Chapter 414: Extra: When I Was a Child
He said to Ning Zhi's nurse again, you see this girl is scared, right? I didn't speak for a long time......
And after giving Ning Zhi the medicine, Bian Shi took the medicine.
Ning Zhi wants to follow and watch, and no one can pull it.
Bian just called her over, and explained to everyone that Zhizhi was scared, how could she do it without looking at her?
So, Ning Zhi saw the large blister on Bian's back.
On the snow-white skin, it is simply shocking.
Ning Zhi cried at that time. self-blame for Bian's family, reluctance to the past, and the difficulties of the past few years.
It was as uncomfortable crying as if I was going to die.
Just when my brother came back, he heard her crying like this, so he went to blame Bian first.
Ning Zhi still remembers his brother's words, he said: Mother and mother are also coaxing, Zhizhi is the same as you, it is necessary to coax!
Ning Zhi hiccuped Ning Mu's hand and explained that it was not her mother's fault.
Bian felt that it was her fault, otherwise why did she have an accident with the little girl alone?
It was also at that time that Ning Zhi no longer had the thoughts that he might go back, and he no longer felt that Bian's was bad.
Bian's is still delicate as always, and this time, the whole family is willing to spoil her unconditionally.
A few days later, Ning Zhan came back and heard that his wife and daughter had been offended, and his eyes were red with anger.
Cleaned up the backyard entirely.
It's true, it's not that the big girls are lazy or don't look good, where can the little girls come in easily?
Ning Zhan's housekeeper, after all, is a man, so he must be negligent.
The little girl finally begged Ning Zhi, but Ning Zhan didn't call for death and sent it out.
Since then, there has been no such thing in the house.
Ning Zhi grew up day by day, and Ning Zhan really wanted to take a large glass jar and put her in it.
When I was a child, I really coaxed her in various ways, and I couldn't wait to portray this troubled world as a big garden for her!
It's really good and beautiful.
Afraid of scaring his wife and children, Ning Zhan would never wear bloodstained armor to return home.
Swords are never brought into the backyard. Including Ning Mu's martial arts, even wood products from beginners are not allowed to be brought in.
Bian occasionally took Ning Zhi out of the house for a walk, and Ning Zhan was eager to empty a street.
is still the same sentence, if Ning Zhi didn't have a different soul, he would really be coaxed by Ning Zhan to grow into a pure silly white sweet.
When he was six years old, Ning Zhi refused to ask Ning Zhan to raise him like this.
She took the initiative to talk to Ning Zhan outside.
Ning Zhan was shocked at first, denied it, and didn't allow her to read books or anything.
But for Shang Ningzhi's beautiful eyes and small face, he has no resistance to being a father at all......
Then, Ning Zhan carried her into the study. Ning Zhi had just learned to write with Mr. Woman at that time.
Ning Zhan taught him to write, draw, and read her all kinds of books.
In fact, Ning Zhi was still too young, and at that time, the entire Great Jin Dynasty was surging, and Licheng was already very unstable.
Such days lasted for a year.
When Ning Zhi was seven years old, Ning Zhan had actually decided to send his wife and children to Linjing.
It's just because of the reluctance.
In the end, it was decided that after the Mid-Autumn Festival, I would send them away.
But it was too late.
When Ning Zhi was seven years old, everything came to an end.
Ning Zhi lost everything. Daddy, brother. Even domestic servants.
Ten years have passed since they died, disappeared and disappeared, and none of them have been found.
Didn't find ...... What else could it be? Are they all dead......
Before Ning Zhi was found by Ning Zhan's lieutenants, she was in a coma. She was not injured. It can only be what you eat or what you drink.
She clearly remembered that she was picked up by one of her father's lieutenants, General Sun.
General Sun was already in his fifties at that time, and later died of illness within a few years of returning to Linjing.
After General Sun found her, the first thing he said was okay, okay!
What's so good? Good thing she's alive?
General Sun handed her over to another young general to carry, and then left the house.
Later, the news of Ning Zhan's death came, and Bian and Ning Mu were missing at that time.
However, in just three days, it was reported that Bian and Ning Mu fell off the cliff and died, it was a very deep mountain stream, and no one could go down.
So the body can't be found.
When Ning Zhan was found, he was already exhausted. Overnight, Ning Zhi became an orphan girl.
She was scared for a while, and she didn't even have the heart to think about what to do in the future.
It's just that I can't accept that my father, mother, and brother who love me are dead? How can you die? She was in pain and dazed......
General Sun's wife was a kind person, coaxing Ning Zhi not to cry, and coaxing Ning Zhi to take medicine and eat.
Soon, Licheng fell, and before that, General Sun personally helped Ling to send Ning Zhan back to Beijing, and also took Ning Zhi back to his home.
Along the way, Ning Zhi thought a lot.
The deceased is gone, and all her heartache can only be hidden. In this world, there will be no one more sad than her.
But she still had to live. It's all so weird.
At that time, Ning Zhi, although he was suspicious, many things were still unclear, and the more he investigated, the more suspicious he became.
She had to live, and she had to know what was going on.
She wondered how the orphan girl's life would be?
In books, in stories, she has read a lot and heard a lot, is an orphan girl, just grow up and get married.
She thought that if this was the case, she must break free. She has no intention of getting married, she just wants to find her true thoughts, or avenge her father.
But after returning to the Luguo Mansion in Linjing City, everything turned her subverted again.
At that time, there was still a family of the fourth uncle in the house. The third uncle's family also comes back often.
Grandpa loves her, and her nephew Ning Yun is one year older than her, and she looks at her as if she is a sister. even pulled her back to life with one hand.
The third and fourth aunts are all good to her. It's really good.
After all, it turned her into anger, so that she had something to rely on, and she could rest assured that she could rely on.
Ning Zhan, Bian and Ning Mu were the warmth and touching at the beginning of her life. She believes in her own life because of them.
Ning Zeli, Ning Yun and other relatives are her greatest consolation after losing her father and brother, because of them, she lives a wanton and unrestrained life.
And Pei Heng is her love and her pride. Because of Pei Heng, she can not be helpless after losing her grandfather and so many relatives.
Then, she had to do a lot with her pride to give him a child with both of their blood.
Then form a small home, a happy home.
It is impossible for Ning Zhi to forget her father, mother, brother, grandfather and relatives.
The love and care that Ning Zhan and Bian gave her were forever sweet in her aftertaste. Even if it is sweet, it is a piercing pain, and she will never forget it.
But whether it is painful or sweet, she will not indulge in the past. Those pasts will always exist in her heart, but she still has to live this life well so that she will not live up to the love they once loved.
The deceased is gone, and the living must move forward bravely.