Xiao Kun paused when he walked to Xiao Jin's side, and said in a hoarse voice: "Xiao Jin, if Si is the king, he will definitely be assisted." Have you forgotten everything? ”

Xiao Kun's voice was very light and light, if it weren't for Ji Qingyi who happened to walk behind Xiao Kun, he would never be able to hear it clearly. But she couldn't hear it, so the whole person's head 'buzzed' all at once, maybe because she had just discovered the matter of Hongchen, so what she thought of in her mind now was three English letters......

She looked up at Xiao Jin and found that Xiao Jin happened to look up at her, and when she saw her stunned expression, she was stunned for a moment, and then smiled at her. Ji Qingyi didn't know why she was inexplicably wronged in her heart, she walked up to Xiao Kun and said, "You may be living in the past." ”

Xiao Kun glanced at her lightly, chuckled lightly and was taken away by the guards.

Although Xiao Jin's emperor is quite unjustifiable, but in the current form, Xiao Jin's emperor is a matter of course. Tomorrow is the enthronement ceremony, Xiao Jin and Ji Qingyi will return to the Jin Palace's mansion for the last time, and they will all live in the palace in the future, to be honest, Ji Qingyi never thought that she would become a queen, she is now a princess, so it stands to reason that she will be the queen after Xiao Jin ascends the throne.

Thinking like this, she suddenly panicked, she didn't know what she was panicking about, maybe it was because of the resistance in her heart to the palace, she felt that the palace was a place full of intrigue and scheming and sin, where people's hearts were made of stone.

She remembered Yang Guifei who strangled her daughter in order to bring down Queen Wang, Wei Meiren who committed suicide by cutting off her arm and nose because of her gullibility in Zheng Sleeve, the white-headed palace maids in Yuan Zhen's "Xinggong", and the women in the deep palace who worked every step of the way.

Ji Qingyi couldn't help but shudder, Xiao Jin glanced at her sideways, thinking that she was cold, so he took off his robe and draped it on her: "Cold? ”

Ji Qingyi glanced up at him, pursed her lips and said, "Can I ask you a question?" ”

She felt Xiao Jin's hand covering her clothes pause, and said softly: "Do you want to ask me about Xiao Kun." ”

Ji Qingyi pursed her lips: "En." ”

Xiao Jin tugged at the corners of his lips and said, "Xiao Kun is one year younger than me, and when he was in the house, he always called me brother." ”

Xiao Jin lowered his head and pulled Ji Qingyi's hand and said: "At that time, I was young, Xiao Ling had not yet been born, and Xiao Ling was the closest person to me among so many children of official eunuchs. ”

Ji Qingyi raised his face and looked at Xiao Jin and was stunned: "But why ...... now?"

Xiao Jin lowered his head and said in a deep voice: "On the winter solstice that year, a big hailstorm suddenly fell in the sky, countless people were killed and injured in the range, and the people's crops were also not harvested. These things have nothing to do with us children, and even if hail falls in Kyoto, we will not be wronged. Xiao Kun has always been my follower, he often came to the palace to look for me, one day he put a jade pendant in my room, I asked him what it was, he told me it was a treasure to go to the evil spirit. He often brought things into my house, as if he wanted to give me all the good treasures he could get, so I didn't care about this jade pendant. ”

Ji Qingyi said in his heart: "This jade pendant, is it a forbidden thing?" ”

Xiao Jin shook his head and said: "I don't know, when Zheng Zuocheng's little prince came to my mansion, he saw that the jade pendant was good-looking and left with me. I don't know what Zhao Yin Jade is, but I still remember the apologetic eyes when Xiao Kun hid behind his father and looked at me at that time. ”

Ji Qingyi choked in her throat, she didn't know what to say, because she never thought that Xiao Jin and Xiao Kun would have such a story, Ji Qingyi shook his hand back, smiled and said, "Actually, you should listen to his explanation of this matter." ”

Xiao Jin turned his face away and didn't speak, Ji Qingyi smiled dryly: "I just think that sometimes it may be a misunderstanding." ”

Xiao Jin chuckled and said, "If it's really a misunderstanding, it should be explained after so long, he actually knew that it was his fault all along, but he didn't want to admit it." ”

In this world, there is indeed a kind of person who can make you abandon everything to follow, but the time has not yet come, so Xiao Kun's follower of Xiao Jin when he was young has been alienated by himself after time purge. You have to meet so many people in this life, and it is possible to change your experience in ten years, five years, three years, or two years, not to mention that you are only one-tenth or twelve years old, so what is the fear?

After Ji Qingyi and Xiao Jin returned to the palace, Ji Qingyi walked to her room and lay down, she washed and lay on the bed, looking at the many stripes carved on the top of the bed, these stripes were intertwined, she blinked, as if she saw Qianfei's shadow on it, Ji Qingyi shook her head and muttered: "Why can I always see you?" ”

The shadow on the top of the bed disappeared in the blink of an eye, Ji Qingyi lowered her eyes and shrunk sideways, she didn't know why, she suddenly felt so sad in her heart, it was that kind of indescribable sadness, like being abandoned by the world. She is in this world, as if she has been looking for the wind chime from waking up to the present, her titular father, although she has no impression of this father at all, but the remnants of the original Ji Qingyi are frantically struggling when they know about sending the wind chimes or, madly hinting that they want to find him.

Ji Qingyi is here, there is no home, there is no one who can really be trusted, even if it is Xiao Jin, who has become close to her, she doesn't know why, she just has no sense of security, the kind of heart that refuses to accept him all from her heart is noisy, Ji Qingyi has never had a relationship with anyone, she has never known how to manage her feelings, so what she can experience until now is loneliness.

Ji Qingyi misses someone very much now, a person she shouldn't miss but can't suppress her heart, she opened her eyes wide and looked at the dark surroundings, her empty eyes seemed to want to find something in this dark night sky, she slowly stretched out her hand, five fingers in the air and gently grasped, nothing, nothing.

Ji Qingyi stopped in the night sky with one hand I don't know how long, and when she came back to her senses, her arm was already very sore, Ji Qingyi sat up silently, and then walked to the door, she asked softly: "Chu Xiaoyao, have you slept?" ”

Ji Qingyi waited for a while, and just when he thought he couldn't get a reply, Chu Xiaoyao's voice came from outside the door: "You say." ”

Ji Qingyi could feel the soft light of the moon outside the window through the door, she smiled, slowly squatted down along the door, and said to Chu Xiaoyao: "I want to leave here." ”

Leng outside the door gently tugged at the corners of his mouth and said, "Where do you want to go?" ”

Ji Qingyi buried his head in his arms, he didn't speak for a long time, Chu Xiaoyao didn't even urge, he quietly stared at the small figure inside the door, the figure was on the side of the door, pitiful as if he was about to be abandoned by the world.

Liang Jiu Ji Qingyi said slowly in a hoarse voice: "I want to find someone." ”

Chu Xiaoyao was stunned, clenched his fists slightly, and asked in the same hoarse voice, "Who are you looking for?" ”

Ji Qingyi shook his head, his eyes were still empty looking at the entire dark room, and he sighed softly: "Far away." ”

Chu Xiaoyao suddenly chuckled, his delicate peach blossom eyes contained a gentle spring light, he took a few steps back and said, "Are you afraid to enter the palace?" ”

The corners of Ji Qingyi's lips buried in the crook of his arm were bent, and he didn't say a word.

Chu Xiaoyao raised his voice and said: "If you enter the palace, I can't protect you every day, if Xiao Jin lets you accept your grievances, you tell me, I will take you away." ”

In an instant, Ji Qingyi couldn't hold back, and she suddenly felt a warmth surging up from the bottom of her heart, and it was the second time she felt warmth since she came to this world. Ji Qingyi covered her mouth, her body kept shaking, she was never a sensual person, since she was a child, she lived in the worship of others, she was a person who radiated light all over her body, no one dared to approach her, so she was used to being lonely, and suddenly came to this place, she was still lonely, but the way of loneliness has changed.

Chu Xiaoyao looked at Ji Qingyi's trembling shoulders and glanced at him lightly: "Or, if you leave now, I will take you away now." ”

Ji Qingyi shook her head fiercely, she couldn't give up halfway, she had been tracking things for so long, and it was not easy to make progress, although she didn't know how many things she could get from Xiao Ling and Mrs. Li, but there were many small things, and they could be put together into a whole vein.

She slowly stood up, leaned on the door and said to Chu Xiaoyao: "Why, I can't believe Xiao Jin, but I can believe you?" ”

Chu Xiaoyao heard this, the smile on the corner of his mouth was obvious, he lowered his head and chuckled: "Perhaps, you admire me more?" ”

In the past, if Chu Xiaoyao was playing poor like this, Ji Qingyi would definitely go back, but today Ji Qingyi just smiled. Didn't speak. It's not that she admires anyone more, but sometimes the people you spend your life with, you can be suspicious all your life, but those who can't get anything from you, you can't help but believe it. Because you are sorry for them, sorry for everything they have done for you, and you have no way to reciprocate, choose to trust.

Ji Qingyi didn't know how long she had been at the door, she was so sad that her eyes were always dull, tomorrow was Xiao Jin's enthronement ceremony, Ji Qingyi didn't have to go, but she was very blocked in her heart, Xiao Jin wanted to become the emperor, he had already known this thought, she just felt that she had used his feelings before, and wanted to use him to further find out the old case of sending wind chimes.