During the period when more than 200 guards were encamped, Qing Yuxuan, Sun Jinnuan and others came to Gukou to avoid the hot construction scene.

It was not only Qing Da Xuan and the two beautiful men who came out to breathe, but there were also four other people following behind, who were the captains and vice-captains of the two sides of the life and death training camp.

Qing Yuxuan exhaled a long breath, feeling the emptiness around him, the silence of the long sky, and the insects and cicadas singing among the trees, he only felt that his mind was leisurely, it seemed to be very chaotic, and it seemed to be very calm, and what he was thinking in his heart seemed to be quite complicated, but it seemed to be very simple; Finally, I couldn't help but feel a sense of confusion.

Even a moment of confusion can be said to be a fatal flaw for a killer, even a top killer like the Qing Killer will not be an exception, but at this moment, the Qing Killer is really confused, and he is confused for more than a moment......

It has been nearly half a year since I crossed my soul, a soul who does not belong to this world at all, into this world.

Every day is like fighting in the previous life, but the mind is used a lot, but the hands and feet move very little.

There are many times when he pretends to be crazy and stupid, but he uses very little of the iron-blooded means that he is best at.

In a blink of an eye, almost half a year has passed, and I have been immersed in these extremely boring things for a long time.

So, how did I come into this world...... What are you here for? Is it to dominate the world? Is it for the prince Wandai? Or is it for a lifetime?

……

What is it for?

Qing Yuxuan put his hands behind his shoulders and walked forward slowly, not in a hurry or slowly.

But in the eyes of the six people behind him, they were full of surprise!

Qing Yuxuan in front of him, swept away the previous kind of prodigal and slippery, squirming appearance, the temperament of the whole person, it can be said that there is an essential transformation, it is like a transcendent hermit, although it is clear and clear to see that he is stepping on the solid ground with every step, but she clearly feels that every step she takes is strolling towards another time and space!

Another time, another space, is in a mysterious place that everyone does not know.

At this moment, everyone suddenly had a mysterious and unpredictable feeling: the mysterious little grandfather in front of him seemed to ...... It doesn't belong to this world at all,

Or maybe she never belonged to this world!

This peculiar feeling is obviously ridiculous to the extreme, but it is real.

She just walked step by step, but it seemed that everything in this world, including the people around her, the soil under her feet, the trees on both sides, the dust in the air, everything had nothing to do with her.

Everything still coexists in harmony, but the only thing that is not harmonious is the living person in his eyes.

It seems that between heaven and earth, she is the only one who exists alone, neither intertwined with all things, nor with everything.

Qing Yuxuan, this person, is actually an independent little world!

This feeling, but not the loneliness of the high place! But...... Detached! And also...... Endless slaughter!

Transcendent and independent of heaven and earth, yet ready to intervene in it!

Heaven and earth have no self, I am not in heaven and earth, heaven and earth have me, I am heaven and earth!

Sun Jinnuan and Feng Ge had almost forgotten to walk, staring blankly at the figure in front of them, with only one thought in their hearts: Could it be that this is her true face?

After a long time, Feng Ge finally couldn't help but step forward to talk to Qing Yuxuan, he was suddenly a little afraid of this strange taste of being clear and away from Qing Yuxuan, but Sun Jinnuan hurriedly grabbed him and stopped him from speaking.

Although Sun Jinnuan didn't understand what Qing Yuxuan was doing at the moment and why it suddenly happened, Sun Jinnuan still keenly felt that Qing Yuxuan at this time must not be alarmed, and even the slightest sound could interrupt this transcendent abnormality.

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Qing Yuxuan suddenly let out a long breath, stopped moving forward, looked up at the sky with his hands up, the white clouds were leisurely, shook his head with a wry smile, and stood quietly like this, only to feel that his thoughts were empty, clear, clear, and infinitely bright.

No thoughts, no stagnation.

The whole person seems to have suddenly returned to reality from the unreal.

Qing Yuxuan obviously felt that although his spiritual power had improved a lot, he had not broken through the previous bottleneck, and it seemed that there was a faint veil of fog in front of him, and it was hazy and unclear. If this layer can be broken through, the entire spiritual consciousness will inevitably be greatly improved.

And the source of this layer of obstacles, Qing Yuxuan can vaguely feel.

It comes from your heart.

"Yuxuan, just now... You... What are you thinking? Sun Jinnuan's voice was still so cold, but Qing Yuxuan could clearly hear that there was already a touch of concern and concern in Sun Jinnuan's voice.

Sun Jinnuan is very smart, when he saw Qing Yuxuan suddenly fall into this wonderful realm, he felt that it seemed that Qing Yuxuan was about to break through unexpectedly at an important pass, but after seeing her immersed in this wonderful realm for a while, she suddenly seemed to be like an immortal who was about to become an immortal and was beaten back to the world with a stick, and the difference between the two feelings before and after was extremely obvious, and finally couldn't help but ask.

"I was thinking about ...... just now" Qing Yuxuan's state of mind was still a little trance-like, as if half of his feet were still in that wonderful state, and said leisurely, "...... What do I want to do in this life? Or rather, why did I come into this world? Or...... What are my goals? What can I do? What can I do? ”

"The goal? ......" Sun Jinnuan hesitated, "Shouldn't everyone have a goal when they live?" ”

In my heart, I was secretly asking myself: What about me? Why am I alive? Where is my goal?

Thinking about it abruptly, Sun Jinnuan also felt a little melancholy: The little grandfather should naturally have her goals, but I ...... Am I still qualified to pursue anything? Do I really have the qualifications?

"Yes, there should be a goal, and everyone should have it. I used to have an idea that I would return a clear sky to the world with my own strength; With killing and iron blood, I will straighten out what I think is a dirty world, so that the world will reach the kind of peace and prosperity I long for to a certain extent. At least in my eyes, it doesn't seem like there are so many grievances......" Qing Yuxuan laughed bitterly.

"I never paid attention to what other people thought, I just stubbornly followed the way I was used to doing what I thought was right. I do my own thing, although I know that it is just a drop in the bucket, Jingwei reclamation, but I have never changed my original intention! But...... When I came here, I was lost, really lost......"

Sun Jinnuan naturally didn't know what Qing Yuxuan meant by 'Jingwei reclamation', and he didn't know what Qing Yuxuan meant by 'coming here'.

But he could hear that Qing Yuxuan had a deep loneliness in his heart. This actually made him feel a faint pain in his heart.

It's like seeing a never-say-die fighter, after exhausting all the strength and abilities of his life, only to suddenly find that the enemy in front of him is the whole world, and he can never defeat, thwart, or destroy......

It turns out that what he has insisted on doing all his life is nothing more than a mantis arm as a car, a mayfly shaking a tree, and that kind of helpless loss and desolate unwillingness can really be described in words.

After pondering for a moment, Sun Jinnuan comforted him warmly, "It's actually hard to say what life is for; For some people, it is just a husband and a child, a husband and wife who love each other, earn a bite to eat with their own strength, or live for hatred and trust, the days go by day by day, year by year, and they grow old year after year, but they don't feel too much loss; I believe that this is the case for the vast majority of people in this world. ”

Moreover, this kind of ordinary but fixed life, there are still countless people who feel happy and satisfied. As for some people, especially those who have power, strength, and ability, they are all working hard for their own fame and great cause, dominating one side, fighting bravely and fiercely all the time, and being ranked first in the Jinluan Palace, unlimited life, and the first in the world. Even the most mediocre people in the market will strive to be a so-called 'human being' in their eyes in order to have better clothing, food, housing and transportation......"

When he said these words, I don't know when, Qing Yuxuan had already turned around, his bright eyes were staring at him, but there was no frivolity in his eyes as before, and there was not even the usual amazing color, only a very calm, very profound, and a little thoughtful and moving look.

In this almost exaggerated cultivation society, there are not many people like Sun Jinnuan who can see it so clearly. This made Qing Yuxuan a little surprised.

"Actually...... In this world, the vast majority of people are too tired to live. And it's not really worth it. Sun Jinnuan has confusion in his eyes, but he also has firmness, and even some disdain, it seems that the supreme pursuit of the so-called some people in this world may not be worth mentioning in his eyes.

So, what do you think this world is for? Or rather, for what? Qing Yuxuan said thoughtfully.

"I don't know what people are for, and I'm not qualified to say anything on behalf of others, but I know what I know." Sun Jinnuan said slowly, but his eyes were glowing with bright colors, "I, Sun Jinnuan, am just a person who is oppressed by power, and besides, the world makes people, I'm afraid that I don't have any qualifications to be ranked in the Jinluan Palace and the first in the world in this life." All I want at this moment is ...... If the heart is at peace, this life is enough! ”

Yes, my Sun Jinnuan only asks for peace of mind.

On that day, for the safety of the family; For the sake of my parents' peace of mind, I had no choice.

Because, at that time, I was willing to pay for my parents. So, I have a good heart.

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