Chapter 151: I want to exchange love for love.
Looking for me? Why did you wait until I was mad to come out just now, it's obviously a lie.
But I didn't demolish him, and sneered, "Okay, do you say it first or do I say it first?" ”
The look of embarrassment on Yeluhuan's face flashed, and then he laughed at himself, but he didn't speak.
"Okay, since you don't say it, then I'll say it first." I looked at him lightly, with a calm face, "Now that you are in power, you are already a veritable Great Khan, when are you going to let me leave?" ”
Yeluhuan still didn't say anything, but his eyes became colder and colder.
"Actually, it doesn't make any sense for you to keep me! Isn't it? I sneered and said in a warm voice, "When you left me, didn't you just want the remnants of the Queen Mother to make trouble, and then let you catch them all?" Now that you've succeeded, shouldn't you let me go when you're done using it? ”
If she continues to keep me, there will be only a hundred harms and no benefits, even if she doesn't say this, he should understand.
"You say I'm taking advantage of you?" When Yeluhuan heard my words, his eyes immediately pierced, and his voice was low and angry.
Exploit? Doesn't she know what he did to her?
"What? Am I wrong? I looked at him a little provocatively, deliberately ignoring a trace of discomfort in my heart, "Isn't it a pleasure to keep me, a princess of the Southern Dynasty, in Khitan?" Do you still want me to believe that you like me? ”
I opened my eyes and said a lie, knowing that it would push him to hurry, but I still had to say it.
"Peace of mind!" He was furious about saying something to me but was interrupted by me, and there was something I thought we had to make clear, "We can't!" ”
Staring at me for a long time, his face was a little pale.
"At this point, I don't want to tell you, we can't, I can't like you, I can't stay here, our relationship can only be friends, so...... I hope you can let me go. ”
I looked directly into his somewhat dark eyes, and said bluntly.
"You said you would be by my side." He suddenly grabbed my shoulders and his eyes flickered.
"That's lying to you, you know." The pain in my shoulders almost spread to the bottom of my heart, but I didn't cry out the pain, and still said calmly, "Now that you are sitting on the Khitan, the power is supreme, no one is restraining you, no one dares to question you, I am useless." "If I continue to stay, there is no benefit to him, and he should know this better than me!
His hands that were pinching my shoulders suddenly slipped down without strength, "I'm here for you." ”
His voice was low, but I could hear it clearly.
Hearing this, I was not surprised, I was not moved, I just thought it was funny, I am not a fool, some things have been said by Lan Lan and the time of half a year is enough for me to understand some things, but his words did not make me hesitate, "Don't say that it is for me, Yeluhuan, I thought I regarded you as a friend, the kind of friend who can make friends, but now you don't even dare to tell me the truth, you blame everything you do now on me, you ask yourself, is it really for me?" Or is it for your own selfishness, desires, hopes, ambitions? ”
He always thought that it was because of me that he had to get rid of the Queen Mother first, and then raised troops to fight in order to win me, and after the defeat, he had to reorganize the dynasty because he wanted to keep me, but all of this, does everything really have anything to do with me?
Got rid of the Queen Mother because he couldn't stand the suppression of the Queen Mother anymore, because of her suppression, he couldn't do what he wanted, and the war with the Southern Dynasty was because he wanted to force Xiao Jincheng to expand the territory of the Khitan, and it was not imperative to rectify the dynasty? The Queen Mother's remnants hung above his head like a sword, and could fly over at any time, would he allow all such swords to be around him? What does this pile have to do with me?
My voice pierced like a sharp knife, making his face even paler.
The voice echoed back and forth in the empty hall, and it was not until it disappeared that he spoke, "Do you really want to go?" ”
What's so bad about staying with him?
"Don't be stupid, if I don't leave, what will the people in the court say about you, what will they say about me?" Taking a deep breath, "Since the matter has come to this, you can only let me go to truly stabilize the court." ”
"What if I say, don't let it go?" His voice suddenly turned cold, and his pursed lips escaped a cold sentence.
I didn't answer him, but my eyes made it clear to him that he had no choice.
Although I don't want to persecute him like this, but the grass is as tough as silk, and the rock has not been transferred, since I have identified Xiao Jincheng in my heart, even if we are now in different directions, I don't want to see different thoughts and transfer this feeling to others, especially the man in front of me.
"Good, good, good!" He said three good words in a row, suddenly raised his voice, and his mood fluctuated greatly, "An Huaixin, I will also make it clear today, for you, this king will definitely not let go!" ”
He said 'this king' in front of me, and at this moment I understood that there could be no friendship between us that I had hoped for. If we are not lovers, we will be enemies!
In the future, I will really become a canary, and Lanxiangju will be the cage that keeps me!
"In that case, the minion will retire." Suddenly, I bowed before him, and my voice was both respectful and unforgiving.
Yeluhuan didn't expect me to salute him suddenly, and then took a step back, looking at me with a disappointed expression, not saying a word, and not stopping me.
When I came out of the Dragon Que Palace, Chunrui was the first to greet me, and asked me with some worried eyes.
I shook my head silently, and just as I wanted to speak, I saw Xiang'er beside Lan Lan who had never been seen.
Xiang'er stood beside Lan Lan and saluted me respectfully, and then heard Yeluhuan's unwavering voice from inside, "Lan Lan, Xiang'er let this king in." ”
They looked at me one at each other, then at me, and then walked into the hall without a word.
I don't have to guess that I know that Yeluhuan must have asked them to spy on me, just like the last time I let me escape.
When I came out and saw Xiang'er, I knew that Yeluhuan was guarding against me early in the morning! Otherwise, how can I find Xiang'er too, it is estimated that it is because I still have Chunrui by my side, once something happens, Lan Lan alone will not be able to resist it at all!
"Miss, Yeluhuan ......" Chunrui looked at her with some concern, and she also understood something.
I shook my head and motioned for her to keep her mouth shut.
Yeluhuan's name is okay for me, but let people hear Chunrui bluntly say the name of the Great Khan, that is to kill the head, no one in Yelu will care about her before, but now Yeluhuan and I have torn our faces, he can't find my fault, it is much easier to find Chunrui, not to mention that he knows how important Chunrui is to me, how can he not know how cunning he is like a fox?!
I must not threaten me by letting Chunrui fall into his hands this time!
Thinking of the relationship between us, I sighed deeply in my heart, I originally wanted to turn Yeluhuan into a male best friend, so I wanted to save his life and exchange love for love, but I didn't expect that love was not replaced but became an enemy!
Love words, so bitter!
"Have you seen the Great Khan?" Liancheng Jinxiang, dressed in a purple Luo dress, didn't know when she appeared next to me, her face was pale, her eyes were dull, and her voice carried a hint of sadness.
I bowed my jaw but didn't answer.
"You and ...... What did the Great Khan say? Her eyes became extremely nervous, and she asked unabashedly.
Looking at her nervous look, I guessed that she must have thought wrong, if I wanted to be a woman of Yeluhuan, why wait until today.
"Leave."
"Leave?" Her face regained a hint of blood, her clenched hands trembled visibly, she looked stiff, and her voice was questioning.
"Of course it's leaving, can you still be a lady?" I smiled faintly, avoiding her skeptical gaze, "He's had enough of his wife, I'm not interested in getting involved." ”
"What do you mean?" Her eyes darkened, and her voice was stiff.
"It's just telling the truth, and Madame doesn't have to worry about me." I smiled softly and looked at the bright moon in the sky, "Do you love him?" ”
It may be that my attitude made her relax a little hostile, she was silent for a long time, and she also looked sideways in the same direction as me, the spring breeze was gentle, and our dresses danced together in the wind, "I was given to him by my father as a wife when I was thirteen years old, and it has been five years since now. Her voice was ethereal and soft, "I fell in love with him when I first saw him, even though he was trapped by the Queen Mother at that time, a great sweat in name only, but I still loved him!" So as long as he wants, I will do it for him, even if he wants to be a real Great Khan and kill his mother to seize power, I will help him! ”
Listening to her affirmative words, it is not difficult to imagine that a large part of Yeluhuan's power is due to this lady of Liancheng.
I took a deep breath and said, "Then keep loving...... "Maybe one day he'll see."
"However, it is you who he likes, only you." Liancheng Jinxiang's voice has unconcealed jealousy, unwillingness, and despair, so many feelings are entangled together and eventually become complicated, perhaps it is this kind of complex feelings, so she obviously hates Yeluhuan but still wants to help him seize power.
She still can't touch me even if she wants me to die, just like now, she still has that complicated feelings for me, jealous of me and envious of me.
I stood side by side with her, not speaking for a long time, letting the breeze blow......
It wasn't until Lan Lan and Xiang'er came out that I turned around and left without saying a word.
I don't know how to persuade her, after all, feelings are a matter of two people, I can't guarantee that Yeluhuan will fall in love with her one day, even if I do, can what I say come true?
So I can't say anything, what to do, she should know better than me, at least she loves him very much, she really loves!
And I can't fall in love with Yeluhuan, so I'm not qualified to say anything!