Sima Hongyan winked at Shi Jinyan, then turned to Xiao Hongying and said, "To be more precise, I think he was psychologically injured before, and he was frightened by others, which led to a mental breakdown. So it's completely out of state right now. ”

Zhong Liying was also inexplicable, and asked: "His kind of thief who kills people without blinking an eye will also have a nervous breakdown, I really can't think of anyone who has such a great ability, eldest sister, aren't you joking?" ”

Sima Hongyan nodded and said, "Of course someone can do it, that person is the South Wind Lonely Shadow!" ”

When it came to the martial arts alliance leader Nanfeng Guying, Xiao Hongying and Zhong Liying were both stunned, and then immediately thought of the battle of Tianling Mountain that Sima Hongyan had told them.

Zhong Liying said: "Eldest sister, are you talking about the incident of the South Wind Alliance leader digging out his heart with his bare hands?" ”

Xiao Hongying also heard Sima Hongyan say this, and said disdainfully: "Is this the matter?" Then he's too timid, right? ”

Recalling the scene when Nanfeng Lone Shadow treated Yan Jingshan in the jungle of Tianling Mountain, Sima Hongyan was still beating in her chest, and her heart was palpitating, she took a deep breath and said: "Hongying, if you didn't see it with your own eyes at the scene, you naturally can't understand the tragic situation at that time, even when I think about it now, my heart is beating faster, and I am very afraid." ”

Xiao Hongying actually said a little proudly: "Sister Hongyan, this is the reason why you have seen less, and you will not be so scared in the future." ”

"Still common?" Sima Hongyan said a little disgusted: "Seeing it once is enough for me to remember it for a lifetime!" ”

Xiao Hongying smiled and said, "I'll tell you something about me!" When I was five years old, my father had a big enemy who went up to the mountains to seek revenge. He poisoned our drinking water, which was later discovered by my father, but my father found out one step too late, and more than a dozen disciples of the Xiao Ling Sword Sect had already been poisoned and died of bleeding from the Seven Holes. If my dad had found out a little too late, I'm afraid I wouldn't have been able to talk to you here. My father was furious and found the man to duel him. That man's martial arts were far from my father's, and my father cut them in half with a knife, and the internal organs in his body were scattered all over the ground. ”

Zhong Liying couldn't help but be a little worried when she heard Xiao Hongying say such a miserable thing so lightly, and asked, "Then weren't you scared at that time?" ”

Xiao Hongying put away her smile and said with a wry smile: "I'm afraid!" How not to be afraid? Every night after that, I had nightmares, either dreaming of the brothers who had been poisoned to death, or dreaming of the enemy who had been hacked to death by my father. Every time I was scared and cried. If it weren't for my dad watching over me every night, I guess I would have had a nervous breakdown. ”

The first time I heard Xiao Hongying talk about what she feared when she was a child, Sima Hongyan inadvertently held her hand.

Shi Jinyan asked softly on the side at this time: "You saw such a miserable thing at such a young age, so how did you survive at that time?" ”

I heard Xiao Hongying continue: "Later, my father told me that people, like livestock, will die, and they may become like this. Just like the pig we kill in the kitchen, it is hollowed out and washed before we can eat its meat. And when a man dies, he can't eat it, because he will fly to the sky, and what he will leave behind is a stinky skin. In order to convince me, my dad also killed a big pig in front of me, and asked the kitchen to make braised pork for me to eat, and my dad said that as long as I ate it, I wouldn't have nightmares at night. ”

For the first time, Sima Hongyan heard that the father was enlightening his daughter in this way, it was unbelievable, and she asked curiously, "What about later?" ”

Xiao Hongying laughed again at this time and said, "Later, I ate the braised pork, and sure enough, I don't have nightmares at night anymore!" But in retrospect, my dad lied to me at the time, how can a human being be a pig on the same footing! ”

After listening to Xiao Hongying's words, Sima Hongyan, Shi Jinyan, and Zhong Liying looked at each other, and they really didn't understand how her father came up with such a strange enlightenment method.

Sima Hongyan didn't want to talk about this topic anymore, she turned to say: "Actually, Mo Shulun's situation is not quite the same as yours, you were young at that time and didn't understand anything, so you can accept it with a reasonable explanation."

Mo Shulun is different, a living person was pulled out of his heart with his hand in front of him, and the kind of fear and shock is unimaginable to ordinary people. Don't look at this Mo Shulun's arrogance, that's because he doesn't know what real horror is, and when he saw it with his own eyes, his spirit collapsed in an instant under extreme tension and fear. ”

Xiao Hongying nodded and said, "Actually, Sister Hongyan, I understand what you said, maybe if I saw that scene with my own eyes in Tianling Mountain that day, I might be so scared that I forgot who I was, but I'm not afraid." Ever since I joined the Women's Army, I've been prepared for what I might face in the future. I've heard people say that the battlefield is the most terrifying, the hell on earth, and even many people who are not afraid of anything in their lives are scared crazy on the battlefield. ”

Zhong Liying grabbed Xiao Hongying's other hand at this time, and said softly: "Our female army is not a soldier who wants to go into battle, there will be no such time." Even if we need to go to war in the future, I will stand in front of you, and I will never let the enemy harm you. ”

Sima Hongyan also said: "And me, as well as your sister Shi and sister Ban, we will protect you and never let you see bloody scenes again." I let you stay in the Women's Army just so that you can learn more skills, exercise your confidence, and do what you love in the future, instead of doing those brutal killings. ”

Xiao Hongying smiled sweetly and said, "I know that my sisters love me the most, I know!" ”

A five-year-old child has seen death with his own eyes, he has seen massacres, he has experienced hatred, and even the people who fall next to him are the people who get along with him day and night, what a cruel past! Xiao Hongying can still be like a normal girl now, and it is rare to have a simple heart. If you were someone else, you might live in fear for the rest of your life.

"It turns out that the rivers and lakes are not as beautiful as I yearn for, what clothes and belts are fluttering, flying eaves and walls, fighting swords in the world, and happy life, all lies!" Sima Hongyan thought in his heart, "There is only endless hatred, interests, and killing in the rivers and lakes. The fairyland-like life in the rivers and lakes is purely a deceptive thing in the novel! ”

Although he has experienced many misfortunes in his life, he is also lucky, after all, his childhood is all joy, whether in the past life or this life, under the care of his parents, there are no regrets in his childhood. It was unimaginable that Xiao Hongying, who was only sixteen years old, had experienced such a bloody childhood, which made Sima Hongyan feel a sense of pity in his heart.

Knowing Xiao Hongying's childhood experience, the Sima Hongyan sisters didn't think that her usual willfulness and nonsense were too excessive, but felt that her heart was not distorted, which was really a blessing in misfortune.

And at this time, the most complicated heart is poetry.

In fact, from the moment she met Xiao Hongying, Shi Jinyan didn't look down on her very much. thinks she is willful and rude, relying on her father to be the head of the first major faction in the rivers and lakes, she doesn't give face to others when she speaks, she does things upside down, and she doesn't take anything seriously. is really a person from two worlds with himself, if it weren't for Sima Hongyan and Hongyanjun, maybe a person with this character would never have a chance to meet him in his life.

So whenever she has the opportunity, Shi Jinyan will give Xiao Hongying a little embarrassment or embarrassment, and will tease her from time to time. Zhong Liying and Xiao Hongying are close, and Shi Jinyan understands that it is because they are both from the grass and grow in a similar environment. But she didn't understand that Sima Hongyan was the eldest lady of the official eunuch's family like herself, how could she look at this gangster Xiao Hongying differently.

It wasn't until today that I heard Xiao Hongying talk about her childhood, and Shi Jinyan had another emotion towards Xiao Hongying. It seems that between people, character is not judged by birth.

Originally, it was about Mo Shulun, but I didn't expect it to accidentally evoke some of Xiao Hongying's past. In addition to sighing, the sisters forgot about Mo Shulun in the back of their minds.

At this time, on the stage, the situation changed, and Sima Hongyan and several people were pulled back into the arena by everyone's exclamation.