Chapter 319: Yang Liulang, Let's Leave
Liulang ran up to the mountainside of Xiaoqingshan, and really saw the lonely Hemai at the location of the Yang family's ancestral grave.
What shocked him even more was that the tombstone he had erected with his own hands had a sealed edict next to the monument.
The sealed edict was also buried next to the stele by his own hands, and Rokuro knew what was written in it.
It is a letter of honor that shows the loyalty of the Yang family, Yang Liulang, who is not afraid of danger, kills all sides, and fights foreign enemies with meritorious service, so that he will be crowned with meritorious service after his death.
He looked at Hemai, his face was heavy, and his eyes were full of guilt.
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Hearing the sound, He Mai quietly turned around.
The tear stains on her face have been dried by the mountain wind into faint red marks, and the night is dark, and there is no trace of her sad tears that have been shed for a long time, but only the coldness and sorrow in her eyes.
"Hemai ......" Rokuro spoke weakly, only feeling that everything he said was extremely heavy, "You saw it all?" ”
He Mai stared quietly at the tall man opposite him in the night, his face calm and indifferent, as if he didn't know the person in front of him.
"These ...... I can explain that I did use his identity......" Rokuro had never felt so flustered, and at this moment he couldn't wait to put the truth and facts in front of He Mai one by one, and tell her that he couldn't help himself!
"Whatever the reason, you don't have to explain it to me." He Mai's voice was calm, and the soft tone was as if a gust of wind would be blown away, "I won't believe your words anymore, all the truths I know now, although ridiculous and cruel, are all found with my own hands and seen with my own eyes." If I listen to you, I'm afraid that I will still be kept in the dark by you, and I will be tricked into being a blind and deaf fool. ”
She had a self-deprecating smile on her face, but in Rokuro's eyes, it was extremely sarcastic and shocking.
Liulang said bitterly: "Hemai, it is true that I can't live with you, but I did this because I respected the will of the above, not that I deliberately concealed it......"
"But you don't have to marry me," He Mai said quietly, "it's a fun thing to marry a stupid woman with a fake name and a false identity, and hide it from her all day long, and watch her like you and fall in love with you stupidly, right?" ”
"I've never thought about it like that, I've never thought it was fun, I married you because I felt sorry for you, because I wanted to protect you just by looking at you, I didn't say those things to you, too...... Also to protect you! Rokuro explained in a slightly hurried voice.
He Mai smiled bitterly and shook his head, "It's all like this, you still lie to me?" You are not Yang Liulang, you are not an ordinary hunter in Xiaoqing Village, who are you? What are you using Yang Liulang's name in Xiaoqing Village for? With such a noble status, what is there for you to look at here? You're here on a mission, so where are you going to go when you're done? Do you want to go back and make a marriage contract with your Miss Xu? ”
When she saw that Rokuro was about to explain, she waved her arm, "You are not telling me that your marriage contract with her can be dissolved." Where is the marriage given by the emperor so easily dissolved as you said? Or do you think I'm too stupid to think I'll trust you easily and let you deceive? ”
"It's not like this...... Liulang's voice carried a hint of pleading, "Wait for the news from the imperial capital, as long as the prime minister Li Yunge is arrested and detained, our side can start to capture Li Jiazhuang and others, all of them are ......."
"What's the use of you telling me this?" He Mai interrupted him, his voice still containing a touch of sadness and self-deprecation, "What does the affairs of the court have to do with me?" All I know is that you have been lying to me every day, every night, every moment, for nearly two years! ”
Rokuro looked at her miserable and angry little face, and his heart ached.
"I believe in you so much......" He Mai felt aggrieved, and the look of hatred mixed with crying made Rokuro feel ashamed.
"In vain, you and I have shared the same bed for hundreds of days, but you will not even give me a word of truth...... Who are you who sleep next to me every day? Who is the surname and where does the family live, is the real you, have you long had a wife and children, and a group of concubines and maids? With tears in her eyes, she said things like stabbing herself in the heart with a knife.
"What you say, I am me, I am the same as you, I have never been married at all, and I have no wife or children......" Rokuro was extremely sad, but no matter what he said at this time, He Mai couldn't listen to it!
"Then why did you hide it from me and refuse to tell me anything! What the hell is it that deserves you to deceive me for so long! Everyone in the world can see that you are not Yang Liulang at all, only me...... The only person who was played by you is me! He Mai's face was filled with tears, and with every word she spoke, the tears flowed into her mouth, bitter as if she wanted to poison her own throat.
"Hemai, I don't want to lie to you! I'll definitely tell you the truth and the truth, but not now, can you wait for me? As long as the affairs of Li Jiazhuang are stable, I will definitely tell you everything......" Liulang tried his best to soothe Hemai's sadness, but no matter what he said, he only saw Hemai's expression becoming more and more angry and sad.
"I don't want to know!" He Mai angrily pushed Yang Liulang away, the tears on her face glistened, like the only pearl that would shine and hurt in this dark night, she was sad and couldn't help but cry, "You are a liar, I don't believe your words anymore!" ”
The more sad and sad He Mai was, the more Rekuro blamed himself and repented, he felt pity and distress, and he couldn't care about what He Mai could say to understand him at this time, just looking at He Mai's miserable and pitiful little face, he felt physical and mental pain.
"I should have waited......" Rokuro muttered bitterly as he looked at her.
"I shouldn't have fallen in love with you at first sight, I can't control myself, I should have waited and waited until I could face you with my true self, and then come and woo you, not now...... Hemai, I'm sorry, I really ...... I really didn't think I'd hide it from you for so long......"
He Mai smiled bitterly: "You finally told the truth, didn't you?" You're hiding it from me, it's so miserable! ”
Like a bronze mirror that had been smashed to the ground with his own hands and torn apart, those fragments pierced the limbs and five bodies of Hemai, separating the flesh and blood of her flesh and skin, and the blood flowed like a pour.
"Yang Liulang......" He Mai raised his head weakly and slowly, every teardrop on his face in his eyes was heartbroken, and his voice became more and more light and cold, "You and I are married to the end, let's ...... And leave. ”
Rokuro looked up in a daze, and the look on his face was far more painful than Hemai's.