Chapter 65: I owe too much

"Liuli, I, I'm really sorry, it's me who is not good, as long as it can make you feel better, you can do anything, you are not a female demon, you are a fairy." I don't dare to move now, I don't even dare to breathe, and I don't dare to use any routine to coax her, she is different from other women, this is a goddess, a sacred and inviolable goddess.

"My grandfather is dead, and no one calls me Xiaoli anymore, why should I touch you, so that at least in my heart, someone still calls me Xiaoli." Ruri cried even more sadly, I felt that my crime was worse than that of a murderer, I was just a bastard, a damn bastard.

"Then I will continue to call you Xiaoli, I will be good to you in the future, I will be as good as you are to me, Xiaoli." I looked at the appearance of Liuli, and I had the heart to commit suicide and apologize.

"My grandfather told me before he died that only my husband can call me Xiaoli in the future, why do you call me Xiaoli." Liuli put down her hand, her eyes were red and swollen and looked at me, what kind of eyes were these eyes, with sadness, heartbreak, despair, like someone who had lost everything, dim eyes, but still clear, this is the most uncomfortable look I have ever seen, I feel like a failure.

"Ahh Liuli, why are you crying, what's going on, don't cry, don't cry. Liang Xinyue walked out of the room and hugged Liuli distressedly, "What's the matter, you haven't cried since you were a child." ”

"My eyes are in the sand." Liuli is not Wang Jiayi, not Liang Xinyue, not anyone in the world, she is pure, righteous, and good to a person, so she completely considers everything for that person, and at this time, she is still defending me.

"You lie, you can cry so much in the sand?" Liang Xinyue took a tissue and gently wiped her tears.

"I think of my grandfather." Liuli leaned her head on Liang Xinyue's shoulder, "It's okay, I'll be fine in a while." ”

"You, who always hide everything and refuse to say it, will not allow me to comfort you." Liang Xinyue said distressedly.

"Not really, I'm fine, it's fine." Liuli lay in Liang Xinyue's arms for a while, then returned to her original appearance, and sat up, as if she had become the goddess again.

"You take good care of Ruri, I'll take a shower." Liang Xinyue said to me, and staggered to the bathroom, yesterday was the first time for her, and her body did not recover so quickly.

"Yesterday for the first time?" Liuli didn't look at me, and said lightly.

"Yes." I nodded.

"I'm going to make something for her to make up for herself." Ruri stood up and walked towards the kitchen.

"Hey, I'll come with me and give you a hand." I paused and stood up.

The two walked to the kitchen, "Is it worth it for you to treat me like this?" I said after a moment of silence.

Liuli didn't speak, silently prepared the materials, and there was still a lot of ginseng, angelica, and He Shou Wu that I prepared last time.

My conscience is becoming more and more uneasy, constantly reminding me to do something, this feeling is very uncomfortable, it will make you depressed and breathless, every time Liuli gives me a small bowl of decoction, this time she prepared obviously more than before, I know, one of them is for me, I began to despise myself, the nobility of Liuli comes from the heart, emanating from every corner of the body, but I didn't find it before, her good is too obscure, just like the ancient chivalrous man, things are brushed away, deep hidden merit and fame, so silently pay, Pure and sacred, just to be good to you for the sake of being good to you, not to show anything in front of you.

I really didn't know what to say, so I could only silently help her wash the medicine jar, cut the herbs, and watch her walk out of the kitchen.

At noon, Liang Xinyue made a big table of dishes, and I still went into the kitchen to help her, but this time I couldn't eat, and there was something blocking my throat, not only blocking my words, but also blocking my esophagus.

"What's the matter, it's not delicious today." Liang Xinyue looked at me with some grievances, she endured the pain and cooked, but I didn't eat much.

"No, it's delicious, it's delicious." I forcibly swallowed the food, and I owed these women so much that I couldn't figure it out, and I couldn't count it.

In the afternoon, Liuli said that she would go back if there was something at home, and I just watched her leave, and for the first time I felt that I was so cowardly, so useless, and my heart twitched violently again.

I hugged Liang Xinyue, "Xin'er, why are you so good to me." ”

"Because I love you, why shouldn't I be nice to you." Liang Xinyue said naturally.

"But I don't deserve to be so nice to me." I bowed my head.

"Why, if you want to repay your debts, I will kill you if you dare to repay your debts, and then commit suicide, bury yourself next to you, and haunt you as a ghost." Liang Xinyue said faintly.

"No, I think I'm not good enough, I owe you too much." I said softly, it turns out that debt is a very tiring thing, and once you realize it, it will take a lifetime to pay it off, or even a lifetime to pay it off.

"Then you owe it, so you won't be able to pay it off for the rest of your life, and you will always be mine." Liang Xinyue rubbed me, "There are some things that don't need a reason, when you feel that you don't owe me, you won't love me." ”

"I owe you all my life." I patted her on the back, just what if a person owes several people, time is a great author, he will give all a perfect answer, but the more time passes, the more I owe Ruri.

The afternoon passed in a hurry, and I kept holding Liang Xinyue like this, very relieved and down-to-earth, except for the uneasy conscience.

Wang Jiayi finally came back in the evening, looked at me with a wicked smile, and shivered when I saw it, this goblin can't be provoked in the past two days, anyway, I didn't dare to go to her room in the last two days, I would do it as an adult.

Liang Xinyue took me to the kitchen to cook, and the two women got together and chattered and didn't know what to talk about, laughing from time to time, and immediately returned to normal after I went out.

"Let's eat." I set the dishes and beckoned the two of them to come over.

"Yue'er, what he made is so delicious." Wang Jiayi took two bites and frowned.

"Hmph, I always watch me cook, and I can't learn it, I'm stupid." Liang Xinyue also said in harmony.

My dish is not a delicacy, but it does not belong to the unpalatable category, after all, I have made it myself since I was a child, and I still have a little experience, thinking of the way these two women just whispered on the sofa and yesterday, I had a bad premonition, and I vaguely said at the moment, bowing my head to eat.

"It's mine before ten o'clock today, and yours after ten o'clock, how about it." Wang Jiayi said to Liang Xinyue with a smile.

"Deal." Liang Xinyue also replied with a smile.

"Can I sleep on the couch?" I said weakly.

"Yes, we'll accompany you." Wang Jiayi blinked.

"I'd better sleep in bed." Looking at the corners of Liang Xinyue's narrowed eyes, I said stubbornly. At this moment, I hope that Duan Yufeng can call me back, if I continue like this, I will die.