Chapter 272: Unspeakable
Now she seemed to understand why Li Qianwen was like this, she took my bread with both hands and whispered to me, "Thank you." ”
Then I turned and walked to the back room, as if I was going to bring the bread to my grandmother, but she didn't eat dinner herself, but fortunately I still had a little left, and a cup of unopened milk tea, I put it on the table and stood up, and threw the rest of the food into a large trash can outside.
When I walked in again, Li Qianwen sat on the stool again, the light in the room was very dim, I could hardly see her face clearly, I couldn't see her expression clearly, I only knew that she kept her head down, I sat next to her and handed her the things on the table and said, "You don't seem to have eaten, I haven't eaten any of these things, if you don't dislike it, eat it." ”
She shook her head and said, "No, I'm not hungry." ”
I forcibly handed the things in my hand to her and said, "Even if you are worried, you have to eat, people are iron rice and steel, I don't see that you have anything to eat here, you can rest assured, I will definitely do my best to do your sister's affairs." ”
Seeing that I said this, Li Qianwen slowly reached out and took the thing, as if she was very embarrassed, I turned my head away from her and said: "It's okay, you eat, we are all classmates, and we live in the same dormitory, I must help you well, don't feel guilty, I am just warm-hearted, even if it is someone else, I will help you like this." ”
Saying these words is nothing more than to make her feel at ease, it seems that Li Qianwen's annoying shortcomings are just illusions, born in such a family, it is inevitable that she will protect herself, so it will be incomprehensible, but I myself quite understand this kind of person, in fact, I was like this at the beginning.
There will always be a period of time after witnessing the breakup of my own family when I want to cut off any contact with the outside world, whether the people around me are well-intentioned or deliberately come to see the joke, I will reject them, thinking that all people are trying to hurt me, so I will also live up to the good intentions of some people, but there were people like me at that time, fortunately pulled me out of that sad memory.
That's why I'm willing to become such a character so that she can let go of the past, but obviously her situation is much worse than mine, at least in my eyes, the only pillar of their family is Li Qianwen now, only a girl who hasn't graduated from college, I can see how heavy the burden on her body is, and I really admire her for being able to persist until now.
In fact, I have always wanted to ask and want to know what her family is like, but now Li Qianwen is still too sensitive, I had better not say it, but I believe that Li Qianwen will definitely say it to me, if a heart is always piled up in my heart for too long, I will always be unbearable in the end, and I will always want to find someone to talk to.
If I'm not mistaken, I'm the only one there, Li Qianwen doesn't have any friends, so she can only talk to me about these things, and now I just need it
It's good to wait, if you touch her response now, it's equivalent to secondary damage, but if she says it herself, it must be when she wants to let go, when she wants to forget the past.
It's just that at that time, there must be someone around to listen, and until now I have tried to become a gentle person, at least to be able to help the people around me.
It didn't take long to see a person walking at the door, I stood up and saw the person in front of me, about seventeen or eighteen years old, but still quite tall, wearing a school uniform at this time, but wearing a pair of jeans inside, the shoes seem to be the latest model of a well-known sneaker, this price is not expensive, can you afford such shoes under such a family?
After she came in, she sat down directly, and didn't say hello to me at all, so she didn't have to say a word to her sister, and just after sitting down, she picked up her phone and began to look at all kinds of things, smiling from time to time, not caring about our gaze at all.
At this time, Li Qianwen stood up and snatched her mobile phone, and put the mobile phone in her pocket and said: "When you are home, you still have the heart to look at your mobile phone, haven't you seen the guests, even such a little politeness needs to be taught by me?"
Li Qianwen's tone was very serious when she spoke, really like she was criticizing people, the girl was immediately unhappy, she sat down but didn't speak, as if she was angry, and didn't pay attention to it at all.
Li Qianwen was also angry, she said: "I don't think it's okay to teach you, you have to make trouble for me at school, do you know that I am tired enough to take care of this family by myself, and I still want me to clean up your mess, is this attitude now, do you know that she is here to help you, and she didn't even say hello when she entered the door?"
The girl was still sitting there, as if she was very unconvinced, and kept muttering in a low voice: "Hmph, if you don't want to care, I just want to say a few words to you, and I don't believe anything will happen to you when you are scared." ”
Adolescent children will always have such a rebellious mentality, which is also normal, and after this period of time, they will understand everything, and now it is useless to say more, she may not understand her kindness at all, but she just thinks that you are preaching her, you don't have any confidence in her, everyone is a person from the past.
Li Qianwen said: "You girl, I think you deserve it if you are really entangled by that ghost, don't ask me for living expenses in the future, aren't you quite capable, if you have the ability, go out and work by yourself, I see where you are willing to want you, even if our family becomes like this, I have never let you suffer, right?"
The more she talked, the more excited she became, and she almost cried, so I quickly let the little girl go into the back room and said to her, "Okay, don't talk anymore now, let your sister calm down, and you will come out later." ”
She had been trying to escape from here for a long time, and I pushed her to the back room, but before I could get the phone back, I put my hand on it
The machine handed it to her and said, "You play this first, but don't make too much noise, and I'll apologize later." ”
I don't know if she listened to my words, but I was attracted by my mobile phone, nodded and opened the social software on the phone and walked to the back room and started playing, I also walked out and saw Li Qianwen sitting on the stool and crying silently.
There must be sadness, now I can see the atmosphere of this family, so far the only responsibility of this family is all on her, look at her sister's dress, now it must be in the rebellious period, and the cost must be very large, I look at Li Qianwen's dress is very simple, but her sister's shoes are estimated to cost more than a thousand.
It's completely disproportionate.,And most of the time at home is playing with the phone.,Even completely ignoring his sister.,It's not like she said.,It's a very sensible and well-behaved girl.,At least in my observation so far, I don't think she's a very well-behaved girl.。
Even I was a little disgusted with her, because she was very rude, and at least she had to say hello when she saw me, and even if she didn't say hello, at least laugh, and when she learned that I was here to help her, she thought I was just meddling, and thought that my sister was also nosy, as if she didn't realize her mistake.
This is the biggest problem, even if I help her now, so that she can get rid of this evil ghost, the result seems to be the same, she will still get into trouble in the future, and she is not young now, she is already a high school student, she can no longer beat and scold, education is very important.
may be because Li Qianwen has been busy with her studies and making money over the years, and she has no time and energy to care about her sister, but the children who care about it will be rebellious, don't want to listen to others, and even make some trouble to get the attention of others, but obviously she is not like this, and her heart is more like complaining.
During this period, I have been comforting Li Qianwen, when her mood eased slightly, her sister reluctantly walked out and handed over her mobile phone to me, I gave her a look and asked her to comfort Li Qianwen now, but she was very reluctant, after I kept hinting at her with her eyes, she finally said: "Sister, I'm sorry just now, I shouldn't be like this." ”
Li Qianwen raised her head, her eyes were already slightly red, and she said: "I care about you now for your own good, I can go to a good university in the future, and I won't end up like this, you think I'm just scolding you, if I don't want to care about you, I won't say anything, I will satisfy you with whatever you want over the years, you see what kind of life I live?"
My sister really couldn't listen to it anymore, and now she put on an impatient look, and seeing that she was about to quarrel again, I hurriedly said out loud: "Don't talk about this, tell me first what your situation is, how can you get dirty things?"
The most important thing now is to address this
After I changed the topic, Li Qianwen also stopped arguing and said to her sister: "You can tell me what the situation is now." ”
Li Qianwen's grandmother in the back room is still inside, and there is not much distance between us, I am afraid that I will not hear it, and grandma must be most worried about the child's situation, so I said in advance: "When you say it, the voice is still a little smaller, in case grandma hears it, I will definitely worry about it again." ”
Li Qianwen shook her head and said, "It's okay, my grandmother is not hard of hearing, even if she speaks in front of her, she has to be very loud to hear, and she is sleeping now, so you can rest assured." ”
Since this is the case, I said it with peace of mind, and at this time my sister said: "Because I played with my classmates that day. ”
(End of chapter)