Chapter 325: Only Today

There was another thing Sima Hongyan felt strange, and couldn't help asking: "In the past few days, your brother and son have died and are crippled, but why did I find that you don't seem to be sad at all?" Even if they meet you for this throne, after all, they are all your relatives, aren't you sad? ”

Emperor Yanzhen smiled bitterly and said, "Ever since I sat on this throne, I have been ready for such a day. I often even ask myself if the throne I have worked so hard to get is worth it. Later, I realized that there is no worthiness or not, because only by getting the throne can I live, and there is no choice between life and death. So their situation is the same as I was at the beginning, and it is only natural that this result will happen today. ”

Sima Hongyan sighed deeply, although he didn't speak, but this sigh was also full of helplessness.

After a moment of silence, Emperor Yanzhen actually said to Sima Hongyan again with a charitable face: "Go ahead, I know that you still have a lot to do, I just hope that you will not forget your original intention in the future and treat others well." After going out, let Hong'er come to see me, I still have something to say to him. ”

I am afraid that this is the last time I will meet Emperor Yanzhen, and Sima Hongyan inexplicably left tears. Although this dying person did a lot of bad things and killed her family, it was still much better for her, even if she was to give her to the people of Dongning later, but it was not successful.

Sima Hongyan is an emotional person, and her tears are caused by her heartfelt sadness.

Seeing Sima Hongyan crying for him, Emperor Yanzhen seemed to be very pleased, but he also felt a little sorry. He smiled and waved his hand to Sima Hongyan, that smile was like looking at his beloved daughter, it actually contained pampering and reluctance.

Sima Hongyan didn't stay any longer, turned around and left, and wiped away his tears before going out the door.

Yan Hong was standing next to him outside the door, and when he saw Sima Hongyan coming out, he didn't speak. Sima Hongyan said to him: "You go in, the emperor wants to see you!" ”

Yan Hong didn't move, still looked at Sima Hongyan as if he was about to say something, but he stopped talking. After a long time, he hummed, turned around and pushed the door and walked in.

Nan Xunyan and the others came up, and Sima Hongyan whispered: "If you find a way to find Yan Ze's whereabouts, he must be hiding in the palace, his account has not been settled, and he must not be allowed to escape." ”

Nan Xunyan persuaded: "Hongyan, the palace is so big, we can't walk around at will, I'm afraid it's not easy to find someone." Besides, the sisters are all wounded, and they have fought all night, and they are exhausted, so I think it is better to go back to the camp first. When everyone has cultivated, isn't it easy to find a Yan Ze with the skills of the female army? ”

In fact, Sima Hongyan was just unwilling, and he couldn't wait to catch Yan Ze immediately, but after listening to Nan Xunyan's words, he thought that his female soldiers really needed to rest, so he nodded and said, "Okay, just listen to Sister Nan." But you go with me and do one more thing, and then we'll go back to the camp. ”

Liao Ziling was injured in the leg, and Sima Hongyan had to go to pick up Li Mingzhong of Xiangguo first to go to Liao Ziling's mansion, and in front of the two of them, he handed over the holy decree given to her by Emperor Yanzhen to the two adults, and told them Emperor Yanzhen's entrustment.

Li Mingzhong and Liao Ziling saw that the seal on the holy decree was intact, and they didn't expect that Emperor Yanzhen would entrust such an important thing to Sima Hongyan to bring to them.

Sima Hongyan had no choice but to explain to them: "The emperor's injuries are too serious, I'm afraid he won't be able to last long, and there is nothing he can do if he entrusts it to me." I have already done the emperor's explanation, and the rest of the matter will be discussed by the two adults, and Hongyan will leave! After saying that, he went out and went straight to the barracks with the female soldiers.

When I came to the gate of the camp, I saw that the entire barracks was covered with white cloth, surrounded by a sad and sad atmosphere.

Sima Hongyan was in a particularly heavy mood, dismounted and walked into the camp.

Unexpectedly, several of her sisters were there, and even Xiao Hongying rushed over from the Forget Worry Pavilion.

Sima Hongyan asked Shi Jinyan and Ban Lingruo, "Didn't you let you go home and take care of your family?" Why did you get back to camp? He asked Xiao Hongying again: "You are also here, what about Lan Shuang?" ”

Shi Jinyan said: "Everyone in the family is fine, but they are a little frightened, and they will be fine after a few days of rest." I guess we need more here! ”

Xiao Hongying followed and said: "Don't worry about Lan Shuang, she won't run away if the poison is not solved, and there are female soldiers guarding there, Sister Hongyan, don't worry!" ”

Sima Hongyan nodded and led everyone inside.

The female soldiers had already made a large area in the middle of the camp, where the dead female soldiers were parked.

Seeing the corpses of so many sisters, Xiao Hongying was the first to cry uncontrollably, followed by Ten Red Sleeves and other female soldiers who also sobbed in a low voice.

Sima Hongyan saw a female soldier holding a white cloth mourning belt in her hand, and reached out to take one and tied it on her forehead. The Grand Commander took the lead, and the others also tied the mourning belts in their hands to their foreheads.

The bodies of the female soldiers had been cleaned, the blood stains on their bodies had been washed, the wounds had been wrapped, and they had changed into clean clothes, and the expressions of each female soldiers were quiet and peaceful, lying there as if they were asleep.

Sima Hongyan looked at these dead female soldiers, they were still very young, and some of them were even just children, but now they were cold corpses.

Here, in this barracks, their smiles seemed to be still there, and the laughter like silver bells surrounded the entire barracks for a long time. They are beautiful and brave, and they have no one to retreat in the face of death threats, and it is they who defend the rivers and mountains of Yanling.

They may have chosen to join the women's army just to escape famine, hunger, and war, and here they found hope, faith, and what they wanted to protect with their lives, but the new life began so shortly, and they left forever.

Many people cried, Sima Hongyan's sisters, ten red sleeves, and female soldiers, they could only use tears to vent their sadness and sadness in their hearts. Even Shi Jinyan, who has always been indifferent, couldn't help shedding two lines of tears.

Only she didn't shed tears, only Sima Hongyan didn't cry, although her heart was more uncomfortable than anyone else at this time, but she unexpectedly held back.

Liu Chun'er's body was placed on a table, Sima Hongyan walked over slowly, gently stroking her cheeks, and the lifeless coldness made Sima Hongyan's fingers tremble slightly.

She turned to hold Liu Chun'er's hand and whispered softly to Liu Chun'er: "Chun'er, I have avenged you, but this revenge is not over yet, and there is still one person left." But don't worry, I will not let him go, I will let him pay you back tenfold for the grievances he has made you. I'm sorry! It's my fault for not being able to protect you, I'm sorry! ”

Sima Hongyan walked back to the place, listened to everyone's crying, and said to everyone: "You can cry today, you can cry loudly." But only today, your sorrow can only be today. ”

As soon as the words fell, with a sound of "wow~", Xiao Hongying completely burst out the grief in her heart, she had never felt so uncomfortable. Many of those dead sisters had slept in a tent with her, many had combed her hair, many had borrowed her clothes from her, and many had peeked at many family letters.

Now they're gone, forever, never again.

More people began to cry bitterly, and for a time the whole barracks was drowned in a sea of sorrow, and the cries were mixed with shouts, and many female soldiers shouted to leave their sisters' names, and every time they screamed, the cries became even more miserable.

"You lie beside me silently, where did you go when I called your name?" The slow and melodious singing suddenly remembered, and everyone found that it was Sima Hongyan who was singing in the sky: "Come to this world together, you and I have the same everything, but why can't we go together?" ”

The female soldiers were attracted by this sad tune, and they put away their cries and listened quietly to this song of remembrance and mourning that they had never heard before. The song is soothing and slow, and the lyrics are like a portrayal of everyone's heart, singing into everyone's heart.

"The past always comes back to me, and all that occupies my mind is your smile. Think more about everything and start all over again, think more about everything that hasn't changed, and I love you a little more. ”

"How are you now? Who are you with? Do you feel lonely without us? Wait patiently, close your eyes with peace of mind, and one day we will meet again. ”

"You go first! We're here and we're going to keep singing the song we're not finishing. You can go with confidence, we will be stronger and learn to face everything around us with a smile! ”

After the song ended, everyone's mood unexpectedly calmed down, Sima Hongyan turned to Shi Jinyan and said, "Let's let everyone vent today, and then go to rest." We'll talk about the sisters tomorrow. I'm tired, let's go rest first! Without waiting for Shi Jinyan to answer, Sima Hongyan walked quickly to his tent.

As soon as he entered the tent, Sima Hongyan walked quickly behind the bookcase, sat on the ground and covered his mouth, and cried out uncontrollably and uncontrollably. Tears fell to the ground like broken pearls along Sima Hongyan's fingers, making an irregular crackling sound.

In the dark, when she was alone, she dared to cry uncontrollably, and she dared to cry out the grievances in her heart. But she didn't dare to make a sound, so she could only cover her mouth vigorously, and her heart-rending cry was so low that it was almost inaudible.

Outside the tent, Shi Jinyan clutched the curtain tightly, her back shook violently, and she accompanied Sima Hongyan to release her tears to the fullest, and she stood there like this, for a long, long time......

When Sima Hongyan walked out of the tent the next day, he found that the female soldiers did not return to the military tent, but stayed by the side of the deceased sisters, and found someone to rely on to deal with it all night, and some people even had red eyes when they saw it, and they didn't sleep at all night.

Sima Hongyan was in good spirits at this time, his eyes flashed with determination, and he stood in the square and shouted: "Okay! Your sorrows should have been left yesterday, and now I ask you to restore order to the barracks at once. Shi Tingying listened to the order and took your people to build a fire platform outside the camp, every sister must have it, and we will send them away! ”

The big-sleeved master Tingying immediately got up and said, "Obey!" Without saying a word, he beckoned to his men and walked out of the camp.

Sima Hongyan continued: "Su Wanyu listens to the order! Now count the number of sisters who have died, their names, and the news of their families, and then build a book, which I will read by tonight, and the more detailed the content, the better. ”

The second sleeve Su Wanyu immediately responded: "Obey!" "I took someone to find the roster of female soldiers and started counting.