Chapter 167: Headache
"In fact, I have always felt that I am a very ordinary person, but ordinary me, but I have encountered something not ordinary, I can see ghosts, I can help them get out of the sea of suffering, I can bring some differences to the world because of this special ability, I can do something within my ability, I am actually quite happy. Anyway, I usually have nothing to do, and you're so busy, I'm a person, once I'm free, I'm easy to think cranky, so I have something to be busy with, in fact, it's good for you and me. ”
"However, I always feel that the burden on my body is getting heavier and heavier, and I don't know what to do. I was afraid, afraid that I would not be able to do well, and that I would not be able to bear God's favor for me. It was like what she saw in a trance, something that was about to happen, and she wanted to stop it, but she couldn't seem to stop it.
She was scared because if she could stop it, it might save many lives, but - what if she couldn't stop it? What happened anyway? What is the use of God giving her this prophetic ability, she knows it, but she can't stop it, this is the real pain.
"Nuan Nuan, you have to know, you can know in advance, you have tried to prevent things from happening, even if you can't stop it, even if the tragedy still happens, but you have tried, you want to stop it, this is actually enough, do you understand?" Jin Weimo felt that Yan Xiangnuan was just thinking too much.
Inexplicably putting too much pressure on myself.
It was a lot of pressure for her to know these things in advance, because she knew in advance, so she had to find a way to solve them, but she was afraid that she was not capable of solving them, afraid that things would still develop as she saw them, and that so many fresh lives would still be lost, and she would blame herself and carry that heavy feeling, which he could understand.
But she just saw this, and it wasn't caused by her, if it was destined to happen, it would be impossible for her to turn the tide alone, besides, this world is so big, a lot of things happen every day, every minute and every second has the end of life, and every minute and every second also ushers in many new lives.
All of these things are circular, and it is also very common to usher in and send them.
He saw it thoroughly, but he didn't expect that Yan Xiangnuan would put so much pressure on himself, this stupid woman.
"I know, but ......" Yan Xiangnuan wanted to speak.
"Nuan Nuan, no, but, obedient, things haven't happened yet, maybe everything won't happen?" Jin Weimo saw Yan Xiangnuan shaking his head in a hurry, so he gave up his plan to persuade her, and coaxed her instead.
"Hmm." Yan Xiangnuan also gave up on continuing to torture herself when she heard this, she felt that it might be good to be able to deceive herself and look forward to it.
Soon, this restless night was about to pass, and the sky was gradually brightening outside, because of the cold, there was also a mist, Yan Xiangnuan did not lie in bed for the first time, and got up early to wash up.
"Wow! Take your life! "Ghosts don't need to rest and sleep, when Yan Xiangnuan and others rest at night, the little resentful baby is watching TV in Yan Xiangnuan's previous bedroom, the little girl is not small, probably because she is a ghost, accidentally pressed the remote control, and as a result, she saw a ghost movie, looking at the fake ghost in the ghost movie, the little girl felt very interesting, so when she saw Yan Xiangnuan early in the morning, she immediately excitedly experimented with Yan Xiangnuan, and also learned the female ghost in the movie ghost film, deliberately scared Yan Xiangnuan, and stretched out her long tongue.
Yan Xiangnuan didn't sleep much all night, his mood was a little heavy, and he was in a better mood when he looked at the energetic, innocent and naughty little resentful baby.
"Don't make a fuss, good." Yan Xiangnuan soothed, turned around and went downstairs to prepare for breakfast.
"Sister Nuan, aren't you afraid?" Obviously, the big sister on TV who is the same as Sister Nuan is very afraid.
You're a ghost yourself, I've been with you for so long, don't you think it's too late for me to be scared now? Yan Xiangnuan glanced at the little girl funny, didn't answer her inquiry, went downstairs, and after breakfast, he was ready to go out to Chaonan Road.
"Together." The little resentful baby was emotionally sensitive, probably sensing that Yan Xiangnuan's mood was wrong, and he also put away his naughty temperament at breakfast, and Yan Xiangnuan wanted to go out, and immediately behaved at Yan Xiangnuan.
"......" Yan Xiangnuan looked at the little resentful baby, thinking that she was also very bored at home, plus she was also very well-behaved when she usually went out, and after thinking for a while, she nodded in agreement.
Jin Weimo also thought a lot about it last night, although he had arranged for people to pay attention to the various sections near Chaonan Road, so that they could stop when they saw the large fuel tanker, but Yan Xiangnuan insisted on going out to have a look, he could only put aside the affairs of the military district and resolutely accompany Yan Xiangnuan to Chaonan Road.
After a night's time, Yan Xiangnuan began to be a little blurry about the picture he saw, but he still tried hard to recall, and circled around Chaonan Road according to the picture he saw, and carefully spared a few times before roughly determining the location of the car accident.
She wasn't really sure if it was in this position, because when she first saw those pictures, all her attention was attracted by those tragic pictures, so she didn't pay much attention to the surroundings of the pictures, but she vaguely felt that the position she was standing in was the most similar, so she found a restaurant next to it and sat down, her eyes locked on the road outside.
Jin Weimo had arranged for someone to screen nearby early in the morning, but Yan Xiangnuan still didn't dare to take it lightly, and his eyes stared out from time to time.
Today's rare weather is very good, the sky is cloudless, and the sunshine is also very abundant, Yan Xiangnuan went out early in the morning, and insisted until noon and still did not see the tanker truck.
It may be because it is a weekend, and it is lunch time, and the congestion and excitement of Chaonan Road are even worse than usual, and the whole section of Chaonan Road is very long, and there are many viaducts and forks during this period, and it is difficult to completely prevent things from happening.
What's more, she also knew that it was impossible for Jin Weimo to arrange for many people to be screened, even if he had soldiers under him, but this place was a prosperous area of the imperial capital, and there were too many vehicles coming and going in a day, and he was not good at mobilizing the people to affect the people, so it was still very difficult to prevent things from happening.
Because the little resentful baby followed her out early in the morning, Yan Xiangnuan saw that the little guy was bored, so he asked Jin Weimo to order a dessert for her.
The little resentful baby loves desserts, and when she heard Yan Xiangnuan say desserts, the little girl's eyes immediately lit up, but the smile on the corner of her mouth had not yet been raised, and her face suddenly changed.
"Headaches." The little resentful baby said a little confused.