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Although Pei Xuan's immobility made Lu Ling very curious, he wisely chose to continue to deal with his own affairs, just like Jiang Han said, if the enemy does not move, I will not move, and the other party will make plans after he makes a move.
Zhang Xin's work was really reliable, and less than a week after the two of them returned to China, Zhang Xin found a place to live, and then went to Jiang Han's house with relevant information. The location of the house is good, in the suburbs, where it was originally the center of Z city, and later the city center was relocated, because the number of residents in that place is too large, and most of them are elderly, so there was no demolition, but the environmental facilities of the community were renovated and the security was increased.
The area of the house is not large, and the usable area is more than eighty square meters, which is enough for the two of them. Originally, Zhang Xin meant to find a bigger and more luxurious one, after all, Lu Ling's identity was there, but Lu Ling refused.
After Zhang Xin left, Jiang Han looked at the map of the model room through the information, and then asked, "Why do you want to buy such a small house?" And it doesn't look like a new house has just been built. ”
"Home, it doesn't matter how big or small, anyway, it's just the two of us, it's good to be warm. The neighbors are full of old people and children, which is much better than living in a cold apartment building and an empty villa area. People are social animals, so our future home needs to find a place surrounded by warm people. In this way, we can also spend our days slowly with them, and then when we are old, we can walk in the park hand in hand and watch the children go to and from school, don't we feel happy? ”
"Looks like you've planned it a while ago." Jiang Han put down the materials in his hand and leaned on Lu Ling's shoulder, "When did you think of it?" ”
"I haven't been with you for long, I feel that you make me feel at home, and before I was sure of the relationship, I was afraid that you would run away with that little brother one day." Lu Ling smiled and squeezed Jiang Han's hand.
"Why, it's better to say, I hope you can be him, after all, I see too many similarities in you, I hope I can get God's favor this time." Jiang Han leaned over and kissed Lu Ling's cheek gently, "I lost my parents when I was young, and I have been dependent on my grandmother for as long as I can remember, and then my grandmother died of a heart attack when I was a freshman, and since then, I have been single." Finding that little brother from my childhood has become my only obsession and motivation to live. ”
Lu Ling didn't speak, just quietly listened to Jiang Han continue.
"Later, the two of us met, I didn't have many same-sex friends, and I didn't like to interact with strangers, so you were the first intruder to break my original territory, but without the slightest malice, and then I became curious about you. Over time, I found that I began to like you, and I was really happy when I knew we were in love. I feel that I finally have a new or more real motivation and goal to live a life, which is to be with you, no matter how far I can go in the future, I hope that I can be by your side. ”
"Little fool, if you have nothing to do, you just think about these things, and if you have this kind of insecurity in the future, remember to tell me that two people are always better than one person." Lu Ling touched Jiang Han's hair distressedly, leaned over and kissed him.
The sun outside the window is just right, a gust of autumn wind blows, and the leaves fall from the air in a curl, looking like a reborn elf, flying wantonly in their own world, flamboyant and free, completely without the previous shackles, more of a kind of growth after breaking through the shackles.
After the two had dinner, Lu Ling accompanied Jiang Han to upload a new video, and by the way, he decided to go to his hometown tomorrow to revisit it and see if he could find clues to break the shackles of memory. After determining the goal of the plan for the second day, the two hugged each other and fell asleep. On the other side, Zhang Xin also began to contact Mark because the contract was about to come to an end, Pei Xuan was also working hard to film in his new film, and Fang Yiting was also looking for various opportunities for herself to appear, everyone seemed to be doing what they should do peacefully.
Early the next morning, the two of them got up neatly, after all, it is still necessary to hurry up to revisit the old place, Jiang Han stayed in the countryside when he was young, and there is a certain distance from Z City, and Lu Ling's identity is sensitive, so they can only drive by themselves.
After breakfast, the two of them prepared their bags and set off in Jiang Han's small broken car. Jiang Han's car is a second-hand car bought last year, and it can be used by two people, turning around like an elf on the road with endless traffic, but it is clever and convenient, but it is a pity that he can't bring anything big.
It's rare that Jiang Han can still remember the road, he hasn't been back since his grandmother died, the old house has not been dealt with, Jiang Han relied on his memory and inquired with passers-by, and finally arrived at the place where he lived when he was a child at ten o'clock.
Now this is a small village in the very suburbs of Z City, the rest of the village are basically some old people, young people have long moved to Z City, many old people are also okay to come here to reminisce about the old days, more are rented out as vegetable farmers vegetable plots or fruit farmers' orchards, compared with the previous simplicity, but a little more deserted with modern machinery.
Jiang Han parked his car at the gate of the courtyard, got out of the car with Lu Ling and walked into the garden. The garden has long been deserted because no one has taken care of it for a long time, the wooden door of the old house has long been hung there crookedly, the window paper does not know how many layers have been broken, and the small wooden benches and wooden barrels placed at the door have also been dyed with traces of time.
Jiang Han looked at everything in front of him, and suddenly felt as if he was back in his childhood, sitting on a small wooden stool, playing with the water in the bucket, his grandmother was cooking a fragrant lunch in the small room next to him, the neighbor's grandfather was sitting at the door babbling and singing operas he didn't understand with some old tape recorders, and a group of children a few years older than him were running around playing in the mud on the dirt road outside.
Lu Ling looked at the nostalgia in Jiang Han's eyes and suddenly became jealous, he began to hate why he didn't accompany Jiang Han through these important years to him, why he didn't know him when he was most helpless, how he was only 19 years old, how he grew step by step to such a good person now.
The magpie's cry woke Jiang Han up, he raised his hand to wipe his eyes, looked back at Lu Ling, who was standing against the light, and said with a smile: "Come, I'll show you my home." ”
"Okay." Lu Ling stepped forward and shook his hand.
The dilapidated wooden door was carefully pushed open by Jiang Han, and the dust poured out overwhelmingly, and the room that had not seen sunlight for many years seemed to be reborn in an instant, and the dust particles flying in the sunlight were also much more cute.
Jiang Han raised his hand to sweep the air on his face, then let go of Lu Ling's hand and went to open the somewhat dilapidated wooden window, a gust of autumn wind blew, sweeping away the dust in the room. And Lu Ling, who was standing at the door, saw the original appearance of the house.
The door walks into the living room, there is a big-headed TV in it, I don't know if it is black and white or color, there is a small coffee table and a row of spring sofas that are very old at first glance, the cushions on the sofa have long been unable to see the original appearance, but Lu Ling stubbornly thinks that it should be a good-looking warm yellow, just like Jiang Han.
The left side of the small living room looked like it should be the kitchen, Lu Ling didn't go in, but followed Jiang Han to the right, and on the right was a relatively large room with a writing desk, a bookshelf and two beds. There are also certificates on the wall that have faded and the handwriting is not clear, and there are some group photos of an old man and a young man at first glance, and there are also some black and white photos.
Lu Ling looked at it as he walked, as if he wanted to get a glimpse of Jiang Han's appearance when he was a child from these things, until his gaze stayed on a photo. There are two boys in the photo, one is Jiang Han at first glance, he looks like a quiet and well-behaved child, but the person standing next to Jiang Han makes Lu Ling's face pale.
Jiang Han, who originally wanted to tell Lu Ling about his childhood, was taken aback, he grabbed Lu Ling's arm, and his voice was a little hurried: "What's wrong with you?" Uncomfortable? Why is the face so bad. ”
"......" Lu Ling opened his mouth and found that his throat was very dry.
"I ...... I'll go out and get you water. After Jiang Han finished speaking, he ran out of the house, took a bottle of water from the car and ran back. Lu Ling took the mineral water, unscrewed the bottle cap and took a big sip, then he lowered his head and squeezed the bottle in his hand tightly, his voice trembling a little.
"Do you know who the boy in the picture is?"
"Ah, he's the guy I'm looking for, you...... Do you know him? Jiang Han looked at Lu Ling's face and said with some concern.
"Well, I know him and know him very well." Lu Ling closed his eyes, then opened them and laughed, "Because that's me." ”
Listening to Lu Ling's words, Jiang Hanzhen was stunned in place, and another bottle of water in his hand slammed on the ground, and for a while, the ground was dusty, and the shoes of the two of them became dusty. Jiang Han grabbed Lu Ling's hand in disbelief, Lu Ling frowned, he felt Jiang Han's hand cold.
"You...... What did you say? ”
"Jiang Han, calm down, take a deep breath, take a deep breath." Lu Ling held Jiang Han's head with both hands, his forehead against his forehead, and after seeing Jiang Han take a deep breath along with his words, he said, "Your prayer to heaven has been successful, that person is indeed me, although I don't have the memory of that time, but I won't mistake myself." ”
"You didn't lie to me?" Jiang Han's tears fell from his mouth.
"Fool, how could I lie to you, I'll show you a picture of me when I was a kid when I went back, and you'll know if it's true or not."
"Well, I believe you." Jiang Han burst into tears and laughed, and hugged Lu Ling tightly.