Because I don't think any difficulty can stop them from truly loving each other, even if his body has begun to slowly become fragile now, even if he is now unstable and still trying to stand there to complete this wedding, I watched him become more and more fragile, and even closed his eyes slightly, I knew that his time was running out.

Chen Xia has been immersed in the beauty of this kind of wedding, her hand has been holding his hand, the two of them are now standing there in this posture, after a pause Chen Xia turned her head to look at him, and stretched out her hand to slowly caress his face, her face slowly pressed to his forehead and said softly: "If you are tired, go to sleep, I will always love you." ”

After hearing this, he fell to the ground, even though Chen Xia held his hand, put him on the side of the bed and looked at him and said: "Actually, I could see that his face was not very good at the beginning, otherwise he wouldn't have slept for so long, but I have always been reluctant to express it in my heart, thank you just now, let me really have a wedding feeling, I am already very satisfied." ”

I stepped forward and said to her, "I didn't know that the effect of this flower would be so bad, I thought it could last for more than ten hours, at least you can get along for a while, every minute is precious for you, it's a pity." ”

Chen Xia shook her head and said with a very satisfied look: "Contented people are always happy, we both have done what we want to do the most, and we are already satisfied, so you don't have to feel guilty, on the contrary, I want to thank you, in fact, since this morning, I feel that his body is wrong, as if he is as slow as before, and even can't walk well, but I didn't say it, in fact, I thought that today's wedding couldn't hold it, but fortunately, I insisted that I experienced a perfect wedding." ”

I didn't know what she said, because I basically didn't pay too much attention to his situation when I was eating in the morning, and I thought that I would definitely be able to spend it safely today, so I didn't think much about it, I shook my head and said, "I didn't do anything, it should be his own consciousness, and if he wants to live, he will continue to persevere." ”

She nodded, and I continued, "So what are you going to do next?"

Chen Xia seemed to have been pondering, and finally said to me: "Continue to live, after all, I don't want him to worry anymore, just think that he is still by my side, and then I plan to adopt a child, it must be a daughter, so that she can be dressed up beautifully, and I will go through the formalities in a few days." ”

Adopting a child is very noble for me, it is really doing a good deed and satisfying my idea of being a mother, and now many orphans are very pitiful in my opinion, so I support her idea very much and say: "Your idea is really good, and you must be very happy to be your daughter." ”

I couldn't help but look at me with envy, she smiled and said to me, "Stay and eat tonight, or I'll be too lonely to be alone, besides."

I want to talk to you, looking at your expression, it seems that there is something in my heart that I don't want to let go, don't worry, I won't force you to tell me, I am also a lot different in age from you, if I can have a child at that time, I think the child will be six or seven years old, and he will be in elementary school at that time. ”

After speaking, she took my hand and walked out, leaving this room, the whole living room seemed lonely, in such a large room, there is usually only Chen Xia alone, she must be very lonely, in such an open place, she only eats alone every day, so it is better to adopt a child, so that she will not be so lonely.

At this time, she has already walked to the kitchen to cook, I have been beside the hand, she cooks very delicious and has a lot of tricks, there are all kinds of equipment in the kitchen, looking at her appearance is so good-looking and so good-maintained, not at all like a person who often cooks, I can't help but sigh: "I really admire you for everything, you can be a chef at this level of cooking." ”

Chen Xia smiled and said: "I actually didn't cook at all before, my parents also regarded me as a baby at home, and then I came out with him and found that I had to do everything by myself, he spoiled me very much and didn't let me do anything, but he was already very tired from work and had to cook for me when he went home, I didn't want to go, and then I began to learn to cook, and when his career became bigger, I had more time, so I would have a little bit of everything, so he could come back to cook and eat whatever he wanted." ”

Now it seems that every sentence can touch the memories between them, I don't know if I should ask, but she doesn't care at all, and says to me: "Don't worry about me, I am very satisfied with this wedding, I have to live a good life in the future, and you are the same, it seems that you have something on your mind, you should be doing something that people don't understand, right?"

This immediately poked my heart, I nodded and said: "Actually, there are some things that people don't understand, but it's not so difficult to do it yourself, and even enjoy it, I think that after I don't let me do this, I will feel that my life seems to be boring, isn't it strange?"

Chen Xia was stirring breadcrumbs in her hand, she stopped and turned her head to me and said: "It's not strange, I'm actually the same person as you, as long as I decide one thing, no one can change it, just like being desperate to be with him at the beginning, and now I don't feel that I did anything wrong, but I still feel a little guilty in my heart, I haven't been to see my parents for so many years, and they haven't been in touch until now when they were angry, I think it's time to go back and see." ”

After she put things in the oven, she sat down and said to me: "Actually, parents love their children, and it was because they felt sorry for me, thinking that they haven't been back for so many years, I don't know if they will be angry with me when I go back this time, and I will go home for a few days after adopting the child this time, which is also what I want to do." ”

I admire her when she does things very chicly, and she will do it as long as she decides

People now seem to be more and more timid, no matter what you do, you have to think about the consequences first, if you feel that the consequences are not worth taking the risk yourself, then you will immediately dispel this idea, but Chen Xia is different.

It didn't take long for her to make a table of good dishes, but only the two of us made too much, and made all kinds of desserts, and after tasting them, I felt that they were even better than those in the cake shops, and I couldn't help but sigh: "Your bread is so delicious, how happy." ”

When I eat something delicious, I will unconsciously show a happy expression, I feel that all the troubles are gone at this time, and she laughed when she saw my smiling expression and said: "Yes, I feel very happy when I cook, and I am even happier when I see others happy when they eat, in fact, happiness is very simple, it is enough to live a life that you feel very comfortable, what about you, what kind of life do you want to live?"

After listening to what she said, I swallowed the bread in my mouth and began to think about it, as if I really didn't think about what kind of life I would live in the future, because I felt that my life was more complicated, and who could know what kind of things I would experience in the future as a Maoshan Taoist priest, maybe there would be danger all of a sudden, and I didn't expect that I could live an ordinary life.

But at this time, I remembered that dream again, when I lived with Wang Meng in that dream, I could go to the school gate to buy a cup of milk tea to drink, I could cook together, and I watched variety shows in my room together on a rainy day, and I seemed quite satisfied to sleep well listening to the rain outside, which may be my ideal life.

But I'm not an ordinary person after all, and such an ordinary life is just a luxury for me after all.

After a pause, I shook my head and said, "I haven't thought about it, the most important thing now is to graduate and find a good job, and think about it later, anyway, when you are young, there is a way out of everything." ”

I just said these words casually, Chen Xia nodded and continued to eat, it had been a long time since dinner, and it was already dark outside, but in any case, Chen Xia had to drive me to the school gate before she was willing, feeling that it was too late to let me go back alone, she couldn't rest assured.

In the end, I had to take her car back to school, and she talked to me a lot along the way, as if she felt my mother's concern, and kept telling me to listen well at school, and to eat well, and it didn't take long for me to come to the school gate.

Pushed open the car door and got out of the car, I still felt a little reluctant, she said to me: "I want to come over for dessert in the future, welcome at any time, I will always be at home, but in a few days I will go to adopt a child and then go back to my hometown for a while, you can come to me after this time, I will wait for you." ”

I nodded and said to her, "Okay, then it's not too early, you can go back quickly, I'll go back to school too, bye." ”

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After the separation, I stood there, watching her car go away before walking to the school gate, then there was a voice behind me, it was already very late, so there was no one in the school, at this time I was walking on a small road, Wang Meng didn't know when he started to follow me.

I just turned my head to him and said, "Where the hell have you been, I thought you ran somewhere again, why didn't you tell me every time you disappeared, do you know that I was worried about you, but fortunately you are now." ”

I had been babbling and talking when I suddenly heard a voice behind me.

Wang Meng fell in front of me.

(End of chapter)