Looking sideways in the summer evening, I just saw the bright soft light under his eyes.

Is that......

A kind of affectionate pampering that only people who talk about their beloved.

"A rebellious gentle little fairy?" She repeated softly, and the appearance of Bo Yiqing involuntarily appeared in her mind again.

Nan Shen turned his head and smiled slightly: "Yes." ”

The eyes are facing each other.

faded away from indifference and strength, his expression was a gentleness rarely seen in these years: "Your mother, on the surface, is a gentle family lady, and no one who has seen her does not praise her so much." But only her closest friends know that in her bones, there is a rebellious restlessness that is about to move. ”

Summer evening eyelashes blinked.

Such......

Nan Shen smiled and continued to recall: "You may not believe it, the reason why your mother and I met was actually because of a racing race," he was a little sweaty when it came to racing, "Of course, it's not a regular racing car." ”

Summer evening surprised: "It's ......"

"Yes, that's what you think," Nan Shen looked at him tenderly, "She and I are both contestants, but that time I participated for my brother, and it was the first time." As for her, she has participated in it several times, and before that, every time, she was the champion, such a fairy-like person, would like this kind of exciting project, I can't imagine it? ”

The summer evening is actually really unexpected.

Such a little fairy, it turned out to be ......

Unconsciously welled up with a little excitement and yearning in her heart, and she couldn't help but ask: "That...... In the end, did you win? ”

Nan Shen nodded, with a very faint smug in his eyes, but more, he was still spoiled: "Well, I'm first, she's second, just a few seconds away, she lost to me." Your mother is very arrogant, and when she sees me as a new face, of course she is not convinced, and she must compete with me again. ”

The summer evening seems to be able to imagine that picture.

Infected, the corners of her lips curled.

Nan Shen looked into the distance, and there seemed to be a smile in his words: "I won't tell you, in fact, I fell in love with your mother at first sight, the moment she got out of the car, she didn't admit defeat's arrogant and provocative appearance, and she walked into my heart." ”

That year, that night, is a beautiful memory that he will never forget.

Because, he knew her.

"And then?"

"Later," Nan Shen still recalled, "no matter how she provoked, I didn't agree, she was so angry that she almost pressed my head and forced me to compete again, and then I left." ”

He smiled and turned his head to look at Xia Wan: "Actually, I did it on purpose, I thought at the time, if I agreed, if I lost, would I not have a chance to see her in the future?" So I didn't say yes and waited for her to take the initiative to find me. ”

"Sure enough, her temperament, she managed to find out my information the next day, you probably wouldn't have imagined that she, who came to the door alone to block me, was not afraid...... I'm not afraid of what will happen to you alone in a strange man's house. ”

As he spoke, he shook his head with a helpless smile.

Without waiting for Xia Wan to ask, he continued: "If I don't agree a day, she will block me once, and every time we meet, I love to bully her, I like to see her angry and jumping, but she has to maintain her image, very cute." ”

He smiled: After a few times, I was afraid that she would lose interest, so I agreed to compete with her again, but that time, there was a little accident, I was a little injured, originally, she could take the first, who knew that after seeing my injury, she stopped without saying a word and personally sent me to the hospital. ”

Listening to him tell me, the summer evening felt like watching the whole process of their happiness.

"After the hospital, you ...... Together? She couldn't help but ask.

Nan Shen nodded.

"Yes." The affection in his eyes became more and more bright, and it seemed to be a little proud, "I asked her why she gave up the low-hanging fruited championship, and she dodged, insisting that she was afraid that I would die, and her championship would not win." After she finished speaking, I confessed, I told her that I like her, and she also likes me, otherwise, she would not care so much about me. ”

He won't forget that night.

He confessed that she was ashamed to leave, and he was afraid, so he pulled her and didn't let her go, and even ...... Forcibly kissed her.

"Those days were the happiest I've ever lived." As soon as the words turned, his tone became low without a trace, and there seemed to be a dark pain in his dark eyes.

Xia Wan uncontrollably followed his heart: "Later...... Did something happen? ”

Nan Shen did not respond.

Xia Wan bit her lip apologetically: "I'm sorry ......"

In just a few seconds, Nan Shen's body seemed to be covered with a layer of darkness, which made people feel distressed to watch.

"You are as smart as your mother......" Nan Shen looked at her, sighing, a trace of sadness flowed through, "She is also very smart, but...... Something did happen between us back then, she ...... Leave me. ”

He smiled bitterly: "I'm not afraid of your jokes, at that time, I was actually as arrogant as her, two people together, it's not just enough to have feelings, but also need to run in and trust, but I and her ...... We had a big fight, she was leaving, and I ...... I also said harsh things that shouldn't have been said, and I said that if she was gone, I wouldn't wait for her any longer. ”

The hands unconsciously clenched into fists, even after so many years, every time I think about it, the pain is deep into the bone marrow.

Xia Wan moved her lips, wanting to say something to comfort, but it was like suddenly losing her voice, she couldn't speak, and she didn't know what to say.

"You ......"

His head lowered slightly, and all the emotional reflexes at the bottom of his eyes disappeared, Nan Shen was a little depressed: "She didn't know, at that time, I had already applied to the organization for marriage, I thought it was ......"

Even though he tried his best to control it, every word that followed still carried an imperceptible trill and regret.

"She was gone, I looked for her friend, but no one knew where she went, and it was as if she had disappeared, and then she ...... Finally got the news that she went back to school abroad, and with her fiancé was her. His fingertips were slightly white, and he closed his eyes, "I can't go abroad, and the two of us are equally proud and no one bows their heads, so we missed many years." ”

"I was angry with her for being ruthless, and I didn't take the initiative to look for her, I have basically been in the army all these years." Some self-deprecation, but more of it, I have no choice but to blame myself and regret it, "Some time ago, my brother and sister-in-law contacted me and said...... With her news, also tell me that you may ...... It's my daughter, so ...... I am back. ”

What he didn't say was that the moment he learned the news, he actually flinched a little.

Over the years, he has never been afraid of many dangerous tasks.

Only, that moment.

He was afraid, afraid that it would be empty in the end, afraid of ...... I can't accept that Xia Wan is not my daughter.

But in the end, he couldn't resist missing her all these years, and he came back.

Even if I still have a breath in my heart, I still ...... Some resented her.

His fists clenched unconsciously, Nan Shen raised his head to look at Xia Wan again, and then spoke, his voice was indescribably hoarse and tight: "I'm glad I came back, otherwise, I might never know that she was ...... It's my fault......"

The eyes are facing each other.

Summer Evening still doesn't know what to say: "You ......"

"Do you blame me?"

The summer evening was stunned.

Nan Shen smiled bitterly: "You should blame me, if...... If pride hadn't been in trouble, it should have ...... can give you a complete and happy family, sooner or later, I ......"

"I don't blame you."

Nan Shen's voice stopped abruptly.

Xia Wan took a deep breath and smiled slightly: "Actually, when I first knew that it was my own background, I did blame you, at that time, I got into the horns of the bull and decided that you abandoned me and my mother, I think...... I can't forgive the fact that during that time, a lot of things happened to my own emotions...... Not good. ”

After a pause, she continued with a relieved face: "But now, after listening to the story of you and your mother, I think...... Although, I haven't met my mother, but because of your memories, it seems to ...... Well, I know a lot about my mother, and I even think it...... She was right next to me. ”

Her eyes softened little by little, and she said, "Back then...... You and your mother must be very good, that's why they are attracted to each other, so they both stick to this relationship, without you, there would be no me. ”

She said very sincerely and calmly, but in Nan Shen's eyes, the guilt in his heart became heavier and heavier.

"Late ......"

"Hmm."

Nan Shen opened his mouth, facing this daughter, he really had never been nervous and self-blaming.

"I'm sorry......" his eyes were dark, and each one of them was full of deep regret, "All these years, I'...... I didn't do my duty to you for a day, I'm sorry, you blame me, it's right, but ...... I hope you, don't ...... Don't blame your mom, she's ......."

The conversation was interrupted.

"No," Xia Wan looked at him and said, "I said, I don't blame you, and naturally I don't blame my mother, and now, I don't blame any of you." ”

After a pause, she pursed the corners of her lips, and her eyes were grateful: "I...... I'm glad to be your daughter and Mom's daughter, I think...... Very happy, really. You...... Don't blame yourself. ”

When the words landed, Nan Shen's eyes lit up, and his originally dark expression also changed significantly: "Wanwan, you ......"

"Don't you believe me?" Xia Wan's mischievous side tilted his head, trying to adjust the atmosphere.

Nan Shen was full of joy and excitement: "Letter! I believe it! Of course I believe it! ”

She didn't ask why they were separated, it was their privacy, and one day she found her mother and believed in them......

His thoughts suddenly stopped, and his breathing in the summer evening was sluggish.

Getting your mom back?

Nan Shen saw the change in her expression for the first time, thinking that something had happened to her, and her heart tightened: "Wanwan, what's wrong?" ”

The ten fingers hanging on the thighs of the summer evening clenched uncontrollably a little.

"Late ......"

Xia Wan didn't look at him, just held her eyes and asked softly, "She...... Did you say that? ”

Nan Shen's expression stiffened slightly.

Of course he knew who "she" was referring to.

Ye Qing.

To be exact, ...... Bo Yijin.