Not happy, that's probably all I remember about 2018. There doesn't seem to be anything to be happy about in life, so I've always been unhappy......

In fact, I didn't think that I would finish the book "Evil Girl" this year, so I didn't think about the issue of testimonials, but since I have come to this point, it is better to use this testimonial to say goodbye to 2018 in advance.

Let's start with the book "Wicked Girl".

The initial inspiration for writing this book should have been when I wrote my first book "Catching Fast" last year.

I remember one day when I was doing laundry and I was in a fugue, and suddenly I had a flash of inspiration. I've seen a lot of stories of the heroine slapping her face after being reborn, but what will happen to the story if the heroine is reborn and her soul is worn into a waste of wood?

There are also a lot of stories that have crossed over to the waste wood, but if the heroine's past life is actually related to this waste wood, what will the story become?

With this curiosity in mind, after writing my first book, I began to write "The Wicked Girl".

Although the results of the first book were not good, I always felt that it must be because the theme and plot of "Catching Fast" were not popular now, so I pounced so badly. "Wicked Girl" has rebirth, face slapping, suspense, and power, which will definitely be welcomed by readers!

However, by the time the book reached about 50,000 words, I already knew I was wrong. I can't help but start wondering if maybe I'm not the right person to write about the web......

Here, I would like to thank the reader "Born a Woman, Who am I afraid of", thank you for your support for the book "Wicked Girl", in many moments when I doubt myself and don't know whether to finish the book, it is your daily recommendation vote, it is your message that gives me the motivation to continue creating!

Today, on the last day of November 2018, I finally completed the story of "The Evil Girl Becomes a Phoenix" according to my goal, although the whole story still has a lot of naïve bridges and unsatisfactory expressions, but trying to tell all the stories I want to tell is the greatest satisfaction for me.

Now, let's summarize 2018.

In fact, when I was in college, at the end of each year, I would find a time to make a summary of my year and look forward to the future. But I don't remember when this habit was lost...... Probably from ...... When you find yourself living in a stagnant pool......

And just half a month ago, I would never have thought that this year's self would want to make a summary of 2018.

November 2018 was unforgettable for Naihe, because I met someone......

If you are careful enough, someone should be able to notice that in the author's testimonial of a certain chapter half a month ago, I mentioned that I was single, and now, I have to regret to say that I am single again after about ten days of being single...... It's really a short relationship......

But thinking that this is originally a love that has been together for ten days of acquaintance, and breaking up after ten days of love, it doesn't seem so unacceptable.

The encounter with that person is full of fantasy, which is a fatal temptation for two people who both believe in fate, and the moment they see each other, even if they are uneasy in their hearts, they can't help but want to try to be together, as if it is a call from the soul......

It's just a pity that although we met the person we wanted at the right time, the two of us were not ready to love someone after all, and the relationship that started in a hurry could only end hastily......

Once, I thought that falling out of love would only be painful and resentful, but this time I found that the original breakup is not so sad, it can make people grow and make people want to be grateful.

This is not some "thank you for not marrying" rhetoric, but gratitude from the heart.

I already said at the beginning that I was not happy this year, and that kind of unhappiness was unhappiness for no reason.

For a long time, I attributed my unhappiness to loneliness, loneliness, and wanting to fall in love but not meeting the right person.

But when I was separated from that man, and when I thought back to all the things he had to say about my life, I suddenly realized that I was wrong.

My unhappiness may indeed stem from loneliness, but the most fundamental problem lies in my own sinking.

Because life is not satisfactory, he will only grieve and hope that someone can take him out of the "sea of suffering". But they forget that no one in this world is obligated to be the savior of anyone, and no one is guaranteed to be redeemed......

Thinking back to my solitary life in the past few years, and how I was tormented by the trivialities in life, I suddenly found that I was actually a little ridiculous.

Those trivialities are certainly annoying, but because of this, they have become a person who often complains and is full of boredom, but he is really willing to "fall"!

And that person made me understand that the person who could save my life was always myself......

Although there is no clear plan for how to live well in the future, from now on it is certain that we will no longer be bound by the trivialities in life, no longer "sink and fall", and wait to be saved!

A good relationship can bring harvest to people, and from this point of view, I am really grateful to that person.

Although this relationship is very short, because I know someone, I can start to look at my life again, start planning my life again, and rekindle my enthusiasm for life, which may mean much more to me than a relationship!

On the last day of November 2018, I decided to "clean up" the mournful self and start over!

Here, I also wish you all 2019, all your wishes come true!