It was a day of heavy rain, lightning flashing, thunder, wind and clouds.

The light dimmed, as if someone had accidentally knocked over the ink bottle, and the sky was dyed black, so the heavens and the earth merged together, and the world was in chaos.

A bitter aroma diffused, the wind gusted outside, and the leaves made a "swish...... ...... smmm

So on this day, Chen Huixin lay down on the bed exceptionally early.

That night, her soul fluttered, as if she had returned to a big mansion in a small town outside the mountains.

On the bluestone slab, the moss is green, as if welcoming the old man back.

The flowers are still blooming, and the cold and mournful voice still sounds behind her, like the collision of golden bells and jade duo in front of the eaves of the temple, and like the deep sadness when the piccolo hole flute is played, which is comparable to the spring thunder that echoes in the depths of the clouds.

It seems to be near and far, floating behind Huixin, word by word, all of them are hammered in Chen Huixin's heart.

He said, "I have been waiting for you for many years, but when you are gone, I will come by myself." ”

His voice still felt as young as it had been, but her voice had become muddy.

Chen Huixin didn't dare to turn her head, and a layer of mist suddenly surged in her eyes.

She suddenly remembered that the person in the dream was actually not like her husband at all.

"Aren't you looking back?"

There was some anger in the man's voice, and Chen Huixin heard it.

She shook her head and turned around, her face covered with tears.

The man in front of him really didn't get old at all, he was still so young, full of vitality, and he really didn't look like her gray-haired husband at all, this person was not her husband, her husband was short, and he was so tall, her husband was a little dark, and he never looked clearly, but the person in the dream, the skin was still the same as a few decades ago, there was no wrinkle, and it was not dull yellow, and time seemed to have stopped in him.

Her memory suddenly became clear, and she still remembered the last time she saw him, the fog on his face was about to dissipate, and now the fog had gathered again.

She still couldn't see the man in front of her, but she knew that he was looking at her angrily.

Chen Huixin cried and laughed, but she didn't know what she was laughing at, laughing and laughing, her heart suddenly seemed to open a bloody hole, she saw herself say to the bloody mouth in her heart: "It's time to forget." ”

yes, it's time to forget.

He was still a handsome young man, and she was already dying.

Now she has a husband and children, and her family is harmonious.

It's time to forget.

The age is twilight, and I don't want to fall back into the obstacles.

People are old and yellow, like a pile of dried and fried dregs, sitting opposite the person in front of them, how embarrassing it is.

The man just looked at her stubbornly, as if it had been so many years ago.

Chen Huixin didn't want to investigate what she had missed.

It was time that was separated that she lost her old friend. In this life, I can't wait for you in the best years of my dreams, then forget it, wait for the next life, if there is an afterlife.

She was a determined person, and Huixin said to herself three times in a row: "Forget, forget, forget." Then he suddenly woke up from his dream.

After waking up, Chen Huixin was stunned for a long time, and then decided that this is the case in this life, and she has always been in harmony with her husband, and she has lived the last twilight of her life in harmony with Qin Se.

But she didn't expect that when she woke up again this time, everything would be different.

The story is finally back on track as I know it.

On that day, Luo Jingwei, a middle-aged teacher, saw Zhang Shaofen, a substitute teacher who had just come to report, in the office, and the woman smiled brightly at her.

In fact, his thoughts at the time were that he was going to go back, go back to see his sister Huixin, and tell her that he suddenly missed her very much. didn't know why, but he walked in front of Zhang Shaofen and smiled at her helplessly.

After this laugh, many things were born.

When you are old, you will not be at peace.

Since then, he has become more and more irritable when he looks at Chen Huixin, and sometimes he even wants to do something to her, he doesn't understand why, but he is angry for no reason. He also thought that maybe he was really not a good person, and when he was old, he still learned to find some true love.

He felt that he was already sorry for Huixin, so he couldn't be sorry for Zhang Shaofen anymore.

So at the end of the day, he had to get a divorce.

In fact, whenever Huixin hesitates and hesitates a little, he is happy, but Huixin only says, what about the child?

The fire in his chest came up again, it was the first time he had done it to her, but it wasn't the last.

The divorce went back and forth, and it took more than a year for the two to negotiate.

I remember who said that at the end of a marriage, two people are calculating and not giving an inch, because they are subconsciously reluctant to leave each other like this, so they are calculating, and they can't wait for this divorce to die.

Luo Jingwei thinks this way, I don't know, but I know that Chen Huixin doesn't think so, she is really not afraid of this separation, but she is worried about her children, she doesn't want to be like her mother left her, leave her children, and let them suffer so much in this world.

She just wanted to settle the child's back road. At the beginning, Luo Jingwei agreed to Chen Huixin's request, but Zhang Shaofen disagreed, Zhang Shaofen said that Luo Jingwei's was hers, why leave it to Chen Huixin, so Luo Jingwei took this ridiculous word as a holy decree, he refused Chen Huixin's request, as for how much of his heart was because of Zhang Shaofen, and how much was because of reluctance, I don't know.

It's just that Chen Huixin is still deadlocked, she thinks she knows Luo Jingwei enough, but she didn't expect that this Luo Jingwei, who has lived together for many years, is no longer the same.

Time transitioned to a picture I had seen once with my own eyes, Luo Jingwei was like a demon crawling out of hell, pinching Chen Huixin's neck fiercely.

Only then did I see that when he pinched someone, his eyes were clearly sad.

It turns out that he is not ignorant of everything.

Just why?

Chen Huixin's life can not be described as not bitter, when she was young, her father didn't hurt, her mother didn't, there were no ancestors who needed filial piety, and there were no brothers and sisters to accompany each other, and then the days were better, she let go of the people she loved when she was young, and then her husband didn't want her, and the children had nothing to do with her, but the moment the soul floated out of the body, in fact, she was not sad in her heart, she was just very strange.

It was as if there was a big hole in her ghost, and it had become hollow, as if nothing could fill it. She seemed to have lost something again.

She watched her soul flutter, leaving Luo Jingwei, who was choking her neck like a demon, there was no remembrance in her heart, no resentment, as if she was just a stranger, and there was only compassion in her eyes.

Chen Huixin thought that ghosts would disappear, disappearing little by little between heaven and earth.

Then disappear and don't come back, she thought to herself.