Ji Qingyi was really flustered, she looked at her already empty wrist in a daze, and Xiao Ling was also startled by the sudden sound, and pointed to the Bodhi bracelet on Ji Qingyi's hand and said, "This is, what's wrong suddenly?" ”

Ji Qingyi raised her eyes, her eyes were also full of panicked, this look made Xiao Ling stunned, she hurriedly picked up the scattered Bodhi seeds, and then handed them to Ji Qingyi and said, "Maybe the rope is broken, let the palace maid string it up again." ”

Ji Qingyi took the Bodhi seed and put it under his pillow and said, "No need, if it's broken, it's broken." ”

Xiao Ling pursed his lips and asked in a low voice, "Is that your talisman?" ”

Ji Qingyi smiled and said, "No, the talisman is not a talisman, it's just a bracelet." ”

Xiao Ling didn't know what to say for a while, she didn't stand or do it, she held her hand in her sleeve for a long time and hesitated a little: "Inside, can I ask, where do you want to go?" ”

Ji Qingyi lowered her eyes and said lightly: "I want to find someone." ”

"Looking for whom?" Xiao Ling asked.

Ji Qingyi didn't answer her question, but said to herself: "I don't want to stay here for the rest of my life, which I came so hard." ”

Xiao Ling was a little puzzled and said, "This is a place that many people dream of, why do you still want to leave?" And, and ......"

Xiao Ling stopped for a long time but couldn't say anything else, Ji Qingyi smiled and said, "Do you want to say, and I may not have much time left, why do you have to ask for yourself?" ”

Xiao Ling's eyes looked like elsewhere, and he didn't speak.

Ji Qingyi sighed and said lightly: "Talking about things in the palace with lust, the parrot doesn't dare to say anything." Xiao Ling, you are a princess, you don't know the loneliness and pain of entrusting a voice to an imperial city. ”

Xiao Ling silently recited the first two lines of the poem a few times, then looked at Ji Qingyi silently, and then defended himself: "But, you are the queen, what you will get is the emperor and the son of heaven, how can you be lonely?" ”

Ji Qingyi shook his head and raised his eyes to look at Xiao Ling: "I said, I can't afford to enjoy a husband with others, and Xiao Jin is no longer the same as before." ”

Xiao Ling was stunned for a moment, and then spoke: "You can't think that he has changed just because he is the emperor now, and you don't know how much he cares about you, do you know how long you have been in a coma?" ”

Ji Qingyi shook his head: "How long?" ”

Xiao Ling stretched out three fingers, and said with deep hatred: "For three whole days, my brother didn't even go to the morning court, and accompanied you all day long, but when you woke up, you told him that you were going to leave him, isn't it too much for you to do this." ”

Ji Qingyi didn't speak, her expression was still cold, Xiao Ling turned around and sat down beside her and said, "In the end, you're still afraid of seeing my brother have other concubines." ”

Ji Qingyi's eyelashes moved, but she didn't speak. Xiao Ling said to himself: "In the end, you still don't like it enough, you don't love it enough, that's why you don't want to stay in the palace to accompany my brother." ”

Xiao Ling was right, so Ji Qingyi didn't refute but just smiled and said, "What you're saying now is like you know everything, but if you were me, what would you do?" ”

Xiao Ling raised his face and stared at the beams of the palace for a long time, and said lightly after a while: "If it were me, I wouldn't live with someone I don't like enough for the rest of my life." ”

Xiao Ling paused, looked back at Ji Qingyi and said, "So, Ji Qingyi, you are really a bad woman, you can be so bad to yourself." ”

Ji Qingyi wanted to laugh, she knew what Xiao Ling meant by being bad, she looked up at her and said, "I don't think I'm bad, I think I'm a selfless person." ”

"Selfless?" Xiao Ling sneered: "You are actually cruel in disguise, if you don't like to be forced together alone, it will be difficult to go forever." ”

Ji Qingyi raised his eyebrows and said, "How can you say that?" Most people's in-laws are the words of their parents, so they have not gone all their lives. ”

Xiao Ling shook his head and said: "No, after they became relatives, they accepted each other, and they didn't accept other people in their hearts, but you are different, even if you marry my brother, but, you still don't like him, you have the person you want to get, but not him." ”

Ji Qingyi smiled and didn't speak, she was a little surprised that Xiao Ling could guess half of what she thought, she didn't try to accept Xiao Jin, she didn't like Xiao Jin, she just didn't like it enough, her liking so far, she couldn't accept his changes, the most ruthless emperor family, she really didn't want to bury everything she didn't like in a place she didn't like, not at all.

Ji Qingyi took off her bathrobe and lay down in the quilt by herself, Xiao Ling saw her like this, so she pushed her and said, "Do you want to sleep?" ”

Ji Qingyi nodded, she patted the vacant seat next to her and said, "Otherwise, you will lie down and sleep?" ”

Xiao Ling rolled his eyes and said, "Qi, who wants to lie next to you, since you want to sleep, then I'll go." ”

Ji Qingyi squinted his eyes and was about to sleep, when Xiao Ling suddenly turned back. Ji Qingyi watched her take off her boots and lie down beside her, and said in a little surprise: "You're not leaving?" ”

Xiao Ling pursed his lips and said for a long time: "I, I want to talk to you." ”

Ji Qingyi was stunned for a moment, then smiled and said, "Okay, what do you want to say?" ”

Xiao Ling turned his face to look at Ji Qingyi, lowered his eyes and said, "I'm actually, just like you." ”

Same as me? Ji Qingyi was a little puzzled and said, "What is the same as me?" ”

Xiao Ling took a deep breath and said, "I, like you, have fallen in love with an impossible person. ”

Ji Qingyi was stunned, she opened her mouth and said, "You, you know my ......"

Xiao Ling shook his head and said, "I don't know, but no matter who you like now, you are destined to stay in the palace, so it is impossible to get it." ”

Ji Qingyi breathed a sigh of relief, is it impossible to get it? Ji Qingyi smiled, whether you can get it or not, it's not certain.

Xiao Ling turned over and faced Ji Qingyi, Ji Qingyi raised his eyebrows and pulled his little quilt up.

Fortunately, Xiao Ling didn't notice Ji Qingyi's small movements, otherwise he would have rolled his eyes again, Xiao Ling still lowered his eyes and said to Ji Qingyi: "You may not know how long I like that person." ”

Ji Qingyi thought about it, from the time Hongchen came out of the Nightmare Palace to now, isn't it only a year at most? And didn't you just start with an attitude towards people like you have some deep hatred, how long can you like it? However, Ji Qingyi adhered to the idea that he was still a good friend if he saw through it, shook his head very cooperatively, and asked, "How long?" ”

Xiao Ling muttered in a low voice: "You may not believe it, I have liked him since I was very young, and I have liked him for more than ten years."

Ji Qingyi was shocked, more than ten years? Fake, right? Doesn't Xiao Ling like Hongchen?

Xiao Ling smiled and said, "When I was a child, I was a particularly cowardly person, and I was often bullied and bullied by those young ladies of the world. ”

Ji Qingyi smiled when she heard this: "Isn't that the same as when I was a child?" ”

Xiao Ling looked at Ji Qingyi suspiciously and said, "This woman is so strong, she will be bullied when she is a child?" ”

Ji Qingyi smiled and didn't speak, didn't she be bullied by others when she was a child, but this Ji Qingyi herself has it, and the extent of bullying is unimaginable. These pictures can always flash in her mind, perhaps because Ji Qingyi himself hates these abuses too much.

Xiao Ling raised his eyes and looked at Ji Qingyi, and when he saw that she didn't speak, he was dissatisfied: "Why don't you speak?" ”

Ji Qingyi was stunned for a moment, and hurriedly said, "I'm listening to you." ”

Xiao Ling continued to be dissatisfied: "It's okay for you to be serious, I listened to you so seriously just now, can you give me some feedback!" ”

Ji Qingyi couldn't cry or laugh a little, but nodded and said, "Okay, okay, I will." ”

Xiao Ling looked at Ji Qingyi and said: "In the flood of that year, I was deceived by those young ladies of the world to the back mountain, and I suffered a landslide, and I was lucky to get a piece of driftwood, and I didn't die." ”

Ji Qingyi had learned the previous lesson, and when Xiao Ling stopped, he nodded hurriedly and said, "Then what?" ”

Then I floated to a high and low level, which seemed to be halfway up the mountain, so that it was not buried by the flood, and there were many dead people, and there were many fierce dogs, but what was more terrible were the wicked people who ate people. I met him because he saved my life, or I would have been eaten. ”

Ji Qingyi was stunned, she really had never experienced such a cruel picture, such a thing as cannibalism, even when China was hungry in the war, she had never heard of it.

Ji Qingyi opened his mouth and was just about to say something, when he heard Xiao Ling continue: "We stayed in that place for a few days, and every day there were dogs following behind us, and those dogs were waiting for us to die, and then eat us. Later, I couldn't find anything to eat, all the trees on the mountain above were eaten, and there were no grass roots left, but fortunately, the last thing we needed at that time was water, otherwise, we might not have survived for so long. ”

When Ji Qingyi heard this, she was slightly stunned, she remembered that Hongchen said that before he went to the Nightmare Palace, he was also involved in a flood.

Xiao Ling paused and said: "He told me at the time, he said that he was quite a general, and he wanted to fight on the battlefield so that he could protect his family, and I always remember his wish." ”

That's why you've been in the barracks? It must be very difficult for a girl to be alone in the barracks for so many years, not enjoying fine clothes and food like other princesses, but practicing martial arts all day long. Ji Qingyi didn't know that Xiao Ling still had such a past, Princess Ling, who usually looked very arrogant and arrogant, was actually a poor person, but these words, she may never have been like others, Ji Qingyi didn't know why Xiao Ling suddenly told her, but she was very pleased, at least, this can prove that Xiao Ling doesn't hate her very much.