That night, I lay on the couch and vomited blood again, Yan Hong poured the bedding all over the bed, shocking, and only brought a basin of hot water into the Zhitao, when I saw this scene, my hands trembled, and I couldn't even hold the basin, and I fell to the ground with a "clang", and the water was spilled all over the ground.

"Master...... You're coughing up blood......" She rushed forward and fell to her knees under the bed. I looked at her anxious appearance, and my hand tightly pinched her hand that only had a snow-white handkerchief and was wiping the blood from the corner of my lips, "Is it you...... Sesame ...... Isn't it you! Only you touched that kid......"

Zhi Tao's eyes were red and swollen, and it seemed that she had cried a lot, and now I questioned, and the tears dripped again, "I'm sorry...... Master...... The minions didn't want to harm you, let alone your children...... The minions really don't want to hurt you! ”

Holding her hand began to tremble, tears filled my eyes, and I cried and thought, it was really Zhitao!

I trust her so much...... And she betrayed me, and I smiled coldly, "I was wrong...... How can there be a second ...... in this world? Chunrui! ”

It's me who was stupid, I was deceived again and again, and the betrayal of the new moon actually happened to Zhitao! How did I forget, this is the palace, how can there be true love in the palace?!

Zhi Tao is Zhi Tao after all, no one will be like Chunrui, no one will ...... When Zhi Tao heard this, her face turned pale, "Zhi Tao has always regarded you as her master and never wanted to hurt you. But...... The minion really can't help himself this time......"

The blood-stained handkerchief in her hand fell to the bed, and I let go of her wrist and lifted the handkerchief tightly into my hand.

"When the eldest prince died...... I will never forget that black face...... Because before he died, he was exactly the same as him. Zhitao, that poison was given to you by Liancheng Yanping...... It's ruthless, it's ruthless! "My mind flashed back to the moment before the death of the eldest prince and Yeluhuan, all the symptoms on their faces were similar.

They said...... Master, you know too much, you must not keep you by the emperor's side anymore, otherwise it will ruin their big things. So we used the eldest prince to blame you and let the emperor drive you away, the slave really didn't expect to harm your child...... He actually pushed you away......" Zhi Tao crawled to the ground, constantly knocking his head, and the sound of 'dong dong' continued to echo was particularly harsh.

Soon his forehead was also broken, and blood was drawn along the forehead to his cheek. Seeing her like this, I laughed, tears streaming down my chest, "You know what? In my life, I have been abused and used by others, watching the people who are important to me leave one by one, I have never thought about death, but today, I suddenly feel that I have no reason to live! It hurts here, it hurts so much, I'm dying! I hammered my chest with my hand, and then wiped the tears from my face with a bloody handkerchief, and continued, "Although Xiao Huanzhi is not my child, he is an innocent little life, he is still in infancy, he doesn't understand anything. How can you bear to mutilate such a child? People say that tiger poison does not eat children, Su Qiaoyun, as a mother, really can't bear to treat her children like this? ”

Zhi Tao curled up, tears splashing to the ground, spreading one puddle after another, "Su Qiaoyun didn't know that we would harm her child, the task that the above ordered her, as long as you are invited to the Thousand Bird Palace, our plan can expel you from the palace." ”

As soon as I heard this, I smiled even happier, happy enough to be able to support my body and get out of bed, Zhitao looked at me in a daze, tears still dripping.

I could see the sincerity in her eyes, a worry that was hard to fake, and I knelt down to meet her eye level.

"Okay, Su Qiaoyun wants to harm me, and now she will harm her own child!" I couldn't help laughing, and tears rolled down my face, "Why, I know you have to deal with Xiao Jincheng...... I didn't interfere, I just want to give birth to this child safely, as long as I am born, I will leave, I will go far away, why don't you let me go! Why!" My voice was so terrible, I pinched Zhitao's shoulders and shook constantly, crying.

"I'm sorry...... I'm sorry......" Zhitao kept saying sorry to me and kept apologizing.

"It's only three months...... Can't you wait for three months? "You can't experience the sensation of seeing a dead baby emerge from my womb...... That's my child!"

Xinyue and Chunlan Xu heard my cry and hurriedly barged in, "What's wrong with the master?" Master!"

The two of them lifted me up, who was slumped on the floor, back to the bed, and placed me in place.

I stared blankly at the brocade tent, my head buried deep in the pillow, and tears fell silently.

It was I who was too cowardly, always scruples, and reserved to lead to what happened today.

"Master, the child can be reborn if he is gone." The crescent moon futon comforted me with a caring armpit.

"It is said that Su Guiren is very urban, you are too careless." Chunlan's voice was a little blameful, and she even hid some of her good looks.

My eyes were still glazed, but I spoke, "Who wouldn't hurt someone?" I will too, but I always believe that people know the beginning and nature is good. They do anything wrong for their reasons, and there must be pity for them to be hateful, so I will not do anything too far, I will leave them a way to live. But why is my kindness in exchange for what in the end? ”

"What the master said is right, people know the beginning, and the nature is good. But you also have to know that bad people are bad people after all, and they must be held accountable for the wrong things they have done! Xinyue helped Zhitao, who had been kneeling on the ground and in pain, "Everyone must learn to be strong, and if you are soft-hearted, you are destined not to become strong." ”

"Stand down, all of you." Now I just want to be alone and quiet, I'm so tired...... It's really tiring.

I wanted to keep the good memories of those seven days with Xiao Jincheng, give birth to a child smoothly, and leave this place of right and wrong, but God didn't allow it. Heaven wants this man I love to destroy my hope of survival in the world, why can't you listen to my explanation? Why are you pushing me away so hard? Didn't he even have time to listen to me?

Xiao Jincheng, since you don't want to listen to my explanation and don't want to know everything, then let's misunderstand, my child will be replaced by your child, this is fair.

……

Since the miscarriage, like a white horse, two months have suddenly passed.

Since the matter of returning to the Thousand Birds Palace last time, Xiao Jincheng really didn't pursue it anymore, and didn't say a word. And I didn't say a word, I didn't explain, and I recuperated in the dormitory for two months, and every day he would order people to bring a lot of supplements here, and I took them all.

I must take care of my body, and only when my body is good can I really stand up. And for these two months, I found a reason for myself to survive, revenge.

For the sake of my child, who died in the womb, I will ask for a tenfold return from all those who have done me harm.

And this culprit is the mastermind behind the tragedy of Chidoriga.

After these months of quiet thinking, what happened that day in Chidoriga Palace was indeed incredible.

Liancheng Yanping is such a smart person, how could he stage the obvious blame in the Thousand Birds Palace, he has no brains when he is Xiao Jincheng? And Xiao Jincheng's reaction at that time was too much, he couldn't see such an obvious blame?

How could I murder his children in front of so many people? But why did he pretend not to trust me, and even pushed me away excitedly. Is he playing tricks? But why do you want to do so hard, intentionally or unintentionally?

I'd rather believe it was unintentional so that I could hate it a little less.

What is the purpose of Liancheng leading this scene, it is really just to drive

Expelled me from the palace? He has always been smart, he would not do such a stupid thing.

I guess there are only two reasons, one is to murder Su Qiaoyun's child, use me as a guide to confuse everyone's attention.

Second, as Zhitao said, I will spoil their business, in order to give me a warning.

I don't understand these two reasons, Su Qiaoyun loves this child so much, he murdered him, isn't he afraid that Su Qiaoyun will turn against Xiao Jincheng and shake it all out? Or is it a punishment because she fell in love with Xiao Jincheng? Why are you giving me a warning again? How I could have had an impact on their plans, I don't know anything.

The night breeze was slightly cold, I casually pushed open the window, and a cool breath spread throughout my body, chilling.

No wonder it's so cold today, it turns out to be snowing.

This is the first snow of the year, the breath is diffuse, blurring the vision in front of you, stretching out your hands to catch a few clusters of goose feather-like snowflakes, before falling into the palm of your hand to melt.

I suddenly remembered that today is your birthday.

"I can't help it, I just want to come and see how you're doing"

"The first snow when the plum blossoms are in full bloom is my birthday...... No one remembers my birthday anymore. I murmured softly, and saw the snowflakes covering the dead branches, the eaves tiles, and the snow was white, refreshing.

It was as if I saw a man in the snow in the distance, looking at me deeply, always with a smile.

Huan, I can't even protect your bloodline, you must blame me.

"Master." Zhitao entered the dormitory covered in frost and snow, "Lord Yemu, the county servant, was ordered by the emperor to depict Danqing for all the ladies in the imperial garden. The painting is amazing, as if it is alive and well. ”

"Master Mu?" I withdrew my cold hand from the window, and looked back at Zhitao, who was still with her now, perhaps because of the sincere expression in her eyes, I gave her another chance.

"It's that fifteen-year-old champion of civil and military affairs, Mu Tianyan."

"In just a few months, he was promoted to the county minister?" Xiao Jincheng: What does this mean? Transfer the county power to cultivate Mu Tianyan?

Is this a disguised attempt to deprive Yeluqi of power in his hands? Is Concubine Jing willing?

"Zhitao, let's go to the Imperial Garden. I'm curious, is this Master Mu's pen really as good as you say? ”

After that, I called Zhitao to dress up for me, it seems that I haven't dressed up carefully for a long time, and then I stroked Luozidai so rusty.