I never knew that the homeroom teacher who handed over my primary school for two years would be such a shameless person who refreshed my cognition.

I asked myself, what is the worst of a human heart?

I stretched out my hand to help Chen Xian, who was helpless on the ground, but my hand penetrated straight through the bodies of the two of them.

I can't do anything at all, just like Chen Xian who is lying on the ground now.

She is old and frail, not as young and vigorous as Zhang Shaofen, so she can only let her sinful hands strip off her fig leaf on herself, and let her trample on her dignity that she has carefully maintained for so many years, and Chen Xian has no way at all.

Zhang Shaofen got up and kicked Chen Xian, who was stripped off of her clothes on the ground, and scolded: "Old man with pine skin and meat floss, no wonder Brother Luo is disgusted with you, let's take a look at it now, who is more cheap." ”

After saying that, she smiled and walked away.

After Zhang Shaofen left for a long time, Chen Xian slowly recovered from the ground, her face was like a piece of red-hot iron, her white teeth were stubbornly biting her thin lower lip, so desperate and so sad.

This morning, she thought a lot, it turned out that she only felt that Luo Jingwei was hateful, and now she knew that hateful people are the same hateful, people gather by like, and things are divided by groups, although this is a little biased, but it is extremely harmonious for these two people.

Now, she also hates herself, hates her incomplete thinking, hates her for being too thoughtful, and hates herself for only developing a suspicious and fearful negative character after repeated storms.

When she was young, she also received a lot of upbringing, but now, she has only grown into a very traditional woman, she is in her forties, a woman who is almost fifty years old. Half of her life has passed, why did she have to suffer such humiliation at the end of her life.

She really couldn't accept it.

Chen Xian thought of death, and after death, it was a hundred.

She changed her clothes, pulled out the pesticides that had not been used up before, and sat in front of the window, and no one but me understood what was going on in the mind of this formerly hard-working woman. Is this the truth? But what is the explanation for the injuries on her body? I can't believe it.

She picked up the bottle of medicine and looked at it word by word, she didn't recognize many words, no matter how she looked at it, she just knew that she would die if she drank it.

After another half, her emotions turned from anger to sadness, and from sadness to calm again. Thinking of the two children, in the end, Chen Xian still put the purchased pesticides in the corner.

Outside the window, the camellia flowers on the back mountain are blooming just right, with red, white, and pink colors.

At this time, her whole person was like a sunny day after rain.

Look at this camellia again, as if the dust is gone, the green leaves are more delicate and silky, the deep blue is glowing with blue light, like gentle jasper, the flowers are more delicate, slightly transparent, like just bathed in the mountain spring, the Lingbo fairy with slightly open lips, smile clearly, fresh and charming.

Chen Xian took the scissors and went downstairs to the back mountain, and when she went, the gentle wind blew on her cheeks that had been beaten hard, like careful care, making her forget the previous humiliation.

Chen Xian cut a handful of white camellia, took it back to the teacher's dormitory, rummaged through a pile of miscellaneous items, found a glass bottle as a vase, washed it, put the flowers on it, and placed it in the window of the outhouse.

Chen Xian looked out the window in a daze.

What is she looking at? I looked out the window, a hillside, camellia tree by tree, and low shrubs, and if I looked closely, the soil on the slope was deep yellow and light yellow.

The wind swept over the hill, and the branches swayed, and just as the branches fell to the side, suddenly a pitch-black color appeared in the branches at the highest point on the hillside.

It's not big, but it's very eye-catching.

Chen Xian didn't reflect at all, as if she hadn't seen anything.

In the evening, Chen Xian finished cooking dinner and waited for Luo Jingwei as usual.

I have to say that Chen Xian is a truly traditional and broad-minded woman, even if her husband is not in a thousand ways, in Chen Xian's heart, it seems that they are all trivial things that are not worth mentioning, or they should be forgiven.

Luo Jingwei came back late, Chen Xian had already fallen asleep at the table with the light on, the food was placed on the coffee table, and it didn't help to use a porcelain bowl to keep warm.

The sound of Luo Jingwei kicking the door woke up Chen Xian, and she walked over to open the door in a vague way.

When Luo Jingwei saw Chen Xian's confused appearance, his originally calm face suddenly became tyrannical.

"Fuck off." Luo Jingwei said viciously, Chen Xian, who got up to greet him, said.

"Are you crazy, I didn't do anything." Chen Xian's face is also not very good-looking.

"It's disgusting to look at you, get out of here." When Luo Jingwei said this, Chen Xian seemed to have just woken up, and she couldn't get used to it.

She was incredulous for a moment, then turned her head away and stopped looking at Luo Jingwei.

It's not that I haven't heard her husband say such things in the past, it's just that she is a person in the end, and she has no iron walls on her body, and she can't stop the repeated swords, guns, swords, and halberds.

I understand that Chen Xian has already sharpened her skin very thickly, but Luo Jingwei's sentence just deepened the already deep wound.

Dragging the scarred wounds, Chen Xian walked back to the bedroom.

In fact, when she turned around to leave without eating, her stomach screamed.

Chen Xian didn't know, when she walked into the house, I suddenly saw a strange look, the expression on Luo Jingwei's face suddenly became hideous, he seemed to be getting rid of something, and his face was sad.

He stretched out his hand to Chen Xian and opened his mouth, but he didn't make any sound.

But it was only for a moment, and his expression returned to his previous violence, and he took a sip when he looked at Chen Xian's back.

Hearing this voice, Chen Xian didn't say a word, but her back became more rickety.

In fact, without him, Chen Xian will live better, Chen Xian herself knows, but what to do, she thought to herself, once divorced, Luo Jingwei doesn't want children, and she doesn't care about children; She also naively thought that she would be able to bear the future of her children, and she once went to the bank to ask for a loan, but people said that once she divorced, she had no job, no fixed property, and she couldn't even take out a loan.

It's really sad that she can't afford the tuition fees for her two children, how realistic this problem is.

In case of divorce, the two children will drop out of school, and then they will have to follow her old path again?

When Chen Xian was extremely sad, the window of the inner room suddenly opened, and a gust of wind blew in, the curtains did not move, and the corners of the sheets did not move, the wind just blew straight on Chen Xian, as if to soothe.

In the wind, there seemed to be a clear moonlight, and there was also the aroma of camellia in the back mountain, and when it approached, the pain and sorrow in Chen Xian's heart calmed down at once.

Chen Xian was lying on one side of the bed. Luo Jingwei outside ate a little cold food, and was about to enter the house, when he suddenly saw half a bottle of pesticide placed at the corner of the table by the window, and the anger he had just calmed down was even worse, grabbed the pesticide, and strode into the house.

He grabbed Chen Xian, who was slightly asleep on the bed, and threw it to the door of the inner room, and then threw the glass bottle on Chen Xian's head.

Chen Xian was thrown to the ground as soon as she was caught awake, and then she was immediately hit by a huge glass bottle, and a hole was smashed in her forehead, and blood gurgled out. Chen Xian looked at Luo Jingwei with a frightened face, the Luo Jingwei in front of her was very different from the Luo Jingwei in her memory, and the Luo Jingwei in front of her was like a ghost crawling out of hell.

He asked viciously, "Do you want to feed the pesticide to ......?" At this time, Luo Jingwei's expression suddenly distorted, and then he returned to ferocity and said, "...... Small chapters? ”

Tears suddenly fell out of Chen Xian's eyes, mixed with blood and fell to the collar, chest, and to the ground. Luo Jingwei didn't see it, there was only a flame in his eyes that was higher than the other.

Between husband and wife, the misunderstanding is ridiculous at this point.

"Hehe" Chen Xian, who couldn't feel the pain in her forehead, smiled mockingly.

Seeing this, Luo Jingwei rushed forward even more angrily, pinched Chen Xian's thin neck with one hand, pulled Chen Xian's hair back with the other, and shouted angrily in his mouth: "What are you laughing at?" I asked you, and you answered me, are you inseparable from this marriage? ”

"As long as you support your children and continue to go to school, I will leave you immediately." Chen Xian said without showing weakness, the appearance of blood covering her face made her look as ugly as a female ghost, and the blood on her forehead was still gurgling out, not only flowing into her eyes, but also staining Luo Jingwei's hand.

Luo Jingwei said fiercely: "Children, children, use children as an excuse every day, do you think you are great?" Or do you think that I won't divorce you if I continue to be entangled with dead skin? Don't you look at what you look like, I'm an intellectual, surrounded by an old man who can't read big characters all day long, dry and thin, old skin is rough and black, wrinkled, clothes are dirty all day long, sunken eyebrows and sunken eyes, even if I can see it, how can you let me see people. ”

Chen Xian replied expressionlessly: "When I was young, I was so good, but now what do you think I am?" What do you think you are? As long as you promise to pay the child's tuition, I will leave you immediately. ”

Luo Jingwei said again: "Hmph! At the beginning, Lao Tzu was blind, I didn't care about the child, and the money wouldn't give you a cent, so you'd better give Lao Tzu a clear idea immediately. ”

"Isn't that your child? How can you say that. Chen Xian's face was not obvious, but she still couldn't believe that the person in front of her who choked her neck would be the young man who had sworn to protect her for the rest of her life when she was young.

Luo Jingwei said viciously. "Lao Tzu doesn't care who he is, can you leave this marriage today?"

Chen Xian said a little sadly but firmly: "I will not leave." I'm also old now, I'm uneducated, and I can't make money, I can't delay the future of my children because of my incompetence, as long as you don't agree to my request for a day, I won't agree to a divorce for a day, anyway, it's not me who is in a hurry, it's the shameless bitch who hooked up with you. ”

After speaking, Chen Xian smiled again.

Luo Jingwei's expression was distorted and said, "Slut, who made you ...... Who asked you to scold Xiao Zhang, I heard that you slapped her during the day, it seems that you don't know who you are if I don't teach you a lesson, I tell you, not only will I not give you the money, the house, don't think about it, the child will also clean up for Lao Tzu, and Lao Tzu will give Xiao Zhang all things. ”

Strange, I seem to have heard these words somewhere, and the familiar feeling is thicker.