Changyan in public, and later Gu Changyan was too lazy to care about her, so she went into retreat by herself, leaving Gu Xiaolou to follow Gu Xuanwu.

"She often asked me what was wrong with loving someone, both good and evil. But that night, she saw Shen Mo entangled with other women, it was the third wild temple sacrifice, and she watched Shen Mo pamper that woman, standing beside me, crying into a tearful person. ”

Gu Xuanwu said that he regretted giving Gu Xiaolou those Taoist techniques, so she killed the holy woman with a paper man that night.

This move naturally alarmed Yin Shuai, Shen Mo stared at Gu Xiaolou, the corners of his mouth hooked up a contemptuous smile, he asked Gu Xiaolou, what is love, do you love me?

Xiao Lou nodded, in exchange for a chuckle from Shen Mo, the contempt in his eyes was particularly obvious, but it was a pity that Xiao Lou was stupid. Shen Mo said that he loved him, so dare to give him his life? ”

I was stunned: "So Gu Xiaolou was killed by Shen Mo?" ”

Gu Xuanwu shook his head: "No, her boldness has become different in the eyes of Yin Shuai." He took Xiaolou away, at that time, I hated myself for not being capable, I couldn't even make two moves in the hands of Yin Shuai, Xiaolou left with him, and half a year passed. ”

I sniffed, Gu Xuanwu said that night, the heavy rain was majestic, he stood outside the door and wanted to close the door, and suddenly saw a black shadow, he was vigilant, and stepped forward, but he didn't want that person, he was downcast like that, it was actually Gu Xiaolou.

When she said goodbye to Xiao Lou, her hair had grown to her waist. She complained to me, saying that Shen Mo was a pervert and a complete devil. Gu Xuanwu said that Gu Xiaolou was so weak that he hugged him and cried for a whole night.

After crying one night, Gu Xuanwu said that he thought Gu Xiaolou hated Shen Mo and really chose to turn back.

But he was wrong.

"I was outrageously wrong, but from childhood to adulthood, the doting on Xiaolou also caused her to go step by step towards that road of no return."

The sacrifice of the wild temple came again, and Gu Xiaolou, who was originally calm, suddenly broke into the wild temple and rushed into the handsome life again, but this time Gu Xiaolou could no longer attract Shen Mo's attention.

"She watched them intertwined, looked at the extravagant picture, hid in the corner and cried like a tearful person."

Gu Xuanwu said that Xiao Lou was enchanted by the thought.

"Doesn't she know you love her?" I frowned and stared at Gu Xuanwu, how much this was like a story of wishful thinking, but Gu Xuanwu's next words shocked me.

Gu Xiaolou knew that this person who looked like a master and a brother loved her, and even when he came back from Shen Mo's side for the first time, Gu Xiaolou also promised to live with Gu Xuanwu, and even promised to marry Gu Xuanwu.

"Yes, I know my love, and I am trampled on by her, but I can't help but let her go, maybe this is just a habit."

The pain of being injured, only I can lick it, plus Gu Xuanwu's temperament, it's not strange at all, in this way, he is worse than me, Gu Xiaolou, this woman, is poison.

"As soon as she fell into the devil and lost her humanity, the knife was against my heart, and if she entered another inch, I could be freed."

But in the last second, Gu Xiaolou's hesitation gave Gu Xuanwu a chance to live, he completely imprisoned her, completely imprisoned his beloved, and used the soul suppression nail.

At this point, the story came to an abrupt end, and the room changed again, and the atmosphere began to become eerie, quiet and terrifying.

I raised my head, glanced at Gu Xuanwu, and suddenly smiled: "Without love, you can also live, right?" ”

Gu Xuanwu nodded, over the years, he had a good life.

"But hasn't your heart ever hurt? Master, I was in a terrible pain, very uncomfortable. "It was worse than any injury, I was like crazy, biting my lower lip, and the smell of blood was diffusing from my mouth.

Gu Xuanwu sighed lightly: "Why don't you stay, as long as you say, Shen Yan won't leave, he left just to give you space, to calm you down." ”

"I can't do it."

Gu Xuanwu was silent for a long time, and finally spoke: "Why torture each other like this." ”

"You don't understand"

"I definitely don't understand your feelings, but there is one thing I can help you." Gu Xuanwu said softly, "I once had an uncle, he was a member of the Si family in the underworld, after Meng Xiao's soul was scattered, one soul and one soul among the three souls and seven souls were absorbed by the Si family's life lamp, that is to say, Meng Xiao did not disappear, she is still alive." ”

Gu Xuanwu said in a low voice and asked me if I wanted to see the current Meng Xiaoye.

"She's also reincarnated?" I was stunned suddenly, Gu Xuanwu didn't help me, this was another stab in my heart.

He nodded and asked me if I wanted to go and see, what Meng Xiaoye had become now, who she had become now, I shook my head violently: "No, there is no need." ”

"Are you that scared?" Gu Xuanwu said softly, I strongly refused, and he had no way to drag me hard, I was stunned there, thinking about it for a long time, sure enough, I was naΓ―ve, a person with fate, even if it was really going to be destroyed, there was a way to meet again.

Tick tock

In the darkness, a bell was ringing, and the hospital was particularly quiet at midnight, when the wind poured in and rustled the trees outside.

"I'm afraid it's inevitable tonight." Gu Xuanwu glanced up at the window, I didn't know what he meant, but immediately after, I understood.

The door suddenly opened, and a blue ball jumped in, followed by a little boy, and I could see it clearly, and he slowly came in towards me, and behind him, there was a woman, her hair falling to the ground.

"Don't be sneaky like that." Gu Xuanwu spoke up, in exchange for a burst of ghost crying, I don't know what to say, "I thought she was injured, so she could mess around." ”

"Who are you?"

The woman let out a low roar, and only by the light outside could she see her miserable white face clearly, and she pointed to me on the bed, saying that this yin girl, she is bound to win.

"Both mother and son have become ghosts, but they are nostalgic for the world, and they are not good at reincarnation, I don't know how many people have been harmed in this hospital?" Gu Xuanwu stood up suddenly, two more talismans between his fingers, and without saying a word, he beckoned.

But there was a terrible cry, and the two ghosts disappeared without even seeing their faces, leaving a clear puddle of black water on the ground.

"What the hell?"

"I'm afraid you're becoming a fragrant glutton now, and these ghosts from all over the world want to eat you when you're injured and there's no male ghost around."

"What do you mean?"

Earlier, Shen Yan followed me, and also prevented those ill-intentioned people from eating me, but now that he is gone, those little ghosts hiding in the shadows are starting to become ready to move.

Da-da-da-da

There was the sound of footsteps in the hallway, it was too quiet here, and my heart jerked up, if that was the case, wouldn't I have to sleep tonight?

"Again?" I whispered, but then someone turned on the light on the wall, and the blinding light shone in, and I was stunned for a moment when I saw the person clearly.

"Yu Sang, why did you come here?"

"That one heard that you were sick, so I came to see you." Yu Sang said in a low voice, looking around, she hadn't seen Gu Xuanwu, "Isn't this someone?" They also came all the way to find me. ”

"What did you say?" I stared at Yu Sang, and the little girl became nervous as if she was lying for the first time, "Who came to you?" ”

"Myself, I just saw you coming in below." Yu Sang's face flushed, she was not good at lying, so she was a little anxious at this time.