Time passed, I quietly "lay" in the culture pool, these days, I can always think of some inexplicable things, in the memory of awakening, I seem to be a person, running in the open wilderness, watching the smoke curling, waiting for my mother to cook a delicious meal.

I remember... I used to be very scared, that was to follow a person named You Liang, to a very terrifying cave, where there are monsters, look at people, can burn through the eyes, and there are ghosts who learn to speak to me, it makes people scary when they think about it, I really wonder how I came out at that time.

I also remembered that my former neighbor, the grandmother of the old Zhang family, stinks so bad, and there is an indescribable smell on her body, and she was not like that before, getting more and more stinky...... Later, later, I somehow went with her to a place called Longwang Village and met a person named Xiao Jin.

Xiao Jin's appearance as a person, is it in my mind, he is a simple young man, inherited his brother's position as the village chief, I can remember now, that's all, it's just that girl called Bai Mei, I always feel familiar with her, it's not a simple one-sided relationship, even... I even remember that she had a black mole on her belly button.

Yo... Why am I so nasty, what are I going through in my head? Bai Mei would come to see me every day, and every time she came, she would stare at me for a long time, and I wanted to talk to her, but I didn't dare, I was afraid that she would think I was a monster and ignore me in the future, or, let her father send me away.

Her father, who is the person in charge of this laboratory, is an old professor, and I think he is quite familiar, but his brain is very messy, and I can't remember who he is? Hey? Brain messed up? Where do I start, do I have a "brain"? How could I think that, it seems, I was really a human being in my previous life.

Cough... It's also interesting to think about, in my memory, when people die, they should become ghosts, ghosts reincarnate and become people, or become hungry ghosts, animals, no matter how bad they are, they will go to hell, but I have never heard of them, some become plants. I remember that there was a place called the Fifth Temple, which was really terrifying, and in the big river in the back mountain, there were mutilated human bodies everywhere......

Cough... I'm just a lotus flower, how can I still be so melancholy and sad, from the moment I opened my eyes, I haven't seen many people, everything in the outside world has nothing to do with me, what I ponder every day is inexplicable memories, and I don't know if it's true or fake.

Every time Bai Mei comes, I am very happy, because she is very beautiful, with a high nose bridge, a bit like European facial features, and very white, big eyes and long eyelashes. For some reason, I always felt that I had a pact with her, a very close and intimate pact, but I can't remember the content.

She bent down and sniffed my flowers, and every now and then, I would kiss her secretly, and she would not notice it, still intoxicated by the fragrance of my flowers.

"Lotus, lotus, you are the lotus of the Tang Dynasty, I really don't know what the Tang Dynasty was like? Originally, you should have bloomed in the pond by the Daming Palace, but now the Daming Palace is gone, but you are still ......" Bai Mei muttered to herself, the fragrance in her mouth made me particularly intoxicated, and I enjoyed the process of "kissing" with her.

The touch of this skin always makes me think, as if we had a very close relationship a long, long time ago, and not just now.

Moreover, as I became more and more tired of staying in this cultivation room and wanted to go out for a walk with Bai Mei, I actually found that every night, I could actually get out of the lotus flower and leave the cultivation pool in a shadow way, much like the so-called "ghost" in my memory.

Looking at the translucent phantom state after breaking away from the lotus body, I was actually a "real" man, I was very excited! I don't have any clothes on, but now I can't be seen by others, right?

I followed the breath left by Bai Mei, and "walked" out of the cultivation room, the window outside was a few clear, it was a laboratory, and then there was a corridor outside, until I floated out of the building, I didn't see that there was a university around it, the sparks were shining, and the campus was full of students walking around, there were couples, and single dogs.

"University? Is this really a university? I looked around with astonishment and curiosity, although I had never seen a university, but the memories of my past life made me extremely familiar with this environment.

Looking at the pair of laughing and loving little couples, I felt a sour feeling in my heart, once upon a time, I seemed to have had such a life, but I can't remember, and, as if something was taken away...... I remember that I used to love a girl very much, and wanted to go to the movies, eat, and go shopping with her, but... There was no chance, we got together less and left more, so to speak, we just met a few times.

But... She seems to have my children, we are husband and wife, my God! What was I thinking? How many times have you met to be husband and wife? I'm really hallucinating. I can't even remember what the girl looked like now, or rather, it was just a phantom of what I was obsessed with.

I took a deep breath of the unique smell of the university at night, and I felt comfortable, I was a ghost! Lotus essence? Hee-hee, it doesn't matter, no matter what I am, I have never been so free and happy as I am now, and I don't have such a cool memory in my previous life.

By the way, I came out to find Bai Mei, I like her so much, she likes me so much, I... I'm going to go to her house, go into her room, look at her secretly, hug her if you can, I'm a ghost anyway, she can't sense me.

The idea is a little obscene, I'm a plant, how can there be a desire between men and women, but anyway, I'm now full of white charms, sniffing hard, I caught her breath, and quickly chased after it.

Walking through the tall buildings, I came to a palatial community, and locked the white charm room outside the window of an upscale residential building.

I'm so nervous, I'm so nervous, my soul is trembling slightly, like a heartbeat, strange, I'm not a ghost? How can there still be a heartbeat?

Through the glass, and through the carved curtains, I entered the room of the White Charm......

The room was full of the unique fragrance of girls, I was very intoxicated, it was the smell of jasmine, Bai Mei was not in the room, and the sound of TV news came from the corridor outside the house.

Isn't Bai Mei at home? I sneaked out and looked out, but I saw that it was the old professor, my nurturer, sitting peacefully on the sofa watching TV, and the sound of rushing water came from the bathroom.

I sneaked into the bathroom again, it didn't matter, I almost evaporated, I saw the white charm... I'm taking a bath!

OMG! She was in the shower, and I "brained" a guy and quickly fled back to her room panting!

Don't look at indecency, don't look at indecency, my God! What do I see? White skin, slender body, long black hair, trembling aftertaste, mother! For the first time in my life, I felt so excited, and I saw everything I wanted to see.

I want to run away, but I'm a little reluctant, they can't see me, can they? I'm a ghost! I don't make any mistakes, so I secretly look at my beloved.

At that moment, I fell in love with Bai Mei deeply, I hated it so much, hated myself for being a lotus, if I were a real person, wouldn't I be able to talk to Bai Mei her.......

I waited quietly, and finally Bai Mei returned to her room wrapped in a bath towel, closed the door, and then blew her hair, I hid behind the curtains, and secretly looked at her body.

It's exciting! So excited! If I can be a man for a lifetime and become a husband and wife with Bai Mei, I can pay whatever the price.

Everything stopped, Bai Mei got into the quilt, began to play with the phone, I sneaked over, waved my hand in front of her, really, she couldn't see me, but... She seemed to sense something, as if sensing something different in the room.

She frowned and sniffed, then continued to play with her phone, not paying much attention. I quietly, kneeling on the bed, little by little towards Bai Mei.

I don't know if touching her skin in her current state will scare her...... If you think about it carefully, I probably wouldn't think so, I went through the walls and windows, it was all the same as the light, and there was no substance.

I quietly pinched her white, fleshy little feet, Bai Mei obviously felt something, "whoosh", pulled the feet back into the bed, scared me a lot, at this time, the door of her room opened, scared a grunt rolled out of bed.

I thought it was Bai Mei's father who opened the door, the old professor, but it turned out to... It's another girl, and her appearance is also pure and cute, and... She seems to be? I can't remember, I haven't seen it in this life, but in a previous life... I really remember such one, unforgettable.

I feel shameless, when I see a beautiful girl, I feel that I have a relationship with someone else's previous life, is there anyone more obscene than me?

"Sister, they all say that my dress is not good-looking," the little girl pouted, looking sad.

"Nonsense, they're jealous of you," Bai Mei smiled sweetly.

......

The two sisters talked intimately, and the little girl sat down on Bai Mei's bed, and I stared at the girl, and all my attention was drawn to her.

It's not that I'm obscene and interested in this girl, but that this girl I've never met makes me feel an indescribable shock in my heart, and in the memories of my past life, she should be an unforgettable person in my previous life.

The little girl, Bai Mei, are all important people in my previous life, Bai Mei's touch with me awakened my male consciousness, but her sister made me feel another indescribable melancholy and sadness, who is she? Who the hell is she? I remember that I had been looking for her for a long, long time.

"Well, what's the matter, don't think about it, my sister is responsible for telling you that your clothes look good, really," Bai Mei hugged her sister and smiled.