Chapter 70: Memories are always memories
The early morning rays of sunlight shine through the windows, and at this time, the sunlight is no longer as dazzling as it used to be, and the sun should have a bright future.
In the rainy and hazy day, I feel as if everything has its own feelings, and the sudden sadness cannot be suppressed, just like a floodgate that cannot be closed, and the water rushes out.
Han Zhan was still holding that terrifying thing in his hand, it was the last thing left to him by his beloved, and it was also the most ruthless thing, the divorce agreement, he didn't dare to read the contents of it until now, and the cold words defined the relationship between himself and Zhixia at all.
Then Han Zhan slowly raised his head and re-examined everything around him, this villa was familiar and unfamiliar, it was full of his feelings for Zhixia, and it was also full of the current ruthlessness.
Han Zhan squatted down in pain and hugged his knees, just like a person who had broken this, without the self-confidence of the past, without the vitality of the past, and without the vigor that should appear at her age.
Some are just endless decadence and loss, full of sadness, such a Han family villa is no longer as warm and comfortable as before, it is full of various power struggles, as well as all kinds of secret deeds, there is no shadow of before, think about it, these have changed.
The world is changing every day, never going back to the past, has been moving forward, the same, will not stop turning because of the disappearance of a person, the world will not wait for anyone to miss it is missed, so there will be, and it will not be regretted until it is missed.
Han Zhan's eyes were scattered and he looked at everything in his sight, for the current place, there is no longer half a shadow of what it used to be, and now this place is just because of a cold bloodline, if he doesn't belong to the Han family, he can't even enter this buddy.
Slowly Han Zhan stood up and slowly walked towards the top, no one knew what he wanted to do, the top was a rooftop, which was also full of beautiful memories of himself and Zhixia, but memories were still just memories, and they couldn't become reality in the end.
Han Zhan smiled, his current self was full of Zhixia and his own past, his previous vision for the present and the future, and the previous scenes appeared in his mind like a movie, and he couldn't erase it.
I don't know when, at this time in my mind, I realized that I actually walked to the rooftop, looking at the surrounding scenery, everything has changed, losing the former style, and losing the previous breath.
In the cold wind, it blew his face, and he wanted to blow Han Zhan to his senses, but in Han Zhan's eyes, these landscapes that used to look vibrant now suddenly looked like they had suddenly turned into a bleak and decaying appearance, and they couldn't go back...
Han Zhan leaned on the railing, waking up from his memories, and suddenly a cold wind blew, making people shiver fiercely, it seems that this weather can be regarded as the right situation, the Han family is already a plate of loose sand, how can it not be as good as one thousandth of the previous one.
And what face do you have to live in this world? Everything you care about in your heart has collapsed, and all the pillars are on the verge of collapse, how can you withstand the blows again and again?
Han Zhan smiled helplessly, he never thought that he really had such a day, when everything he cared about was destroyed by his loved ones using others, he always thought that at least his mother would take care of his children, but ...... It seems that I am thinking too much.
The relationship in a high-level family is much more complicated than the average family relationship, and business marriages abound, among which how many people are truly in love, and love each other is also a minority.
For Su Ruiqi, I can see through it, I originally thought that she was just pampered and arrogant, but I didn't expect to be so scheming, but my mother actually asked her to marry me, it was really a tiger skin.
I used to always think about how to survive, I never thought about how I could die, but now it's good to think about dying, I don't have to think about anything, and I don't have anything to bear, at that time it was full of the best memories with Zhixia, without this heartless divorce agreement, Zhixia would not leave him, and everything that happened now would not happen.
The sun in the distance finally showed its full face, and the thick mist in the woods in front of the villa rose, just like Han Zhan's heart now, confused, helpless, Zhixia's departure hurt himself, just like the flesh of his heart was ripped away, and he couldn't breathe in pain.
Thinking that there are traces left by Zhixia in every corner of this villa, the memories are refreshed over and over again, and all the things that Zhixia experienced in this villa Han Zhan can recall very clearly at this time.
Sometimes, I always feel that time has passed, some things will eventually be forgotten, time is gone, and nothing can go back, Han Zhan experienced this incident to know what it means to be truly unforgettable.
I want to forget, but I can't forget it, many times I always think I have forgotten, and when I try to recall it, the picture at that time is clearly displayed in my mind, and she still remembers her smile clearly.
In my opinion, this smile is the purest smile in the world, there is no smile hidden in the knife, the eyes are full of happiness, and the joy of oneself, but this smile is afraid that it will never appear in front of him again in the future.
Now think about how good it is to die, maybe there is no place for yourself in this world, this vast world has accommodated countless people, some are unruly, some are arrogant, some have low self-esteem, some have low eyebrows, some have swallowed their anger, but after all, they can't accommodate people like themselves.
Han Zhan closed his eyes suddenly, and the idea of leaving immediately in his heart had become more and more intense, but now he seemed to want to get rid of this thought, memories are always memories, and they can't become reality.
In this changing world, it is never possible to go back to the past, and time will not stop moving forward because of one person, Han Zhan asked his heart, "Just die like this, willing?" "Suddenly, it was as if the world was collapsing in my heart, and a pillar appeared to support the world on the verge of collapse.
In Han Zhan's heart, there is hope for life again, he wants to chase Zhixia back, he wants to explain all the things that Zhixia misunderstood to Zhixia clearly, even if Zhixia is in any corner of this world, I believe that he will definitely be able to find Zhixia!
Today's weather is really not a good weather, in fact, it is more like an evil call, the rainy weather always makes people think of the emergence of some evil forces, in the villa of the Han family, there is no longer the previous comfortable atmosphere, there is no previous harmony, the appearance of the villa, is still magnificent, and the flowers and grass in the garden are still well protected.
Thinking about the flowers planted by himself and Wen Zhixia at that time, whether they are blooming or not now, but it doesn't matter, if Kaiyu doesn't open Wen Zhixia will no longer appear in the garden and observe the moment when those flowers bloom or fail, she won't come......
Han Zhan smiled bitterly, the most obvious of which was still the helplessness in his eyes, he admitted that he did have another purpose when he first approached Wen Zhixia, but after that, who would have thought that in the face of this sincere love, he really moved his feelings, and in the process, he fell in love with Wen Zhixia.
In the past, he never gave up, and now he has a divorce agreement, which has dismissed his relationship for several years, and when he approached her, he should have known that he would have such a result.
The tree is very popular, and some people's deliberate provocation made it easy for Wen Zhixia's intentions to surface, but who can know that this is a sideline, and he really fell in love with Wen Zhixia by mistake.
If I could know today's situation, I am afraid that when I approached Wen Zhixia, I would not have had another purpose, now I think about it is really ridiculous, I would have thought that many years later, I would have made such a liver and intestines because of Wen Zhixia, and now I think about it, I really regret that I approached Wen Zhixia to seize the Wen family.
I believe that I am now without the high morale I had before, and this day is very good, before I was too chasing fame and fortune, chasing a high-quality life, and now I live upside down is also very good, at least I don't have the previous day and day tired, and I am idle to watch the sunrise and sunset, the ebb and flow of the world, and it is also very comfortable to feel the natural rhythm of nature.