He understands my concerns, and the methods of the people who can slaughter the young master and all the elites can be seen to be cruel, if he knows that I have a child, the child may not be saved.

"And ......" I paused, looked down at the relationship chart on the drawing board, lost my eyes, bit my lip, and it was a long time before I spoke, "Last time you said that you wanted to monitor Xi Jinrong comprehensively, go do it." ”

I didn't think I'd come this far.

I began to doubt Brother Xi, the man who helped me and smiled so warmly......

"Yes, young lady."

"Not only Xi Jinrong, but also Bai Lan, it is best to send someone to monitor even the Bai family who is far away in the United States." I said, "To set up such a big game and kill so many people, the other party's background is definitely not under Xiao Jinyu." ”

Hearing this, Jin Fen sighed, "Young lady, all the people who lost in Xikel this time are the elites cultivated by the young master, and the Xiao family's vitality is greatly damaged, and they are trustworthy people...... I'm afraid it's not enough to arrange so much. ”

Not enough arrangement.

“……”

Hearing this, I thought of those corpses last night, and my heart swelled with discomfort.

Those people were cultivated by Xiao Jinyu.

A massacre, killing so many lives, and destroying Xiao Jinyu's decades of business, who is the other party, how can he be so capable?

Even if Xiao Jinyu comes back now, his power will not be the same as before.

"Young lady, I'll try to arrange it." Jin Fen said.

"Okay." I said.

I also dispatched several groups of people to find Xiao Jinyu.

It can be said that I have mobilized all the resources that Xiao Jinyu can mobilize now, I really want to ignore any endgame, deal with nothing, and go to Xiao Jinyu alone.

I just want to see Xiao Jinyu now.

"I notified the lawyer and went to sort out Xiao Jinyu's property first."

Putting away the sketchpad, I stood up and said.

Expenses are still going to be as usual, I've never been in charge of money, and now I'm even going to start learning this.

"Young lady, you have to go to the hospital today to be diagnosed, hold a press conference, and rest first." Jin Fen looked at my slender and thin body, and suddenly felt that it was a bit cruel to let this weak woman keep everything about the young master.

She didn't know anything, and suddenly asked her to clean up the mess of the young master's absence.

Besides, she was pregnant.

"It's okay, I'll have to do it sooner or later." I said as I walked on.

To my surprise, Xiao Jinyu and I are no longer husband and wife, but when I asked Xiao Jinyu's lawyer to show Xiao Jinyu all of his property, the lawyer did not hesitate to take it out.

"Mr. Xiao ordered it a month ago, and he also signed a treaty, Mrs., you can control everything at will, and if Mrs. has any orders, you can give me any orders."

That's what the lawyer said.

I sat there with the thick stack of papers, my nose aching, and I was forced to sit there.

Did he have a premonition that this trip to Shecol would not be easy, so he gave me all the rights...... Xiao Jinyu, I'm just a woman, how can he just walk away and put so much pressure on me alone.

I had a busy schedule, met with a lawyer, and before I could figure out all the assets, I went to a secret private hospital with Kim.

The whole process is confidential.

Before my belly is revealed, I can hide it for as long as I can.

With the ultrasound list in hand, I stood in the long corridor of the hospital and looked at the end, where the sun was full and dazzling.

Suddenly, a long figure stepped out of the sunlight and stood there quietly, looking at me with a deep gaze.

I leaned against the wall and smiled at him, "Xiao Jinyu, we have a baby, a 5-week-old baby." ”

It's on Jace Island.

"Young lady, who are you talking to?" Jin Fen walked over from the side with some medicine, and asked suspiciously when he saw that I was talking.

I looked at the end of the hallway, where there was nothing but sunlight.

"No, it's just talking to yourself." I smiled faintly and looked at the medicine in his hand, "Isn't it impossible to take medicine when pregnant?" ”

"Young lady, your low blood pressure is a bit serious, these are not medicines, they are drinks, they are not harmful to the child, they can raise blood pressure." Jin Fen said.

If I faint at every turn, then this child doesn't need to be designed by others, and he will be gone.

"Okay, thank you." I looked at the gold points gratefully.

Luckily, I still have Dr. Kim by my side, otherwise, I wouldn't be able to handle so many things alone......

The two walked outside.

"Young lady." Jin Fen wanted to speak and stopped.

"Say whatever you want."

"I can understand that the young lady misses the young master, if you feel uncomfortable, you can talk to me." Jin Fen tried to be as tactful as possible, he just saw me talking into the air, which is not a good sign.

"I want to go to him."

That's the only thing I'm uncomfortable with right now.

Xiao Jinyu's whereabouts are unknown now, life and death are uncertain, all I can do is wait.

"You've heard from the doctor that you're not fit to travel at all. Young lady, please consider it for the young master's children. Jin Fen said.

Understand.

I know.

"Don't worry, my baby and I will watch over everything about him until he returns.

I said firmly.

I never believed that Xiao Jinyu was dead, he would come back, maybe tomorrow, he would come back.

……

At the press conference organized by the public relations department of Jinyu Group, I came out to clarify to the media reporters that I was reasonable and modest, and denied all rumors.

Compared to the confusion when I first announced my marriage to Xiao Jinyu, I can now face it calmly.

After coming out of the press conference, Jin Fen and the others followed behind me.

On the other side, Xi Jinrong was walking over surrounded by several high-level executives, and the high-level was speaking to Xi Jinrong-

"Mr. Xi, my suggestion is still like that, convene the conference as soon as possible."

"That's right, the group can't be left without an owner for a day, you can rest assured, the shares in our hands and Mr. Bai's shares are enough to fight for the absolute right to speak."

“……”

Every word is to let Xi Jinrong take the position and sit in the position of president.

I looked at it, and I still remember that there were two high-level people there who used to flatter Xiao Jinyu a lot, but now, people go to tea and cool.

People can't fall into the limelight, and once they fall, there is nothing.

"We'll talk about that later."

Xi Jinrong's face didn't have any superfluous expression, he couldn't see whether he was happy or unhappy, he raised his eyes to look at me walking opposite, and his eyes kept falling on me.

I withdrew my gaze.

Pass.

Xi Jinrong stopped, turned his face sideways, and his eyebrows were worried, "Are you okay?" ”

"Thank you for your concern."

I didn't answer, I just said these four words, and then I walked away without looking back.

“……”

Xi Jinrong looked back, watched my back leave, his eyes revealed a touch of injustice, and walked forward in my direction.

He and her are too mixed, and after all, they will be missed again and again.

As soon as I returned to the Xiao family's villa, I locked myself on the top floor.

The scenery on the top floor is like entering the jungle, the sound of the water is murmuring, the air is fresh, and the grass is full of green colors, which makes people feel refreshed.

After two busy days, I have time to watch Xiao Jinyu's things.

I sat on the swing under the tree, dangling gently, with my feet together, and a notebook in my hand, turning page after page—

Be well, don't read it.

When I get back, we'll go on our honeymoon.

Be obedient at home, don't run around, remember to eat dinner, don't lose weight, otherwise you don't want to write a book.

I miss you, peace of mind.

I miss you......

……

Word by word, all written down with a pen, it is hard for me to imagine that there will be danger in entering the mountain the next day, Xiao Jinyu actually stayed up late the night before to write me a text message.

How could there be such a stupid person?

I looked through page by page, looking at one more line of words, and my heart felt like I was being pricked by a needle in pain, and tears fell from my black and white eyes......

Only here can I cry uncontrollably;

In front of people, I can't even have a painful expression, otherwise, everyone will think that Xiao Jinyu died abroad.

I'm starting to live the life of two faces in front of me and behind me again.

I carefully read the handwriting on it, and when I turned to the last page, I saw that a large paragraph was written on it.

Peace of mind, it took me a long, long time to dream of you, and then it took a long time to look for you, find you, and make you fall in love with me, which is the happiest thing in my life.

Later, I was afraid that your liking was not love, and when I said love, I was afraid that you didn't love deeply enough, and I was afraid that you would know everything...... Peace of mind, I, Xiao Jinyu, have never been so timid and afraid of anyone in my life.

These days, are the happiest days of my life.

Because on the island, you tell me that you can drop everything for me.

Peace of mind, when I come back, the grievances are settled, and I will accompany you to make up for the ending.

“……”

My tears blurred my eyes and landed on my notebook, dissolving the handwriting.

Closing the notebook, I took the notebook into my arms, and turned my eyes to look at the blackboard on the wall, which was spelled out with a memory card "Anxin love Xiao Jinyu".

Today.

I really understood the loneliness between the lines, as he stood alone in a replica of their first date, spelling out the words from the memory card I had left.

Suddenly, a phantom appeared in front of my eyes, as if I saw the handsome figure standing in front of the blackboard, looking lonely and pasting the memory cards to the blackboard one by one.

Xiao Jinyu.

Silly Xiao Jinyu, I miss you.

Why haven't you come back yet, it's been a month, you've been away long enough, go home......

My tears fell, and I slowly raised my hand and touched it in the direction of the blackboard, my fingertips tracing Xiao Jinyu's handsome outline, sketching little by little.

"I woke up to meet you." I muttered, "But why are you gone?" ”

I asked.

But no one could answer me.

I sat alone on the swing, so quiet that only the sound of clear water remained.

The little rabbit lies on the ground and sniffs here and there.

I don't know if Xiao Jinyu is not there, the rabbit doesn't seem to have much energy these days, squinting and sleeping for a long time, and waking up and playing for a short time.

Probably, it also misses Xiao Jinyu.

Sometimes, when it is nested in Xiao Jinyu's arms, it is more comfortable than nesting in my arms.

Does it miss Xiao Jinyu's embrace?

……

In the villa, I can see Xiao Jinyu's shadow in every corner, but I can't touch it.

As the psychiatrist Jinfen said, I can't go on like this, but I just can't stop my hysterical thoughts, sometimes I see the fantasy, and my heart will be happy for a few seconds, but then, in exchange for more disappointment and heartache.