208, I thought
Lan Miaomiao is determined to get rid of the ghost fetus for me, but my heart is empty.
In the evening, she didn't know where to get a bowl of black medicine, and smelled a strange fishy smell, so she came in and coaxed me to drink it.
I held the bowl, my hands trembling: "Miao Miao, this medicine ......"
"Don't worry, the medicine will definitely work." Lan Miao urged.
My hands trembled more and more, my heart was very uncomfortable, and what echoed in my mind over and over again was the past with Shen Yan.
Scenes are etched in my mind.
I took a deep breath, the medicine bowl fell to the ground, and it fell to pieces, Lan Miaomiao was a little anxious: "Xiaochuan, do you leave this ghost child as the truth?" β
"I want to see him again." I looked at Lan Miaomiao, looking forward to it from the bottom of my heart.
There are some words, I have to make it clear to Shen Yan face to face, otherwise I will definitely not be reconciled, I have experienced so much between him and me, including life and death, and it can't stop so abruptly, without a beginning or an end.
The atmosphere in the room was eerie, she didn't speak, and I didn't speak.
The pain in my body is unbearable, and my morning sickness reaction is too great in the past few days, and I can't stop vomiting when I smell a little.
At this moment, her stomach was tumbling, Lan Miaomiao gritted her teeth, as if she had made up her mind: "It's not impossible to see him, it's just Xiaochuan, there can be no future between you and him." β
"I know."
I was shaking all over.
Ever since I saw the golden coffin in the tomb, the uneasiness deepened.
I'm just a substitute for the fox girl, and Shen Yan appeared by my side with ulterior motives, my eyes were misty, and tears flowed down from the corners of my eyes and fell into my cochlea.
Lan Miaomiao said that I want to see Shen Yan, but no matter what I see, I can't mess around.
I agreed, "Okay, I promise you." β
She sat on the futon facing me, I put my palm opposite her, Lan Miaomiao broke my fingers, blood fell on her talisman, she bowed her chin, pinched the trick slightly, and said in a deep voice: "If you enter the underworld with me, remember not to make a sound, I am not good enough to ......"
In my ears is Lan Miaomiao's whisper, and her voice is becoming more and more ethereal, I just want to see Shen Yan, why do you want to lure the soul into the underworld.
I saw the eyes full of Manzhu Sawa open at my feet, my body became light, and Lan Miaomiao guided me in front of me.
The sound of water ticking in my ears is exceptionally clear.
The dungeon was cold, and when I saw Shen Yan again, I found that he seemed to be a different person.
In my heart, even if he was bound by the Soul Calming Spike, he was omnipotent, not as weak and spineless as he was now, pale and imprisoned in the scorching fires of hell.
"This ......"
I was just about to say something, when the cold wind blew away, Lan Miaomiao hurriedly dragged me forward, she booed, and we quickly slid into the flames.
I saw Shen Yan's face full of pain, he was handcuffed by iron locks, and when he saw me walking over, he raised his head slightly, and the worry flashed in his eyes, but instead his face was full of coldness: "What are you doing here?" β
I didn't speak, I took a step forward.
"Huh." He sneered, "I didn't expect you to be so infatuated, take one step further, and you will be gone." β
Shen Yan's words were very dense, and the more he spoke, the more tears I cried.
I frowned and looked at him with a puzzled expression.
Shen Yan was so cold, he didn't have the same spoiling as he used to treat me, he laughed at me for being too naΓ―ve and stupid, but he wanted to believe his nonsense.
"I asked Lan Miaomiao to make it clear to you, from the beginning, I approached you to give you to the fox girl." Shen Yan sneered, "Do you really think you're that charming?" Qi Xiaochuan, look at the way you look now, you are fascinated by a ghost. β
No, Shen Yan is not what you are talking about.
I looked up, not knowing whether it was because my heart was too uncomfortable, or because I was burned by the hellfire, and my eyes couldn't open in pain.
Shen Yan smiled: "Do you still want to learn from those infatuated people to come to the underworld to accompany me?" If it weren't for you, I wouldn't be locked up here. β
No, all this is an illusion, Shen Yan shouldn't be such a person.
The surging hellfire came towards my face, and Lan Miaomiao urged me by her side: "You also heard it, he is just a negative person, not worthy of you." β
I shook my head and looked at Shen Yan with a buzzing in my ears, not knowing what voice was causing trouble.
I gritted my teeth: "I don't believe it, Shen Yan, I don't believe ......"
If you go any further, you will fall into the endless hellfire, and then your soul will be gone, I sneered, and my face was already full of tears: "If what you said is true, why do you want Chen Man to take us first in the Jiuyao Tomb?" β
"That's because I'm afraid you'll hurt me." Shen Yan said coldly, so resolute.
He was determined to draw a line with me.
"You have a chance to give me to that fox girl, why do you want to protect me."
"I didn't want her to come back to life, but I used your bargaining chip to blackmail her." Shen Yan sneered, "You shouldn't tell me that you have my child, right?" β
I froze there, not knowing what to say.
Between us, when did it become like this, my heart ached, and when I looked up, I heard Shen Yan sneering.
"If you want to keep this ghost fetus, then keep it, and when the time comes, he will eat you and die, don't blame me for not reminding you." Shen Yan didn't say anything again.
My feet floated, and if I took any further step, I would be consumed by the endless inferno, and at this moment, everything in sight was gone.
The soles of the feet suddenly stepped on the ground.
Lan Miao tugged at my hand, and she gritted her teeth: "You don't want to die?" β
"Why is this happening?"
My heart was sour, knowing that this was the predetermined ending, but my heart was so painful, I thought he would always remember the past, but I found that the most innocent was me.
He Shen Yan had already planned every step, I fell into Lan Miaomiao's arms, she whispered to me: "From today on, forget him, Xiaochuan, you can live better without Shen Yan." β
I closed my eyes and listened to the gentle sound of the wind in my ears, as if I was back in the night when I first met Shen Yan, and I could clearly remember every word he said to me.
I thought I was different.
I thought that he would accompany me, even if my heart was broken, I had no regrets.
But now that I think about it, it's just wishful thinking.
"Have you decided that you want to keep this child?" Lan Miao wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and put her palm on my face.
My heart was twitching, I nodded, no matter what Shen Yan treated me, the child was innocent.
I don't want to hurt this child because of my decision with Shen Yan, even if Shen Yan said such cruel words to me, Lan Miaomiao got off the futon, and she said in a low voice: "Okay, since that's the case, I'll help you." β
As if she couldn't bear to see me tortured, she took me back to the Lan family.