"I'll report the day after tomorrow, and you're still drunk here?" I don't have to look back to know that it's Duan Yufeng, only he knows where I am.

"It's useless to be uncomfortable, if you don't want to have this kind of thing in the future, learn something quickly." Duan wanted to be stunned, "I know it's useless to force you now, you go to school first, I'll send you, you stay for a month to calm down." ”

"I just want to stay here." I sat at the top of the hill and looked in the direction of the cemetery not far down the hill, "She always said she wanted to come here to see the sunrise when she was in high school. ”

"Fortunately, her first seven have passed, otherwise I would have been angry with you when I saw you like this." Duan wants to seal the road.

"What! Didn't you say she had already gone to the underworld? Why don't you tell me! "I was excited.

"She's been here, she's come to see you, and she's gone, and she doesn't want you to see her sad, what about you? Just being a waste here? Duan Yufeng's voice was very calm, and he couldn't hear a trace of waves.

"Will I still get a chance to see her?" I stood up and sat down again.

"Nope." Duan Yufeng walked over and pulled me up, "But you can jump down from here, maybe you can see her when you get to the underworld, so that your parents, friends, and sister are as sad as you are now, and make your Yue'er even more sad, the person she likes is a waste who can't stand the blow, she doesn't let you see her to let you live again, not to get drunk into a puddle of mud here!" ”

"Tomorrow morning at eight o'clock, come to my house to pick me up." I was silent for a long time, and then said slowly, "Now let me be alone for a while." ”

Duan Yufeng sighed and turned to leave.

I was lying on the ground, the sun was about to set, the remnant sun was like blood, the sun reflected the whole sky in red, it was beautiful, the sunset was infinitely better, but it was almost dusk, the most beautiful moment of the day was the end of the day, just like that day she smiled like a flower, but it was the end.

"Yue'er, let me stay with you for another night." I watched the sky sink into the sunset, came to the cemetery, leaned quietly on the tombstone, and fell into a deep sleep.

That night, I had a dream in which she was smiling at me, so beautiful, so touching, the most beautiful thing in the world is the smile of my lover.

The summer sunrise was early, and when I woke up, the sun was already shining on my face, "I'm gone, next year, I'll come back to see you, and I'll live well." ”

When I got home, I took a shower and had breakfast, my mother and my dad had already prepared my luggage for me and told me to be careful on the road, they didn't ask me about my abnormal performance in the past few days, it should be Duan Yufeng who made an excuse for me to prevaricate.

There was the roar of the engine outside the door, and Duan Yufeng appeared at the door very punctually, took my luggage and put it in the trunk.

"Mom and Dad, I'm leaving." I waved to them, got into the car, and soon, they disappeared from my vision, and after a while, the town was gone, I closed my eyes, and for the first time I felt that I was very fragile, very helpless, I was just one of these thousands of creatures, powerless and humble, people just lived better than other animals in this vast world, and they were more restrained, and when they thought they were the masters of heaven and earth, they lost themselves.

"It's the first time I've been a driver for someone, and you're looking at me so coldly?" Duan wanted to seal it for about two hours, and when he saw that I hadn't spoken, he stopped the car and looked at me depressedly.

"I don't want to talk." I looked straight ahead.

"Then come and drive, you want to exhaust me." Duan Xiang gave me a blank look.

I got out of the car and changed places with Duan Yufeng, the Bentley Continental is not much different from the rest of the ordinary cars in terms of operation, I can still drive.

I still didn't speak, I didn't have the mood, I didn't have the courage, I was afraid that as soon as I opened my mouth, I couldn't help but say her name.

The two took turns driving, and they always walked at high speed, changing once after passing two rest areas, and arrived at the school at half past three in the afternoon.

Maybe I was dull in my brain and didn't think about what kind of car this guy was driving, so when I got out of the car to register, I was helplessly watched.

"This classmate, is this car yours?" A boy with a camera on his back and a student girl with a microphone walked up and looked at me expectantly, "I'm from the college student press corps, can I interview you?" ”

"It's not." I spat out two words and turned to go to the registration office to register.

"Young Master." Duan Yufeng didn't know where to pull out a black umbrella and put it on me, looking like a dog, "You reporters are not annoying, dodge and dodge." ”

Under Duan Xiangfeng's 'escort', I successfully arrived at the registration office, my biggest mistake in college was to bring Duan Xiangfeng with me, this guy is too fun-loving, he is a drama spirit, so that I was in the first month of college, I was pointed at all the time, but fortunately, these are not important, because at that time I didn't care about other people's opinions at all, I couldn't come out of my sadness so quickly, and live like a normal person.

After a few minutes of registration, we returned to the car, and there were fewer onlookers, but a few more people resisting the camera.

"This classmate, what is your reason for choosing this university? We are doing a survey, can you cooperate with us? It's still the same girl, and she asked very persistently.

"I'll come when I get in." I just want to be alone for a while now, and I'm really not in the mood to do anything else, especially something that is misunderstood.

"Young master, your car has been parked in the parking lot." Duan wanted to seal the second illness again, he took out the key to the Ferrari and handed it to me, looking not arrogant, not humble and polite, plus the suit he wore today, like a housekeeper.

After helping me take out the luggage in the trunk, he bowed slightly, "The master still has something to ask me to do, so I'll leave first." Then I got into the car and walked away despite my depressed face, and in the rearview mirror, I saw his wicked smile very clearly.

Looking up at the huge eight stone pillars in the square, this is the university I have fantasized about countless times, the university I have been looking forward to for twelve years, but by the time I arrived, I had lost all joy.

Sighing, I pulled up my suitcase and walked to the bedroom, life still has to go on, I promised to live a good life for her.

The dormitory here is a quadruple room, when I arrived at the dormitory, there was no one in the dormitory, silently made the bed, I stood at the window in a daze, this morning, I was still in my hometown, everything around me was familiar, now I came to a strange place, strange people, strange things, suddenly felt a little depressed, I want to go out for a walk, every night, especially summer nights, I like to go for a ride, because when the night breeze blows on my cheeks, my heart will be calm, no more pain, speed can make people forget everything.

Duan Yufeng kindly left me the car, as early as when he first came, he simply taught me how to use the paddles to change gears, rather than staying here, it is better to feel the atmosphere of the city first.