When the day came, I found that it was already dawn, this night I was no matter what, there was no way to sleep, I was lying on the bed alone, thinking about what Zizi said to me last night, although I didn't want to do it, but she was threatening Xiao Lin'er's life, I really didn't know what to do.

It's daytime now, the roommate in the dormitory has already gone to class, I'm the only one in the dormitory of Nuoda, I can't tell anyone this kind of thing, I don't know who to talk to, one is my former girlfriend, who committed suicide because of me, and the other is my current girlfriend, I know I'm sorry for Zizi, but how can I be sorry for Xiao Lin'er now.

Maybe some things are like this, life has been going on, repeatedly, repeatedly, some things have happened, obviously I want to stop it, but I just can't stop it, I don't want to do it, but sometimes, I have to do it out of helplessness, this is probably life.

It's like a circle, enclosing us in this square and small place, let's keep going around in circles, to do something that has happened, keep circulating, no matter what, I slowly took out my phone, turned on my phone, and looked at it here, I took a photo of Xiao Lin'er.

"I'm sorry for you, Xiao Lin'er." I shook my head and said: "Everything started because of me, maybe it should end because of me, this wrong fate, I'm really sorry Zizi, if I didn't fall in love with you, I wouldn't break up with Zizi, if I didn't break up with Zizi, I'm afraid she wouldn't commit suicide for love, and you wouldn't be in any danger." ”

"All these faults were brought on by me alone." I shook my head and sighed: "I originally thought that Zizi would think about it, but I didn't expect to commit suicide in the end, I originally thought that she would not be ruthless, but Zizi, who turned into a demon, really made me have a new understanding of her." ”

"Whether she's good or bad now, it's always us who hurt her." I sighed: "It's all because of me that she became what she is now, maybe this is my retribution!" But no matter what, I won't let you leave me. ”

I opened the call log on my phone, and I made a call, and the phone rang with a 'tick' sound, and after about a few minutes, someone answered the call.

"Hey, what's the matter? Yushu, why did you call me all of a sudden. Xiao Lin'er's voice came from the other end of the phone.

"Xiao Lin'er." I said in a low voice, "Wait a little at noon, can we meet, I have something I want to tell you." ”

"What's wrong?" Xiao Lin'er was puzzled: "How do you feel, you speak strangely, Yushu, are you sick?" ”

"I, I'm fine." I hurriedly said, "I just, I have an important thing to tell you. ”

"yes, I see." Xiao Lin'er said: "Then wait a while, let's meet at the school gate!" ”

"Hmm."

I answered, hung up the phone, threw the phone on the bed, sat here alone, thinking about something, I'm really messed up right now, I don't really know what to do anymore.

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On the one hand, I really don't want to be separated from Xiao Lin'er, on the other hand, Zizi exerted pressure on me, I really don't know what to do, if I don't break up with Xiao Lin'er, Xiao Lin'er will be in danger, but if I break up with Xiao Lin'er, I'm afraid that Xiao Lin'er will be sad, and when the time comes, I will do stupid things like Zizi, and I will regret it too late at that time.

I had a very complicated feeling, just here waiting for the arrival of noon, time is like an arrow, the sun and the moon are like a shuttle, noon soon came, I simply put on my clothes, and walked out of my dormitory, walking in the direction of the school gate, the people in the school, also began, leaving the school one after another, students in the university, there are local students, because home is in the local area, so there is no need to live on campus.

I walked to the school gate, and I saw that outside the school gate, there was a Xiao Lin'er standing in a dress like a little Lori, Xiao Lin'er was chatting with another female classmate here.

I walked over slowly, and Xiao Lin'er and the female classmates in her class stopped chatting instantly when they saw me coming.

"Yushu, you're here." Xiao Lin'er looked at me and smiled, "By the way, what do you want to say to me?" ”

"Uh......" I glanced at the female classmate next to Xiao Lin'er, a little hesitant.

"That, Lin'er, I won't disturb your sweetness." The female classmate glanced at me and said very interestingly: "Lin'er, I'll go first, I don't want your light bulb anymore, let's come out to play when we have time!" ”

"Uh, well-known then!" Xiao Lin'er turned her head to look at the female classmate and said, "Be careful on your way." ”

"Hmm." The female student nodded, turned around and walked out of the school.

"Okay, Yushu, now you can say, what exactly do you want to say to me?" Xiao Lin'er turned her head to look at me and asked, "You were on the phone just now, and you didn't say anything." ”

"Lin'er, let's take a walk together!" I looked at Xiao Lin'er and bowed her head and said, "We haven't been together for a long time." ”

"Ugh." Xiao Lin'er looked at me in amazement.

Then I walked forward silently, Xiao Lin'er followed behind me, the two of us walked out of the school, we came to a cold drink shop, found a remote seat, the two of us sat here, I ordered two glasses of juice, and sat here with Xiao Lin'er, but I was dead or alive, there was no way to speak, maybe it wasn't that I didn't want to say, but I didn't know how to say it!

"Well, what's wrong with you?" Xiao Lin'er looked at me and said, "If you want to tell me, just say it!" Why, for a long time, I didn't say a word. ”

"I, I don't know what to say." I glanced at Xiao Lin'er, and finally bowed my head and said, "Anyway, I'm sorry for you!" I'm afraid this is all the retribution I have incurred, I'm sorry for you, and I'm sorry for Zizi. ”

"Yushu, what are you talking about?" Xiao Lin'er looked at me and smiled: "You didn't feel sorry for me, Zizi's matter, I know, you have always remembered it in your heart, although you don't say it, but I can feel that you feel very guilty about Zizi in your heart." ”

"I'm sorry, Xiao Lin'er." I bowed my head slightly and said, "I, I don't know, how I should face you, I don't know, I don't know, how I should say that." ”

"What's the matter, what the hell are you ...... What's wrong? Xiao Lin'er looked at me and said.

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"Xiao Lin'er, let's break up!" I hesitated for a moment, but finally got my words out.

"Hmm!"

When Xiao Lin'er heard this, she looked at me in shock, and then I saw that Xiao Lin'er's eyes were filled with tears, obviously Xiao Lin'er was really sad.

"Yushu, what's wrong with you?" Xiao Lin'er cried: "With what I know about you, you won't say such things for no reason, do you have any troubles, you can tell me, the two of us will solve it together, but you must not leave me, I really can't leave you now." ”

I looked at Xiao Lin'er, crying and begging me in front of me, my heart ached, how could this hurt, I really didn't want to leave Xiao Lin'er, I really didn't want to leave my girlfriend, but in the face of Zizi's threat, I had to do something.

"I'm fine." I shook my head and said, "No, the exam is approaching, I have to concentrate on studying now, facing the upcoming exam, and this love thing, I think it's better to forget it!" ”

"No, you're all an excuse." Xiao Lin'er shook her head and said: "This is definitely not, what you think in your heart, you must have a problem, what kind of trouble do you have, you can tell us, we will solve it together." ”

"Xiao Lin'er, I know what you mean." I shook my head and said, "But even if you tell you this kind of thing, it's useless. ”

"No, don't do that to me." Xiao Lin'er trembled and said, "If you do this, I might as well die." ”

"Don't say that." When I heard this, I angrily scolded Xiao Lin'er: "How can you say it, no matter how you say it, you still have your parents, how can you say that you will die, you have to learn to be stronger." ”

"But if you're gone, what reason do I have to be strong?" Xiao Lin'er bowed her head and said: "You left me, I really have no reason to live, Yushu, if you are not there, what reason do I have to live, how can I live strongly, I am not a strong person in the first place." ”

"Well, I knew it was going to happen." I shook my head and said, "Lin'er, you should understand me, I have my reasons, I have my troubles." ”

"But, no matter what the hardships are, you can't, just say that you are separated from me!" Xiao Lin'er bowed her head aggrievedly and said, "You know, I can't live without you for a moment, why do you do this to me." ”

"I'm actually here to save you!" I took a deep breath and said, "I have no other way, okay, since you don't want to, then you don't have to say it, you don't need to ask me, what is the matter, I won't say, you just need to know that everything I do is just to let you live." ”

"Uh, I see." Xiao Lin'er said silently.

I looked at Xiao Lin'er like this, shook my head slightly, and said secretly in my heart: "It seems that this really doesn't work, it seems that it can only be used, I just found the way, I hope this way, I can really protect Xiao Lin'er." ”

The two of us are sitting here, but because of what happened just now, it seems a little embarrassing now, Xiao Lin'er and I are silent, I know that what I said just now must have hurt Xiao Lin'er's heart, but I can't help it, if I don't do this, Xiao Lin'er will be killed by Zizi.