Chapter 132: Let go
"Isn't there a saying that in a relationship, whoever is serious first loses. Maybe that's really the case. Although I hate him, I hate him for using me to annex the Wen family, and he is very hypocritical to me, but I can't deceive my heart. I love him, that's an indisputable fact. ”
Speaking of this, Wen Zhixia was already in tears, as if he wanted to release all his grievances for so many years at once. Wen Zhixia didn't seem to want Yan Huo to see him like this, so he turned to look at the street.
There are few pedestrians on the street, and they are walking in a hurry, as if reflecting Wen Zhixia's heart.
Yan Huo saw Wen Zhixia crying, his heart tingled, and he hurriedly picked up the paper and handed it to her, wanting to wipe Wen Zhixia's tears in person, but Wen Zhixia avoided it quietly, and Yan Huo withdrew his hand with a gloomy expression.
Yan Huo: "Zhixia, don't look heartbroken, isn't there me and Jinjin with you!" ”
Wen Zhixia: "Thank you for taking care of me and Jinjin for so long, you are like my brother, you always feel very relieved to be by your side." Then he said, "I love him, but I don't know what this love will be!" I was confused and sleepy, and every time I saw Jinjin, I couldn't help but think of him. ”
As he spoke, he turned his head to look at Wen Jinjin, who was playing on the side, with a burst of tenderness in his eyes.
said softly: "I had to pin all my love on Jinjin, as if he knew it like this, it's stupid!" But I did it anyway, and not only that, but every now and then I went to gather news about him in my spare time, for fear that I would know nothing about his life and have nothing to talk about when we met again. ”
I was afraid that I would not be able to keep up with him, that I would not be worthy of him, and that he would say to me later: "There is already a distance between us, let's end it!" After finishing speaking, Wen Zhixia lowered his head in a choked voice.
Her shoulders rose and fell with the cry, like a wounded little beast, hiding herself from the outside world, and not giving the outside world a chance to contact her.
As if it wouldn't hurt that way, it wouldn't hurt anymore.
Yan Huo looked at the tearful man in front of him, his heart sank little by little, his hand clasped the table again and again, deep and powerful, he didn't make a sound for a while, just looked out the window silently.
The sky outside has changed from before, the sky is gloomy, and a few little swallows are also flying very low, Yan Huo knows that there may be a lot of rain for a while.
God really gives himself face! Yan Huo thought to himself. The weather is in the same mood as me, is it to show that it is as sad as me, or is it to mock me!
Yan Huo's slightly blue eyes have gradually dimmed, without their original color, not as bright as before, which makes people forget it at a glance, which adds to his mystery and nobility.
Yan Huo thought: I didn't expect it! I thought that the company of four years would more or less make Wen Zhixia change a little, I thought that Wen Zhixia could forget Han Zhan, even if he couldn't, at least his love for him would be reduced, and his enthusiasm would be reduced. Unexpectedly, not seeing each other for four years did not make love cold, but made Wen Zhixia love Han Zhan more, inseparable from Han Zhan, and even more unforgettable.
It's even engraved in the bones. Yan Huo couldn't help but smile bitterly. I closed my eyes and thought, this is fate!
Yan Huo thought: It seems that my companionship in the past four years has not changed anything, and the ending is still the same ending, which is both expected and unexpected. Why should I insist on it? After all, I still understand the truth that twisted melons are not sweet. What's more, in Wen Zhixia's life, I was one step late, and it can only be said that the building near the water got the moon first! Even if you are unwilling, what can you do? The ending still can't be changed.
It's better to stop here, at least the two of them are still friends, and they can still be by Wen Zhixia's side, and they can see her every day, isn't it good? There are some things that can be undertaken by myself, I can't trouble Wen Zhixia because of my selfishness, she is already very difficult, so I will give up showing my heart. As long as Wen Zhixia is happy, I will be happy.
Yan Huo thought about it so much, all of it was thought about in a moment, there was no ordinary hysteria of giving up, stalking, and there were not many uneasiness, it was more of a blessing, and it was indifference after thinking things clearly. It seems that something is quietly changing in my heart.
Yan Huo didn't bother Wen Zhixia to cry, because he knew that Wen Zhixia had endured it for a long time, and it would be better for her to release it. Yan Huo silently accompanied Wen Zhixia on the side, handing Wen Zhixia a few pieces of paper from time to time, so that she could wipe her tears and not be too embarrassed, and also wanted her to be quiet and think about it alone.
Wen Zhixia suddenly raised his head and said, "Yan Huo, you say, I'm stupid from time to time, shouldn't I forget about Han Zhan and let him have his own life, not entangled, not entangled with the previous things?" ”
Yan Huo was stunned for a moment, and immediately said: "Zhixia, whether you like it or not, whether you love it or not, it's not that you have the final say, and it's not that you give up if you want to, it comes from your heart." It will only make you more miserable, and even put you on the verge of collapse. Don't think too much, follow your heart, don't deliberately force it, just follow the fate! ”
Wen Zhixia said with tears in his eyes: "Then you mean to let me continue to love him?" Don't give up easily? ”
Yan Huo: "I don't mean anything, I said, follow your heart, don't force it." Also, no matter what, you can't hurt Wen Jinjin, she is a child, not a tool for revenge, she is innocent, and she is used to love. I don't want that to happen. ”
When Wen Zhixia heard this, her voice unconsciously amplified and said, "Wen Jinjin is my child, how can I hurt her, it's too late for me to hurt her!" ”
Yan Huo: "It's best if you think like this!" ”
"In addition, since you have decided to continue to hey Han Zhan and will not give up, then sooner or later Jin Jin will know about this father, then before that, you must not let Jin Jin have any bad impression of Han Zhan, and try to say as many good things as possible, otherwise Wen Jinjin will have a bad impression of Han Zhan in the future, if the two of you are together, Jin Jin will definitely have a temper and will fight against Han Zhan, and you will not be able to deal with it at that time."
Wen Zhixia thought about Yan Huo's words, and his already slightly red eyes were filled with tears, Wen Zhixia choked up and said: "Yan Huo, thank you, if it wasn't for you, I don't know what it would be like, maybe I couldn't stand the blow and left the world a long time ago." ”
"In the past four years, you have been taking care of me and Jinjin, without a single complaint, and your happiness has been delayed. Now that you're giving me advice again, I owe you enough, how am I going to repay you? ”
Yan Huo said with a smile: "What else do you want to talk to me about thank you or not, see more outside, besides, we are friends, and we should take care of each other when we come to other places, which is what I should do." ”
"What's more, I'm Jinjin's godfather now, so I'm called my godfather, and I can't talk about it if I don't help. Don't be so polite to me in the future, there is no need for us to be so strange. ”
Wen Zhixia heard Yan Huo's ridiculous tone, and couldn't help but turn sadness into joy, and smiled. The big eyes are bent into two crescents, and the eyes set off by the tears in the eyes are shining, and they are very beautiful. For a while, Yan Huo was in a trance. Caught up in memories.
How did you get your experience in the first place? It seems to be her eyes, I still remember that Han Zhan, Wen Zhixia, and I, the three of us went to climb the mountain together, and when we climbed to the half-third waist, Wen Zhixia was too tired, so she asked to rest in place, and she didn't leave.
It was Han Zhan who persuaded Wen Zhixia to his back and set off to the top of the mountain. Yan Huo looked at the two of them at that time, his eyes were full of ridicule, and said: "I know that I am a single dog, obviously it is good for you to come, you have to let me come, hey!" My wretched child. ”
Han Zhan: "Come on, you!" Don't pretend to be pitiful to me, and think I don't know you? ”
Yan Huo: "Wen Zhixia, you come to comment, do you think you are bullying me?" ”
Wen Zhixia: "How come? We are here to motivate you and let you find a good girl as soon as possible, this is to help you! ”
Han Zhan: "Hahaha..."
Yan Huo: "You two, join forces to bully me, damn it!" I'll find one when I come back, we show every day, and I'm angry with you. ”