Chapter 165 Don't admit it
"Thank you, Ruojun." Zhaoyang pursed his lips and smiled.
"It's just a small thing." Chu Ruojun patted her shoulder, "But the princess gave me a little little." ”
"Hmm." Zhaoyang nodded, "I also want to get a lot of rice noodles, but this will definitely be discovered by the emperor." ”
"I'll take it from outside the palace." Chu Ruojun's tone was relaxed, "Or I'll ask the soldiers who escaped back from the Jin Kingdom, they all survived together, this little favor will still help." ”
"In that case, it couldn't be better."
"Princess, that's what I'm looking for." Chu Ruojun suddenly raised her chin in a certain direction.
Zhaoyang followed her gesture and looked over, and suddenly a sentence of "why is he" in his heart!
Zuo Yuankun was well-dressed, and he couldn't see that he had experienced a vicious fight a few days ago, and walked over briskly.
"Princess Zhaoyang, Miss Chu." Zuo Yuankun's smile was extremely kind, "I didn't expect you two to be here." ”
Chu Ruojun leaned over: "Lord Zuo." ”
"You're here." Zhaoyang smiled faintly.
"Princess, Lord Zuo, I still have some things, go back first." Chu Ruojun saw Zuo Yuankun's discomfort, didn't stay long, and left after speaking.
Zhaoyang looked at her back, and didn't know why, but suddenly felt a little sour in his heart.
She subconsciously set her eyes on Zuo Yuankun, "Is your injury healed?" ”
Zuo Yuankun smiled and gently touched the top of her head: "Zhaoyang, don't worry about me, I've been thinking about you for the past few days since I was recuperating from my injury, and I'll come to you as soon as the injury is healed, I didn't know before, what is called not seeing you for a day like three autumns, but now I understand." ”
Zhaoyang pursed his lips and didn't speak for a while.
"I've come to ask the Queen Mother for marriage." Zuo Yuankun smiled and said.
Zhaoyang's eyelashes trembled slightly, and her lips turned white by her.
"Zhaoyang, are you feeling unwell?" Zuo Yuankun asked softly.
"I'm fine." Zhaoyang shook his head and smiled reluctantly, "I just think it's too hasty." ”
Zuo Yuankun smiled tolerantly: "Zhaoyang, don't be afraid, I will be good to you." ”
Zhaoyang pressed down the chaotic emotions in his heart, raised a smile and said, "Actually, I always felt that you didn't particularly like me. ”
"Really?" Zuo Yuankun laughed.
"Not like that anyway." Zhaoyang whispered, "I can feel it." ”
Zuo Yuankun cares about her very much, takes care of her very much, and can't wait to marry her, but that kind of care and care seems to be obtained because of his identity as a princess, not himself.
Zuo Yuankun looked at her intently for a while and did not refute.
In fact, he couldn't argue with it either.
From the first time they met, he inexplicably noticed this lively girl and couldn't help but want to get to know her.
But she was right, he really didn't like her so hotly, what he thought was that being able to marry the princess home was the supreme honor for their Zuo family.
Although he likes her in his heart, he prefers her status as a princess.
"But I don't want that kind of liking." Zhaoyang said to him.
Zuo Yuankun was stunned, and bowed slightly: "But what kind of love does the princess want?" ”
Like Wang Zhiyao, he couldn't help but want to get closer, and his heart was beating like it.
When the love is deep, it will exude possessiveness, and it can't help but want to hug and protect it until it grows old, although it is pulled back by the hard reality in the next second.
Zhaoyang thought about it seriously, and was suddenly stunned.
Wang Zhiyao?
These three words, accompanied by gentle sunshine, suddenly drilled into her heart.
Zhaoyang was stunned for a moment, and his eyes suddenly became hot.
.....
Chu Ruojun walked calmly across the deep palace wall.
Although it is only a high, thick wall, it seems to be separated by the distance between the mountains and the sea, and it has become the two ends of the world.
A sturdy figure came into her sight, and the sun shone on the man, as if gilding him with a layer of golden light.
"Why didn't you leave?" Chu Ruojun opened her mouth casually, with no expression on her face.
Lin Changtian glanced at her, and suddenly smiled: "You haven't seen the emperor for a long time, and when you finally see him, you are going to be named a concubine again, are you happy?" ”
Chu Ruojun said calmly: "Happy." ”
The man smiled again.
Half a year of captivity, it seems that she has changed a lot.
Lin Changtian looked at her beautiful jaw, his eyes moved slightly.
But in the end, he didn't say anything.
The two of them were relatively speechless, but they didn't feel embarrassed at all.
After walking quietly for a while, Chu Ruojun suddenly spoke: "I met Zhaoyang today, and I was secretly sending food to the Emperor Taishang. ”
Lin Changtian nodded casually, "Oh, I know, I have already arranged people to secretly help the emperor." ”
"I also met Zuo Yuankun." Chu Ruojun said lightly, "I also met Wang Zhiyao before, he didn't die, but he was missing an arm." ”
"One arm missing." He repeated the phrase hoarsely.
"Wang Zhiyao said that he is no longer a secret guard." Chu Ruojun said slowly, "At that time, I thought this sentence was very strange, so after investigating him, I learned that he was a member of the Zhao family, a prestigious family in the rivers and lakes, and its power has a huge influence on the rivers and lakes, and it is possible to change the rules of the game in martial arts casually, in addition, the martial arts of the Zhao Zhuang master are even more unfathomable, and a set of Zhao family swordsmanship is superb, almost reaching the point of being a unique martial artist." ”
Lin Changtian still didn't speak, just tugged at the corners of his mouth and smiled.
"These are all things I got from the master, and the master doesn't deal with them much, but he also knows a thing or two." Chu Ruojun smiled, "They have always been merciless to losers, and the people who challenged above have never come back alive." But I still know why I came to him after so many years. ”
"Wang Zhiyao, as a secret guard, trained in a place isolated from the world, and later went directly to the palace to be the emperor's shadow guard, I'm afraid it's not easy to find him." Lin Changtian's voice was extremely calm, "Maybe there are many, many reasons." ”
"So he can't come back, and Zhaoyang ......"
She said, pausing.
"Zhaoyang, she didn't see one and love another, her memory was tampered with." Chu Ruojun's heart was filled with a layer of deep emotion, "Although I know that letting her ring Wang Zhiyao will only increase the pain, but after all, she is the person she liked so much before, wouldn't it be a pity to forget it like this." ”
Lin Changtian tugged at the corners of his mouth, as if he wanted to laugh at her.
But I don't know what to laugh at her.
"What if you lose your memory?" Lin Changtian asked.
"I'll do whatever it takes to remember." Chu Ruojun's voice was a little hoarse, and she suddenly looked up at him: "If one day, my memory is tampered with, and I forget everything, please come to me and tell me." ”
Lin Changtian clenched his fists, his eyes fell on her body, and his jaw was tightened.
If she really had amnesia, he couldn't guarantee that he wouldn't be selfish.
"Ruojun." Lin Changtian took a deep breath, "You are also the one who wants to be a concubine, the emperor can't tolerate me, the Lin family has been loyal for generations, and my father is a hero who protects the country, he can't kill me, eighty percent will drop me to guard the frontier, I can't help you anymore, when the time comes, if anything happens in the palace, you have to rely on yourself." ”
"Hmm." Chu Ruojun's eyes dimmed slightly, and she nodded lightly, "I know." ”
"What happened in the country of Jin, no matter what, must not be admitted." Lin Changtian's voice was low and gentle, "You must not admit it." ”
She was right next to him, instinctively reaching out to hug her.
This kind of little devil haunting me has been in my heart more than once.
But every time he hung his hand powerlessly, speaking of which, those days in the Jin Kingdom were the most intimate moments.
"Well, I remember." Chu Ruojun's voice was crying, "I just think...... I feel a little uncomfortable. ”
Lin Changtian trembled slightly.
"You're so smart, you'll definitely learn how to live in the palace soon."
"But that's not what I want." She said, her eyes misty and shining, "I still want to live happily and vividly." ”
If you don't go with me, I will allow you to live a life to the fullest.
But you can't let her go.
"Ruojun." Lin Changtian finally spit out this sentence gently, "You can't have both fish and bear's paws." ”
"Yes, I'm too greedy." Chu Ruojun's eyes suddenly had a little more moisture, "I can't bear to let you go." ”
Lin Changtian's heart was very sour.
He took a deep breath, his eyes flashing, and he didn't speak.
Every word she said made his already few sanities falter.
He even wanted to know how to manipulate people's memories and steal her.
The man looked at her deeply, his eyes dark, as if he was considering what to say.
"You will be a concubine in the future, and I have to rely on you a lot." Lin Changtian couldn't help but speak, "In the future, your son may also embark on the road of fighting for power, as his uncle-like existence, I will definitely do my best to support him." ”
It was the last thing he could do for her.
Chu Ruojun's nose was sour, and a layer of mist quickly filled her eyes.
"What about you......" Chu Ruojun muttered, "When are you looking for Mrs. Lin?" ”
Lin Changtian laughed hoarsely, and his fingers ran through the corners of her tear-stained eyes.
"I'll talk about it then." Lin Changtian smiled dumbly.
"I feel so sorry for you." Chu Ruojun said, tears welling up in her eyes.
Crystal tears seemed to sting him.
He stretched out his hand again, but paused, took out a silky and clean silk handkerchief from his arms, and gently wiped away her tears.
That piece of silk handkerchief is the piece of silk that I was burned to cover my hands and inadvertently forgot.
"Do you want it anymore, or are you going to give it to you?"
He actually carried it with him all the time.
Chu Ruojun trembled slightly, and tears rolled down in big drops.
"I used to want to be with you, and it hasn't changed now." Lin Changtian said hoarsely: "I tried my best, but my feelings will be rewarded if I don't do my best, just if you live well, living in your guilt is not my purpose." ”