"Actually, you don't have to."

Looking at the chrysanthemum tea placed in front of him, Qi Rui's calm face flashed helplessness.

For three years, every night when he was dealing with military affairs in the study, Gu Mingwei would make a pot of chrysanthemum tea to wake him up.

For Gu Mingwei, Qi Rui is appreciative and guilty. But only I can't give a woman what I want most.

"You don't have to feel psychological pressure, anyway, I'm bored all day long, and I have nothing to do." Gu Mingwei smiled indifferently, but the self-deprecation in her words was impossible to ignore.

Qi Rui put down the pen, his eyes were full of guilt: "Shuwei, you know me, I ...... in my heart"

"I know."

Gu Mingwei quickly interrupted Qi Rui's words, the stars flashed in her eyes, she mustered up her courage, looked directly at Qi Rui, and talked to Qi Rui word by word seriously.

"Qi Rui, I know that you only have Princess Changle in your heart, and you will never fall in love with someone else in your life. But I ...... I never wanted to marry you. ”

Even if Gu Mingwei is indifferent, she married into Northern Xinjiang and had no relatives, but her nominal husband, who was closest to her, still treated her like this.

It is inevitable that there will be some resentment in my heart.

"You and I are both people who are ruled by fate and can't help ourselves, why should I bear your unwillingness and anger?"

"I didn't."

Looking at Gu Mingwei, who looked excited, Qi Rui stood up abruptly and explained firmly: "Shuwei, I never thought of venting the unhappiness in my heart on you. ”

"But that's exactly what you did. Who in the entire northern Xinjiang doesn't know, your General Qi doesn't like Madame, and would rather sleep in the study for three years than get close to me! ”

Gu Mingwei gritted her teeth, with tears in her eyes, and her voice was full of accusations: "What did I do wrong?" Let you do this to me. Qi Rui, you have made me a joke in the whole of Northern Xinjiang. I also made the Gu family a joke. ”

Gu Mingwei has never been stupid, even if she is a foreign-married girl, but she is now a joke in Northern Xinjiang, so how can there be no jokes about the Gu family in the capital?

As long as she thought that someone would say these sarcastic things in front of her mother, Gu Mingwei's heart was like a knife.

"Even if it's just a holy decree, in the end I married you, even if I ruined your loyalty to Princess Changle, why should my family be disgraced because of this?"

This is what Gu Mingwei cares about the most, and it is also the reason why Gu Mingwei is unwilling to be silent anymore.

"I ......" In the face of Gu Mingwei's accusation, Qi Rui had nothing to say, only silence and guilt, "I didn't think about it so much......"

He really didn't expect it to have so many impacts.

Gu Mingwei chuckled, feeling extremely sad in this silent night, "Maybe in your heart, I have never been something you don't need to think about." ”

I don't care about her, how can I care about her family?

Gu Mingwei, Gu Mingwei, you know everything, why do you want to humiliate yourself?

There were tears flashing in her eyes, even if she didn't like Qi Rui, but since she was married to him, she was unwilling and had a trace of expectation, which was the expectation that every girl would have before she got married.

Wandering about the future, confused, and a little bit of good expectation.

But in the past three years, all Gu Mingwei's expectations have been smoothed out.

"Qi Rui, I never thought that I could stay with you for a long time, I know that you only have Princess Changle in your heart, and all I want is you and I as husband and wife in everyone's eyes."

Gu Mingwei closed her eyes, and a line of tears slipped from the corners of her eyes.

She doesn't care, her life has been ruined anyway, even if she is ridiculed?

Who in the world doesn't know that Qi Rui only has Princess Changle in his heart?

For Princess Changle, Gu Mingwei is not jealous, but she can't do it without thinking about her family.

"Qi Rui, just beg you, I don't want my mother to live in worry and self-blame for me all day long."

Gu Mingwei gritted her teeth and prayed humbly.

For Gu Mingwei, who has been strictly educated since childhood, it is still too difficult to pray for a man, even if it is his nominal husband, to live a normal life as a husband and wife.

But when I think of home......

Gu Mingwei gritted her teeth and endured it.

Looking at Gu Mingwei, who put her posture so low, Qi Rui finally compromised.

"Okay." Qi Rui nodded, and at the same time expressed his apology, "Regarding those things before, I really didn't know that the impact was so great. ”

He really didn't know that there were so many people who were full of food and had nothing to do and said such gossip.

Gu Mingwei breathed a sigh of relief, what she wanted was Qi Rui's promise to be with her on the surface of a pair of normal ladies, as for whether she really didn't know, or wanted to break her thoughts, it didn't matter.

"I ...... I'll have two beds in my bedroom, don't worry, that's not what I ask for. ”

Gu Mingwei's face was on fire, and it really took courage for her to say this to a man.

Qi Rui was stunned for a moment, and then turned a little guilty, "This is not necessary, it is another rumor to be discovered." If you don't mind, we'...... Sleep in the same bed. ”

Sharing a bed and having different dreams?

Gu Mingwei laughed at herself, otherwise what else could she do?

"Yes." Gu Mingwei was blessed with a blessed body, and returned to her dignified and demure in front of people, "Then the general will continue to be busy, and I will go back first." ”

If she stayed here any longer, she was afraid that she would suffocate to death.

Suffocate alive!

When Gu Mingwei pushed open the door and left, wisps of a cool breeze from the night blew in along the crack of the door, Qi Rui was in a mood, but the books on the table could no longer be read.

In the end, I still failed another girl.

He knew how unfair it was to Gu Mingwei to do this, but ......

Qi Rui took out a somewhat worn sachet from his arms, and it could be seen from the degree of damage that Qi Rui often rubbed, "Changle, do you mean that you did something wrong?" ”

He just wants to stick to what he wants to stick to, but how can he ...... What about hurting someone else?

He didn't want to.

"Ning Qun, come in." Qi Rui suddenly lost his mind and shouted towards the door.

Ning Qun, the guard who had been guarding the door, immediately walked in and asked respectfully, "General." ”

"Go to the study and send all my luggage to the lady's yard."

Qi Rui's sudden command made Ning Qun stunned, and subconsciously asked, "Madame's room?" ”

"Nonsense!"

If he lives in a yard instead of a house, what is the difference between him and living in a study?

It's no wonder that Ning Qun asked such a sentence, in fact, Qi Rui's attitude towards Gu Mingwei in the past few years is obvious to everyone, so Qi Rui suddenly wanted to move in with Gu Mingwei, which made Ning Yuan a little shocked.

"General, you've finally figured it out?" Ning Qun reacted with some joy.