Jing Yan was silent. After raising his head and drinking the rest of the wine, he said with difficulty, and the words "I ......" did not come out, but swallowed it back. He reached out to fill himself with another glass, frowning as he let go of his thoughts.

At that time, the Jing family was very popular, and as the only heir of the family, he was held at the pinnacle of money and power since he was a child. However, the world is impermanent, who can predict that his family changed overnight, and he changed from a young master who was in the limelight to an orphan whose relatives could step on him.

The higher you stand, the worse you fall. And he was able to climb out of the abyss, build his own business empire, and stand at the pinnacle of power again, what kind of human purgatory he experienced in the middle of this is not something that words can describe.

And...... Those dark pasts, with the passage of time, have long been buried in the deepest and darkest corners of his heart with his success. He didn't want to dig them out again and show them to Shen Ruochu.

His stupid girl who has no heart and lungs should be clean and full of sunshine. Even if the sky falls, you can laugh. And not to be tainted by his dark and sordid past.

Besides, what is past is what is over. He met her from now on. And the future of the two of them will not be related to those pasts that he alone experienced.

It's just that he is used to planning and thinking carefully in the mall, but he can't emotionally foresee the future.

Jing Yan suddenly felt extremely remorseful at this moment. If he could have seen everything earlier and found out that Shen Ruochu had been so concerned about Jiang Xinyue, could it have been avoided today.

She was still his wife, and every day whenever she saw him, she would chirp and quarrel. And he is willing to use his greatest patience to tolerate her and pamper her.

It's a pity that time can't be turned back, and everything can't be started all over again.

Qi Yang saw that he hadn't spoken for a long time, but the wine had gone down a lot, and he couldn't help frowning. He raised his leg and kicked the leg of the coffee table, and his tone was not very good, "Alas, I called here to solve the trouble." I'm not here to ask you for a drink. Saying that, he went to the guest room where Jiang Xinyue slept Nunuzui.

"Oh!" Jing Yan finally came back to her senses and emptied the rest of the wine in the cup, "I'm sorry." After speaking, he was about to get up, but suddenly remembered something, "By the way, how did you get together with Xinyue?" ”

"Pretty in Pink!"

Pretty in Pink is the name of a nightclub, which is very distinctive, but it is also famous for its mixed fish and dragons in City B. Jing Yan goes in and out of high-end halls a lot, and nightclubs are not frequent. It's Qi Yang, who is a regular customer there.

Jing Yan frowned when she heard the words "Pink Beauty", and then nodded in understanding.

Jiang Xinyue couldn't feel depressed, not even a star. Otherwise, you have to find an outlet right away. As for what this catharsis is, it's hard to say. Sabotage official duties, alcoholism, and drugs, these are all good. When it is serious, it is probably not uncommon for people to die.

"I'm sorry for you today." Jing Yan thanked him lightly, but didn't ask anything. Anyway, Jiang Xinyue will feel depressed anytime and anywhere, and at the worst time, she will be complicated by seeing a certain dark color. In the past few years, the treatment has been effective, but at most it is to spend money, overeat, or go to a bar to get drunk.

"And what else do you say to me, thank you." Qi Yang sneered, very disdainful of his hypocrisy, "Or you just cut it in two and find a new one that you don't care about, and only cares about your money." If you still want to live a peaceful life with her, if you have to say it, you should go with her! ”

"Hmm." Jing Yan responded very carelessly, took out her mobile phone and called the assistant to ask him to come and pick up someone. As soon as he hung up the phone and looked up, he saw Qi Yang staring at him with one hand holding his chin. That look suddenly reminded people of the word "crush".

Jing Yan was a little hairy. Before he could open his mouth to taunt him, he heard Qi Yang open his mouth thoughtfully, "Jaryn, have you ever thought about it." ”

"What have you thought about?"

"The past you have experienced, no matter how dark it is, is a part of you that you cannot let go. Isn't it true that people who love each other have to accept everything they have for each other? Every advantage or disadvantage, every past and present, and then together through the future. ”

Jing Yan slowly narrowed her eyes, and her expression gradually became a layer of thought.

Qi Yang saw that he seemed to have listened to his words, so he continued: "Shen Ruochu is a blank piece of paper, a blank paper that you can see through at a glance. Very ok, no problems. But don't you think it's not honest enough for you to say nothing? ”

"I'm not trying to deceive her about anything......" Jing Yan was a little anxious.

"Don't defend yourself! Hear me out. Qi Yang raised his hand and made a reassuring gesture, "Jaryn, things between lovers are mutual, not just you can take it for granted." If you don't have Jiang Xinyue, maybe you can cover it up for a lifetime. But we all know if this doesn't exist! ”

"Did you find out that Xinyue was causing her trouble?" Jing Yan interrupted her with a wry smile.

"It's only you stupid x who is a fan of the authorities!" Qi Yang hit the nail on the head very mercilessly, "But I think Jiang Xinyue has never been a bomb, at most it is just a fuse." If the two of you were honest enough and strong enough, there wouldn't be those problems at all. In fact, I felt that Shen Ruochu ha's you at the beginning was nothing more than because of two things: appearance and wealth. Maybe part of it is because of your unique personality charm as a mature man. But after a long time, it doesn't seem to be like that. ”

"What the hell are you trying to say!" Jing Yan's deep voice vaguely revealed irritability.

Qi Yang didn't answer immediately, and took a sip of wine unhurriedly before speaking softly, "Jaryn, you dare to say that you don't confess the past to her, isn't it because you're afraid?!" ”

Jing Yan was stunned.

Qi Yang's eyes were like knives, and the corners of his lips were slightly hooked with infinite sarcasm, "I'm afraid that she won't love you anymore after she sees the one who used to live in the shadows!" ”

…………

Tan Jiahui went out for less than 10 minutes. When I came back, there were two nurses.

The beds are all on wheels. Break the small mechanism stuck in the wheel and push it away at any time. The new ward was not far from the current one, and five rooms were moved parallel to the corridor.

Regarding Shen Ruochu's childish behavior of covering his ears and stealing the bell, Tan Jiahui is actually funny and helpless. But since she said it, he would try to do it for her.

There is no VIP ward in the orthopedic department, but there are still single wards. The one Shen Ruochu stayed in before was, and the one that Tan Jiahui asked to change now is also.

After settling the people, the nurse left. Then, in the silent space, the two of them suddenly became relatively speechless. They stared at each other for two or three minutes, and then the two of them "poofed" at the same time and laughed.

"Is the anesthetic too hard? It doesn't hurt. When Tan Jiahui was just looking for a doctor to transfer to the ward, he also learned about Shen Ruochu's treatment together.

"It's fine. It's a lot better. ”

Tan Jiahui said "um", a little hesitant, but still asked, "How did you fall?" So serious? ”

Shen Ruochu's expression froze, and then he was dyed with a hint of gloom.

Tan Jiahui hurriedly comforted, "Okay, Chuchu, if you don't want to say it, forget it." I shouldn't mention something unhappy! ”

"I'm not unhappy!" Shen Ruochu frowned and looked at him, already gritting his teeth, "I'm unhappy than unhappy, I'm angry!" As he spoke, he repeated what had just happened, and added a summary statement at the end, "Jing Yan is a bastard!" ”

Tan Jiahui sighed. Looking at her little face flushed and angry, she didn't know what to say except for pursing her lips and being silent.

It seems that from his perspective and position, nothing is quite right. If he didn't like Shen Ruochu, he would probably be able to politely persuade him. But it's not like that.

He loves Shen Ruochu, no less than Shen Ruochu loves Jing Yan. Although he never wants to be public.

added fuel to the fire and scolded Jing Yan with her, and then let Shen Ruochu and Jing Yan cut off contact by the way, and completely forgot about him from then on? ! Tan Jiahui felt that he couldn't do such a thing. Because he knows that his true liking for someone will not be changed by external factors. Just like he thought he couldn't forget her so easily. And when these words came out of his mouth, they would probably make Shen Ruochu have some thoughts. He doesn't want the girl he likes to think that he is a villain who takes advantage of the chaos.

persuade her to reconcile with Jing Yan?! Tan Jiahui felt that he shouldn't be crazy yet! If Jing Yan could give Shen Ruochu happiness, he would quit without letting go of his fart. But the crux of the matter is that he can't. And neither can you!

The last point is Tan Jiahui's most heartache and weakness.

He wasn't sure that Shen Ruochu would accept him wholeheartedly, so he couldn't do anything but stand still and wait for her to come to his position when she needed to. It's not that he doesn't have the means, but he really used the means to get her, but he can't give her 100% happiness. So what's the difference between him and Jing Yan?!

Worry because of love, fear because of love.

It's not that it can't. It's unbearable, and it's even more unacceptable!

And Shen Ruo saw that he never spoke, and gradually quieted down. She wouldn't know about his entanglements, but after nearly ten years of tacit understanding, she could always sense some fluctuations in his mood.

"Erguang?" She called him tentatively, with a cautious flattery in her eyes, "That...... Sorry ha! ”

"Huh?" Tan Jiahui was puzzled by her sudden apology, and immediately thought that she had something to ask, "What's wrong Chuchu?" What do you want? ”

"It's not." Shen Ruochu shook his head, bit his lip and hesitated for a moment before speaking, "Thank you so much for today's incident." And also...... I'm sorry, I'm still bothering you if you have something at home! ”