Qin stubbornly pursed his lips, and his heart ached as if he had been slashed by a sharp blade: "Even if I like you, I liked you a long time ago, or even love at first sight, so what?" I grew up in a single-parent family, and my parents were not harmonious since childhood, and they came together from two completely different worlds. From the moment they divorced, I knew that two people who were not interested in each other would not last long, even if they were barely together. ”

However, if I have such luck, how I want to be with you for a long time. I want to sit beside you in a dignified manner, watch you frown and think, and watch you draw a bright shadow like the morning sun little by little; I want to be able to follow you all the time, and I will be full of joy when I see your back, and follow you until I am old; I want to have your news anytime and anywhere, no need to guess or hesitate; I want to hold your hand and carefully trace every edge and corner of yours, every trace of temperature; I want to walk hand in hand with you, to see every fallen leaf returning to the roots, every wild goose migrating to see every moment of the clouds.

But.

It seemed that a certain passage of Qin moved Cen Nan, his eyes moved slightly, his expression gradually calmed down, and he looked at her for a long time.

With tears in his eyes, Youqin smiled: "I don't know if it's fate, my cousin is the same as me, because of the intervention of a third party, my parents divorced." But he was not as lucky as me, and on the night of the birth of his half-brother, he committed suicide by jumping off a building. ”

lowered his head, and the tears fell drop by drop, as if there was a sound on the ground, "bang", "bang" fell into Cen Nan's heart.

"So my other half would rather be weak and loveless, but it must be long-lasting, and I don't accept any thoughts and concepts about love that I can't agree with."

At this moment, Cen Nan felt that his feelings for Youqin had changed.

It seems that he is to her, and before that, it is more about conquest. In the 20 years of smooth sailing, for the first time, I encountered something that I couldn't ask for, so I tried my best to get it like a child grabbing a toy.

But now, a feeling that even his breath was tearing at his heart, and the pain was unbearable, made him realize that he seemed to be really in love with Youqin.

Like the willow wind in spring.

Like ice cream in the summer.

Like a big harvest in autumn.

Like a hot soup bowl in winter.

Cen Nan gently closed the door, "Don't cry, I didn't want you to do anything, it's because I have a bad attitude." The gentle tone startled him.

Youqin wiped his eyes, didn't pay attention to these details at all, and said silently: "That day, Yang Dezhang and Wu Ziqing, I actually ······"

"I'm sure I don't look down on them, but I can't just stand there like a girl and talk nonsense!" Cen Nan interrupted her with a smile, in fact, he realized the crux of the matter from just now, and recalled it carefully, the change between him and You Qin started that day.

Youqin raised his head, his eyes were red, and he looked at Cen Nan in astonishment.

Cen Nan helplessly stretched out his hand, wanting to wipe away her tears, but he still hesitated, patted her shoulder instead, and pretended to be relaxed: "Let's go, I'll send you back!" ”

Sitting in the car, Cen Nan fastened his seat belt.

Qin lowered his head and followed up, and his mind was confused: It turned out that he had misunderstood? It's your own subjective assumption from beginning to end? And now, did she and him finally miss out? Because of his own cowardice and evasion······

Thousands of thoughts were tangled, and Qin gradually couldn't tell who was the self-righteous one, she or Cen Nan.

In front of the dormitory building late at night, only a few lights were on.

The asphalt road, which was originally very lively at night, suddenly became deserted, the scenery changed, and people's hearts were no longer what they used to be.

Cen Nan and Youqin stood facing each other, and the moonlight stretched the figures of the two people very long, like two parallel lines, extending in their respective directions, never intersecting.

"Youqin," Cen Nan said calmly: "I may have very little time in school after the year, and the courses that should be taken have been almost completed." ”

You Qin didn't dare to look up at him, for fear that she would accidentally reveal her thoughts, and the panic in her heart pressed her knees weak, and she was about to lose her support.

"I'm planning to start my own design company, and if you want, you can follow me on a part-time basis."

"Who do you guess I'm going to see today? There is Qin! She actually went to the late-night cafeteria to work part-time! Isn't she most afraid of the cold when the snow is howling? I don't understand. Recalling what Lang Hao said that day, Cen Nan's hand in his trouser pocket gently rubbed the Dupeng lighter.

"It has nothing to do with anything else, it's just that you're smart, you deserve it, and I need it. As for tonight, it's gone, and I won't mention it again. ”

After speaking, Cen Nan turned around and got into the car and left directly.

Qin Tou fled back to the dormitory without looking back, and the hazy moonlight shone on her face through the window.

A piece of dampness.