Chapter 386 Milk
Gu Qingluan sneered, "Don't think that if you become his wife, you are winning all the women in the Flame Gate, do you know why you have never been pregnant?" Hum! He wouldn't let a drug-contaminated woman give birth to her own child, even if he had,
It is also very likely to be deformed, how sad and unfortunate it would be, and even more sad is himself, even if you are so dilapidated, he still loves you, so, he is more miserable than anyone else......""Zifei fish, the joy of knowing fish? How will you know if he is in pain? Linlin stood up and looked at the clouds in the distance, her voice was extremely smooth, but her breathing was trembling, she didn't know what her reaction was, she
I only know that this woman's words made her panic. 『→お℃..
"It's not hard to guess! After a long time, you will understand, don't you know if he will make you pregnant? Gu Qingluan also stood up, clapped her hands casually, glanced at her coldly, and left.
Linlin recalled their intimacy these days, and Xu Zidong didn't seem to have any safety measures, no! No, it won't be what Gu Qingluan said, she has to believe Xu Zidong, there shouldn't be any more barriers between them...... Right! I just can't believe those bewitching sluts outside, their purpose is to make her have a conflict with Xu Zidong, and then they will have a chance! Linlin pursed her lips and snorted softly, feeling that she was simply too wise and wise this time
Finish! Back in the house, she changed her shoes, took off her shawl and handed it to the maid as she walked, and accidentally saw a familiar tall figure in the restaurant, wasn't that Xu Zidong? What's he doing? Linlin took off her shoes and secretly approached him barefoot,
I wanted to startle him, but as she got closer, she heard the maid talking to him.
"Sir, is this for Madame?"
"Hmm." Xu Zidong replied lightly, he lowered his head, folded a piece of white paper, folded a small pill inside, crushed the pill with a medicine bottle and poured it into the milk......
"So, are there any side effects of this medicine? Will Madame not be able to conceive in the future? ”
Linlin's brain buzzed, blank, no wonder he would give her a glass of milk every day, it turned out that this was the case, why did she not learn enough once, and she had to be fooled again?
"No, Madame, it's just not suitable for pregnancy right now, and this medicine won't have any side effects."
Linlin's trembling hand clenched into a fist and pressed it on her chest, she was afraid that her heart would jump out of her chest and shatter...... Perhaps, Gu Qingluan is right, she used to be an addict, and such a strong poison may have ruined her body and is no longer suitable for conceiving children, so in her life, will she not be able to give Xu Zidong a lovely child? that
Isn't their love perfect? She even thought about whether she was suitable to stay by his side. She'll delay him. No wonder, every time she drank milk, his expression was always a little sad, and there were countless complicated looks in his eyes, it turned out that he was feeding her contraceptive pills! It is not difficult to see from Xu Zidong's expression that he can't bear it
, is also very distressed, she shouldn't blame him, but her heart is still hurting to death, and tears flow uncontrollably. Linlin wiped away her tears, changed her smiling face, and called, "Xu Zidong, are you done?" She stood where she was, didn't step forward, gave him plenty of time and space to put the medicine bottle away, she planned, when she didn't know what to do, she would drink whatever he asked her to drink, she would do whatever he wanted her to do, after all, after quitting that damn drug addiction, she was like being reborn and living again, and this time life was not easy, Xu Zidong also paid to save her
The tragic price, she must cherish it, cherish her life, and cherish the relationship with Xu Zidong.
"Yes, there aren't many things to do today, I want to spend more time with you! Come here, drink the milk, and keep it hot! The man held the milk cup calmly. Husband, you are so good to me! Linlin walked over with a smile, took the milk cup in his hand and was about to drink it, when it was close to his lips, Linlin's hand paused for a second, and the smile on the corner of his mouth froze at that moment, Xu Zidong's eyes lit up, yes
Did he read it wrong? Although the corners of the girl's lips are raised, there is a touch of bitterness, did she see it?
However, in the next second, Linlin drank the glass of milk without hesitation.
"Well, Xu Zidong, I don't really like to drink milk, can I change it to juice next time?" Lin Lin looked at him, in fact, it didn't matter what he drank, just to drink that birth control pill, why not change it to the taste he liked?
"Juice can be there, but milk can't be stopped, milk is nutritious!" Xu Zidong took the milk cup in her hand and put it on the maid's tray.
"Huh? I don't want to drink milk......"
"Naughty!" Xu Zidong flicked Linlin's forehead dotingly, "Let's go, where do you want to play, I'll take you there!" ”
"Can I go out?" If she remembers correctly, last night he said he was going to ban his feet.
"If I don't let you out, won't you go out?"
"Huh...... But I don't want to go anywhere today, I just want to stay at home. ”
"What's wrong? It seems that suddenly I am unhappy, what happened? ”
"No, it's just that I'm a little tired after Chris's incident!"
Xu Zidong looked at her for a while, and he didn't know what he was thinking, "Okay, I'll stay at home with you, but can you put on your shoes first?" Xu Zidong looked at Linlin, who was standing barefoot on the ground, a little helpless.
"Alright! I'm going to wear it. As soon as she turned her head, the maid had already brought her shoes, and Linlin laughed twice, put on her shoes, and went upstairs.
"Sir, Madame has been standing there for a long time." Said the maid who had just picked up her shoes. Xu Zidong paused, turned to look at her. "What did you say?!"
...... Lin Lin, who returned to the room, couldn't hold back her tears anymore, no matter how natural she behaved in front of Xu Zidong, once she took off her disguise, she would collapse instantly, she loved Xu Zidong, loved so much that she could do anything for him, loving him had almost become an important part of her life, but she couldn't give him a complete home! At this moment, Linlin hated Chris, it was he who hurt her like this, causing irreparable damage, Linlin curled up into a small shrimp in pain
It seems that the road ahead that she has just clarified is gradually becoming dark and uncertain......
I don't know if it's because of the drug or if her body is really not as good as before, she will feel sleepy when she is too sad, and when she is sad, she will feel tired, gradually close her eyes, and fall into a deep sleep...... She had a very beautiful dream, a sea of flowers blooming everywhere, on the trees, on the wall, as long as you can see the place is full of flowers, white, pink, purple, red, and many flowers that can't be called color, beautiful, Xu Zidong accompanied her to enjoy the flowers with her, not far away, a small figure is running and jumping, can't see the boy or the girl, but from the back I feel so cute, the fleshy little hand holds a bouquet of freshly picked flowers
, waving happily...... Although it was in a dream, Linlin subconsciously felt that it was their child, Xu Zidong's face was filled with a warm and happy smile, and his eyes were so loving when he looked at the child. Suddenly, Linlin's heart ached, and when she raised her eyes again, Xu Zidong's eyes had changed from warm and kind just now to anxious and cold, and following his gaze, the little child had disappeared, and he didn't know where he went, as if
The Buddha never appeared...... The panicked Linlin woke up from her dream, the room was full of darkness, and she exclaimed twice: "Xu Zidong, Xu Zidong!" It was as if he was about to disappear suddenly, but in such a large room, there was no figure of him, and she covered it with her hands
Her own face, thinking about the scene in the dream, is this hinting at her something? The dream is full of flowers, and the wake up is full of desolation! Linlin has never been so depressed, even if she knows that she is addicted to drugs, she knows that there will be someone who will always stay by her side and accompany her through difficulties, and that person is Xu Zidong,
So, she never felt frustrated and frustrated, even though she was in great pain, but, this time, it was different! Xu Zidong gave her too much, but she couldn't even give him a close relative! She knew that Xu Zidong was an orphan, and he must be very eager for his blood relatives to surround him and give him warmth, but she may not be able to do it now, perhaps, she can give up this Mrs. Xu's position and let someone else replace her as Xu Zi
Dong left his blood.
Oh, my God! Why did her heart hurt like it was about to explode when she thought of this? Isn't she sure she's so generous? Is it so chic? But, no matter what, she has to make up her mind, doesn't she? After a while, her body will be better again, she will secretly leave and return to City A to live her own life, a woman who can't give birth to a healthy child is equivalent to not being able to have children, she can't harm Xu Zidong, I don't think Xu Zidong will treat her parents badly, she wants to live her own life, live alone, and believe that she will live well, because this life is given by Xu Zidong, she has to cherish it! What's more, she also has a sweet back between them
Memories can accompany her for the rest of her life...... After making such a decision, she began to eat well, drank the tonic that Xu Zidong stewed for her on time, and actively followed the exercise when Xu Zidong ran in the morning, Xu Zidong was surprised by these changes in her at first, but remembered that day, the maid said that she saw the medicine in the milk he gave, but chose to drink it quietly, thinking that she might want to take care of her body and prepare for pregnancy, he was also happy to see such a sunny and positive girl, watching her face get better day by day, Xu Zidong also felt relieved and happy.