Nan Rongliang took Xiahou Ying into his arms again, his eyes were full of loneliness, "I don't want to do this either, but I can't control myself anymore...... I know that the person in your heart is Ah Chen, and I know that I can't compare to Ah Chen......"

Nanrong Liang tightened his arms and said in a muffled voice, "I once thought that if Ah Chen could give you happiness, then I would just silently bless you on the side, but...... Later I found out that just standing on the sidelines can be so painful......"

Xiahou Ying motionless let Nan Rongliang hold her, although her face was calm, but her heart was already turbulent......

"I'm jealous when I see you smiling gently at Ah Chen, I'm jealous when I watch you run for Ah Chen, and I'm jealous even when you call him 'Ah Chen'! Later, I even found that I was not only jealous of Ah Chen, but even began to be jealous of Wei Ziqi, Situ Ji, and Xiahou Yan...... That's when I realized that I was really finished......"

"Nan Rongliang......." Xiahou Ying called Nan Rongliang's name softly, wanting to say something, but she didn't know what to say......

"This morning...... Ah Chen is coming to me......" Nan Rongliang buried his head in Xiahou Ying's neck and said in a low voice.

Feeling the body of the person in his arms tremble slightly, Nan Rongliang felt a sense of loss in his heart, and sure enough, the person who could react the most was Duguchen......

"He's in pain too...... So...... I persuade him to meet you......" Nan Rongliang's voice had become almost inaudible.

"However, as soon as Ah Chen left, I regretted it...... I'm afraid, I'm afraid what to do if he takes you away......" Nan Rongliang tightened his arms again, as if he wanted to rub the person in his arms into his body.

"I admit that I just said those words in front of my aunt on purpose....... Because I'm not going to let it anymore, even if you blame me, I won't let it go! I will never let go! Nan Rongliang hugged Xiahou Ying tightly and said loudly as if angry.

"Nan Rongliang......" Xiahou Ying opened her mouth with some difficulty, and then pushed Nan Rongliang, wanting to distance the two.

"Don't push me away...... Please...... I promise, I won't do any more jerks in the future, I'll try to make myself as good as Ah Chen, please, don't push me away! Nan Rong said in a pleading whisper.

"Nan Rong Liang...... I—I'm almost out of breath......" Xiahou Ying said with great effort.

"Huh?" Nan Rongliang was stunned, and then understood what Xiahou Ying meant, it seemed that he was hugging him too tightly......

Nan Rongliang hurriedly let go of Xiahou Ying, and sure enough, he saw that Xiahou Ying's face was a little abnormally white.

"Wanxin, are you alright?" Nan Rongliang asked with a guilty face.

Xiahou Ying shook her head slightly and took a few deep breaths......

The scene fell into embarrassment again, whether it was Xiahou Ying or Nan Rongliang, they didn't know what to say.

Nan Rongliang had already said this, and Xiahou Ying knew that she had to give him an explanation no matter what today, but ...... Xia Houying was also confused at this time, and she couldn't figure it out......

"I ...... It's time for me to go home......" Xiahou Ying avoided Nan Rongliang's gaze and walked in the direction of the palace.

"Wanxin!" Nan Rongliang wanted to catch up, but was stopped by Xiahou Ying raising his hand.

"Don't come here...... I...... I'm in a mess right now, and I need time to sort out my thoughts...... Don't force me to ......" After speaking, Xiahou Ying sped up her pace and ran out of the small courtyard where the two of them were.

Looking at Xiahou Ying's disappearing back, Nan Rongliang leaned weakly on the rockery beside him, and sighed silently, he seemed to have messed things up again......