In the end, I forgot what my heart was, and I forgot time.

I remember the last time I suffered such a pain, it should have been a long, long time ago, when did I forget that I thought it was in the Dragon and Tiger, but if you think about it carefully, the environment is different from now, when? At what time it was, I seemed to have experienced a catastrophe that was even bigger than the last one......

Why do I have so many models? Why does the world seem to be directed at me......

I was a little hopeless, and the memories seemed to converge into a river, a river with black waves that kept sweeping over my nerves, filling my mind with memories, none of which were happy.

Infinite separation from my lover, infinite times watching him die in front of me, and infinite times I kill myself in front of him.

It seems that having this child in this life is still my happiest continuation......

Can't you let me have a happy dream, even if it's a dream, even if it's a deception......

Oh God......

I have a feeling of wanting to cry, but I don't know who to cry with, the current situation I can only suffer in pain, not so much torment, but the nightmare of reincarnation, it's like torture, the shirt is in the previous life, it seems that the ending of each life is very tragic, why is the sky always targeting me, I can see it clearly, this reincarnation can be seen clearly, I really understand, every time I am suffering, if this memory is biased, or false, then I am willing to admit it, But why is this memory so real, as if I can still feel the pain of that time again......

It may be a fake memory, and I tried to tell if it was fake, but I saw in her dream my first encounter with Yan Yufeng, and our first wedding, our second wedding.

Every time I don't have a happy ending, every time I have to be so tormented, I really can't stand it, I feel more and more depressed, and I can't control my strength more and more, more and more presumptuous, I don't know what I want, what kind of ending I want, who am I? Who the hell am I......

Why is it so miserable, the negative energy in my heart bursts out, the emotions in my heart overflow, and I don't want to remember the past more and more now, but the previous world is coming to me like a tide.

Am I going to be like this, just because of what I'm suffering now? It's so painful to suffer now, how can it not be painful before, the previous one was really upside down, I looked at my memories, and there was a feeling of nausea, that feeling of nausea and wanting to vomit, and even the old man began to become painful, what the hell is going on? What the hell is wrong with this world.

The more I thought about it, the more unconvinced I became, why am I like this every time, but the truth is so cruel.

"What else are you not convinced? You just give up, it's useless to struggle, you know that there is no one in this world to save you, you are so lonely and helpless child, do you think we can't do anything to him? But do you really want to see his body? If you really want to see his corpse, we will bring it to you now, if you don't want to, it's still too late to return to obedience, smart people will make a smart choice, you are also a smart person, you have gone through so many disasters, suffered so many losses, and don't know the bitterness and surrender, then you are really a very strong person."

"It's not so much a tough woman as a wolf."

Well, the wolf's heart and dog's lungs are all used, I cry and laugh, and I can't care about the pain in my body at all, because my heart has become unconscious, and I have been cut so many times by a thousand knives, and my whole person seems to be offline.

"If you think that you are playing tricks on me like this, so that I will seek pleasure, then you try to think about it, anyway, I will never admit defeat in these things, this is the first, it is you who force me to kneel, this is also whether you force me to kneel or not, I will keep in mind the good things, thinking that I can think of anyone now, any memory in reincarnation, I know what I want to know who my lover is? Until now, I still have children step by step, even if it is difficult, I will go step by step, this round will not work, then the next round, there will be children after all, the future will be there after all, you people who have lost themselves and lost their conscience. We'll see. ”

We'll see.

In one sentence, the whole explanation is given.

At that moment, as if nothing in this world existed, I seemed to have hatred in my heart.

"Giving birth to a god, you have such a strong hatred in your heart, who do you think you are worthy of? Are you worthy of the people who love you? Is it worthy of the Hades who has been thinking about it for several reincarnations? Or, is it worthy of your innocent and romantic child? ”？

"Innocent and romantic, what are you kidding? His child, doesn't he like a man? Like a guy first, right? ”

Are they going to attack even this? I felt more and more irritable, my hands were being pressed, my fingers were broken, and I was in general pain, but ......

I can't fall, I say fall, the world seems to fall, the two of them need me, my instincts tell me that the two of them need my support, my love, and my children.

"If this is what you call the way of heaven, then if you are not good, I will do it this day, if you are, what you can't do, then I will do it, if you can't wake up, let me do it, if you are a good person, can't you do it in a county? I'm here to slaughter you. ”

Let's say, I have a fierce murderous aura in my hand, that murderous aura I have never seen before, it is a red lotus, the lotus has a bewitching color, hovering straight to the heaven and earth The moment it exploded between the heaven and the earth, I was stunned, the gray weather dispersed in an instant, and the surrounding area seemed to be shattered into countless pieces like glass, and the fragments fell downward, sparse one after another.

In the end, I don't even know how to explain the source of this power, probably because of the hatred, probably because of the deep hatred of the sea of blood that I can't let go, yes, the deep hatred of the sea of blood, all the world has turned into a blood-red color.

"If it's a real hero, why don't you stand up and let me see what it's all about!?"

"You guys seem to be a little naïve, don't you know what year it is? Your time will eventually pass, even this kind of trivial things you have to participate in and take care of, if this is the way of heaven, then the way of heaven still doesn't exist, with a weak guarantee, the sky is coming to me this day "Read the book and find the latest chapter by yourself?" You're out, WeChat attention Beauty editor helps you find books! It's really a good book to flirt with girls!