Hearing this, Li Youlin looked at her with a faint gaze.

The eyes were too hot, as if there were a thousand words, Ji Weiran was watched, and subconsciously wanted to dodge, but thinking of the next words, thinking of the decision she made, she still held back.

And at this moment, there was an indescribable peace in her heart, but what was hidden under the calm was a lingering and increasingly strong sense of powerlessness.

"I'm calm and calm now, and my emotions haven't gotten out of control, and I'm thinking very clearly," she pulled her lower lip slightly, and she sneered lightly, "So every sentence is my truest thoughts at this moment." ”

She stared at him, and her heart tingled at the sight of herself reflected in his eyes.

"I don't want to continue to entangle with you, now every second you are by my side brings me only pain, your appearance reminds me all the time......" The heartache was unbearable, the chest was suffocated, and when she spoke again, her voice trembled, "Remind me how I didn't have children, remind me when I was on the yacht ......"

The tip of Li Youlin's heart also trembled violently, and then, his heart seemed to be grabbed by someone, and the severe pain spread throughout his body.

Unlike that night, when she drunkenly mentioned the child, she was more vulnerable and real at this moment, so real that he could clearly perceive the frustration overflowing from her.

He couldn't help but wonder how desperate she must have been that night on the yacht.

"Dyeing ......"

"Let me finish." His eyes were cold, and Ji Weiran interrupted him.

Li Youlin's thin lips tightened.

Taking a deep breath and enduring the suffocation, Ji Weiran pretended to say the words that had never been said meaninglessly: "Actually, I understand that you can't be blamed for the child's affairs, Gong. Ectopic pregnancy...... Even if there were no accidents on the yacht, sooner or later the children would be gone, not to mention that I would have ...... in the first place."

The rest of the sentence "I wasn't going to have this child in the first place" suddenly couldn't be spoken.

Uncomfortable and turbulent, she closed her eyes.

When she opened it again, she smiled, a little weak, and a little self-deprecating: "We can't be together again, that's my heart knot, I can't get over it, and it's also your heart knot, isn't it?" How can two people with knots start over? Don't say anything to face it together, Li Youlin, I can't face it. ”

With the last sentence lightly, Li Youlin's eyes suddenly became dark.

The eyes are facing each other.

Ji Wei's nails silently pinched into the palm of his hand, imprinting traces of the Dao.

The rain has become lighter.

The surroundings were quiet again, and there seemed to be nothing but the sound of the two of them breathing.

She still turned her face away and didn't look at him again.

"Li Youlin, actually...... You don't love me, the love you think is just a good feeling at best, you love it...... Zhao Wanyan has been with me for so many years, from the time you were separated to the time you were with me, it was only half a year, half a year...... How can you forget the people you love so much? The authorities are confused, but the bystanders are clear, aren't they? ”

She thought she was hiding it well, but the slightly trembling eyelashes and unconsciously clenched hands betrayed her.

Li Youlin stared at her and suddenly smiled.

The authorities are confused, and the bystanders are clear?

Scold.

"Go on." Instead of laughing angrily, he spit out two words, his voice was faint, and he was a little careless.

Ji Weiran's breath was stagnant.

After being together for so many days, she also knew something about him after all, just like at this moment, she knew that he was angry.

But what is he angry about?

Isn't what she's telling the truth?

In a trance, there was a faint pain and suffocation in the left atrium.

Moving her lips, she wanted to continue, but somehow, her throat became hard, and she couldn't make a sound.

A distraction saw the man stretch out his hand.

It's like ......

The slightly cool fingertips suddenly crossed her cheeks, and Ji Weiran's body suddenly froze, wanting to stop it, but the man didn't hug her, but rubbed her hair.

"Why didn't you say it?"

As far as the eye could see, it was a gentle smile in his eyes that seemed to be a smile but not a smile.

"Why don't I tell you?" The heart was unusually sour, and with a light sigh, Li Youlin lowered his eyes and locked her firmly, "Next, do you want to say that I have loved Zhao Wanyan from beginning to end, and you are actually the same as me, and you have never been able to let go of the secret love in your heart for a few years, so you still love Gu Yan?" The so-called having me in my heart at the beginning was just your momentary confusion, isn't it true? ”

The faint voice, the casual tone, as if talking about the most ordinary weather, even his eyes became gentle for no reason, so gentle that just one glance can make people sink.

Ji Weiran's heartbeat suddenly accelerated.

The next second, her jaw was lifted, and she was forced to make eye contact with him.

She watched as he lowered his head and looked closer...... They almost touched the tip of their noses, and then his breath sprayed down.

"Dye, tell me, isn't that so, that's what you really think?"

The heartbeat seemed to be getting faster and faster, and the hands that fell to her side were unconsciously clenched into fists, Ji Weiran closed her eyes, took a deep breath, she opened them, her eyes were clear, and nodded: "Yes, you are ...... right"

"Heh, you think I'm going to believe it?"

words, forced to choke in the throat.

Ji Weiran's pupils shrank slightly: "I...... Yes! ”

The waist was suddenly choked, and before she could react, her whole person was pressed into the arms of the man!

Caught with one's pants down!

The next second, the lips were gagged.

"Hmm......"

All the words that he didn't have time to say were swallowed by the man.

Toss, gnaw.

It was light or heavy, as if he was punishing her, and it was like punishing himself.

The most sensitive shiver was provoked, and it quickly spread through the lip flap to Ji Weiran's limbs, her eyes widened, and after reacting, she began to refuse.

"Hmm!"

Her hands were immediately cut behind her back by the man, and she couldn't move at all.

The kiss became more and more intense.

The umbrella fell to the ground, and the rain fell on the two of them.

Ji Weiran suddenly remembered last night.

She was pressed against the wall by him and kissed, the difference is that last night was gentle, and at this moment, whether it is the man's movements or strength, it is almost rough, as if he is venting something.

"You think I'll believe you when you say that? Will they stay away from you and never look for you again? Do you love me, really when I'm stupid I don't know? How many times have you lied to me? Ji Weiran, what are you afraid of? Well? ”

The kiss stopped, and the slightly gasping words drilled into her ear, gritting her teeth and sighing helplessly.

Ji Weiran's heartbeat suddenly leaked, and almost at the same time, a strong unspeakable emotion welled up in her heart and overwhelmed her.

"Hmm!"

The pain woke her up with a sudden bite on her lip, and she lifted her eyes and crashed into the man's dark eyes.

"As you said, if I really still love Zhao Wanyan, why don't I stay with her, even if everyone thinks she is unbearable, as long as I can't love her? If I still love her, why do I try to force you to marry me? Could it be that in your heart, I, Li Youlin, am the kind of person who will wronged himself, or someone who will play with women's feelings? ”

word by word, all of them fell heavily on Ji Weiran's heart.

But in fact, didn't it also hit Li Youlin's own heart?

A strong feeling of suffocation rampaged through his chest, he wanted to hold back, he kept enduring, and kept telling himself to take his time, not to push her, let alone to force her too tightly.

Just before, he once felt that her heart knot was slowly untied, at least he no longer rejected him thousands of miles away, at least let her cry once and say what was in her heart, and the relationship between the two was slowly easing.

But now......

He suddenly felt very powerless and frustrated.

In order to get rid of her entanglement, she didn't hesitate to say that she still loved Gu Yan's lie, and she didn't hesitate to ...... It turned out that from beginning to end, she really didn't believe in herself, and after going around and around, their relationship seemed to have returned to the original point.

What the......

Uncomfortable.

Loosening the shackles on her, her hand slowly slid down, Li Youlin stared at her, her breathing was still heavy.

He really wanted to ask her if he really dug out his heart to show her, so that she would believe him, and if she would not forgive him in this life, no matter what he did.

But when the words came to his mouth, he was reluctant, and he felt that it was useless.

In the final analysis, didn't he deserve it and suffer on his own?

Closing his eyes, he suppressed the sourness in his heart.

"Forget it," he said with a self-deprecating wry smile, leaning over to pick up the umbrella and cover it over her head, he held her hand firmly, "Go back, it's too cold, it's easy to catch a cold." ”

As he spoke, he pulled her around and was about to leave.

He was afraid that if he stayed any longer, he would not be able to control it.

"Li Youlin ......"

A cold, as if there were no emotional fluctuations, sounded in the next second.

Li Youlin paused in his footsteps.

In an instant, he felt his heart curl up heavily, and then, a dull pain mixed with sourness hit him, from silent to like an earthquake, and spread to his whole body.

"Ji Wei Ran!"

He turned his head sharply to look at her, a faint scarlet blush quietly stained his eyes, he stared at her for a moment, and gradually, his breathing became heavy again.

"I don't expect you to forgive me now, I can wait, even if you can't forgive for the rest of your life, it doesn't matter, but Ji Weiran, don't say that kind of thing just now, and if you want me to leave you, it's impossible!"

……

Ji Weiran's mood couldn't be calm.

His words had been repeated in her mind for a long time, and they seemed to be deeply engraved on her heart, and they could no longer erase the imprint, and the clearest of them was...... The look in his eyes as he said that.

She knew what was inside, so when he saw it, her heart hurt too.

But......

She couldn't help but raise her eyes to look at the side of the man's face, her thin lips were pursed, her jaw was tight, and she was forbearant and restrained.

With just one glance, she let go of the desert and fled.

Further down, her gaze finally fell on the hands of the two of them.

Along the way, he has been holding her hand strongly and refusing to let go, not only that, but his strength has gradually increased.

In fact, it hurt a little, and she tried to break free, but every time she moved, the man would increase his force again, and when he did this, he didn't look at her again.