Chapter 360: Finale (67)
"I'm asking the security guard, how is he?" An elderly person Xiao Jinyu dares to do it, is he crazy?
"Huh? Oh! Sent to the hospital for emergency treatment. The maid said with trepidation, "It should be fine, it's just that I cut my arm and face." ”
That knife by knife, it's really scary!
“……”
OK.
I immediately breathed a sigh of relief, I was almost scared to death, Xiao Jinyu's body must have hidden some kind of terrifying violence factor.
"Do you know why?" What makes him so crazy?
"No, I don't know, we only know that the security guard has a daughter, and today called him to borrow money, but not only did he not borrow it, but he also threatened to sever the father-daughter relationship."
“……”
"He's on the 4th floor?"
"Yes."
I said that I took the elevator up to the 4th floor, and I didn't find Xiao Jinyu in a few places, so I went to find Xiao Jinyu blindly, and I wouldn't end up with the same fate as the security guard.
Touching my face, I felt palpitations.
Forget it, disfigurement is disfigurement, when I owe him in my last life.
I took a deep breath and continued to search, but I still couldn't find it, where could he go? I frowned and pushed open the door to the studio with the last glimmer of hope.
Empty environment, dim light.
Apparently no one either.
With a soft sigh, I turned away, smelling a hint of blood on the tip of my nose.
It's coming from the innermost.
I couldn't help but look back and look in, but I still didn't see it, and just as I was about to exit, I saw a figure sitting in the corner to my right.
It's Xiao Jinyu.
He sat in the corner, bent his legs, one hand on his knee, his hand slender and beautiful, tied with a white cloth scarf, blood dripping from the corner of the silk scarf, bloody but deadly beautiful.
Such as the flowers that bloom on the other side of the Yellow Spring Lethe River.
He slowly raised his eyes and looked straight at me.
My heart beat hard, it was the first time I had seen such a look in Xiao Jinyu's eyes, mournful, fragile, like a wounded beast, with a taste of self-exile.
He looked at me with no expression on his face and thin lips pursed.
That look makes people feel distressed when they see it.
I looked at him and didn't speak for a long time, and after a while, I finally walked over with my feet up, stood in front of him, and looked down at him, "Are you okay?"
I haven't seen each other for one night, how did he become like this.
Xiao Jinyu still sat there, didn't stand up, didn't raise his head to meet my gaze, and his voice was low, hoarse, and gloomy, "Your answer." ”
Again.
I didn't expect him to be like this, and he was going to talk about divorce again, right?
I laughed self-deprecatingly, laughing at my own stupidity, laughing at myself and running back.
"Xiao Jinyu, don't forget, you have hidden a lot of things from me, but you still have to use divorce to threaten me, and you want to threaten me to be hidden willingly." My eyes were a little sour, and I raised my eyes to keep the tears from falling, "Maybe in your eyes, I really can't live without you, so you can ask me and threaten me as you like." ”
“……”
Xiao Jinyu sat in the corner and did not speak.
"I'm sorry, I think I'm wrong, we all need to calm down, maybe...... Separation is not a bad thing. ”
I couldn't talk anymore, my nose was sore.
After saying this sentence with difficulty, I turned around and walked out of the door, and as soon as I reached the door, Xiao Jinyu pounced on me from behind, hugged me strongly, and hugged me tightly.
"Don't go......" Xiao Jinyu lowered her head, her chin resting on my shoulder.
My eyes widened in astonishment, not because he had suddenly pounced, but because his voice was shaking, as if he was afraid.
I've never heard him say anything like that.
"When I beg you, don't go." Xiao Jinyu said, a pair of hands hugged me tightly, eager to embed me into his body.
And he said, When I beg thee, don't go.
That low, humble tone...... From Xiao Jinyu, I can't believe it.
I stood there dumbfounded, holding him, "What did you say?"
"Don't leave me." Xiao Jinyu hugged me tightly from behind, his face was close to mine, feeling the breath on my body, and his voice was almost low, "Count me begging you, I, don't go, don't leave me." ”
"Xiao Jinyu, are you drunk?" I can't believe that Xiao Jinyu said this kind of thing.
Hasn't he always been on top? Didn't he sober me up?
"Anyone can leave me, but you can't." Xiao Jinyu turned my body suddenly, put her hands on my face, and stared at me with black eyes almost eager and pleading, "Don't go to them, okay?" Can't you just stay with me?"
"Xiao Jinyu ......"
I looked at him in amazement.
The blood on his hands was on my face, but he still stroked my face over and over again, and his deep voice trembled obviously, "If you leave me, I don't know what I'll do...... You can't leave me......"
Don't know what to do?
Is it hurting a security guard?
“……”
"I, say you won't leave me, say you won't leave me in your life." Xiao Jinyu touched my face and said with some eagerness, her back slightly bent, her eyes parallel to me.
"Xiao Jinyu, don't do this, you're a little scared of me." I was a little scared when I saw him like this.
I have never seen Xiao Jinyu like this, he should be strong, cold, high-minded, noble and elegant, not like now......
"I'm like a madman, am I?" Xiao Jinyu laughed, his face was a little handsome.
He knew what kind of virtue he was now.
"Xiao Jinyu ......"
I looked at him and didn't know what to say.
"Don't go to them, you are my wife, only I can accompany you in the future." Xiao Jinyu touched my face and said.
"Why can't I find it?" I don't understand.
"Because you're going to leave me!" Xiao Jinyu roared.
"What?"
I'm stunned, and after I find them, I'll leave him, he said...... Is that what it means?
"Do you hear that? No! We're going to have a baby......" Xiao Jinyu muttered to herself, "yes, kid, we want a baby." After saying that, Xiao Jinyu took my hand and walked outside, I didn't have the strength to shake him off, so I could only be forced to follow him, my head was still a mess, and I was pulled to the elevator entrance, I came to my senses, and held on to the wall with one hand and refused to go in.
Xiao Jinyu looked back at me.
"Xiao Jinyu, you can't be like this, if you say divorce, you will divorce, if you say you want to have children, you will have children, you are not as fickle as you." I shook my head, I couldn't go on in such a state to welcome a new life, "You can't be domineering and decide everything. ”
Next time.
Are you going to grab the baby with me next time?
He can't be so hegemonic.
"The only thing I can't decide is you!" Xiao Jinyu hissed and said, "You don't mean that you trust me, if you believe me, you will have a child with me, if you don't have it today, tomorrow, when we are going out!"
"Are you crazy? I don't want to. I was also a little excited, "Xiao Jinyu, we all need to calm down." What's wrong with you? Why do you become so upside down, over and over again? A child is a responsibility, not a toy. ”
What did he think of the child?
"I only know that only children can keep you, and I don't know how I can keep you except children!" Xiao Jinyu laughed self-deprecatingly, a little sad, "Why don't you tell me, how can you stay with me?"
Force her, she really goes away and won't go home.
begged her, but she was afraid of him.
Hearing this, I froze, my heart twitched, looked at him, and said, "I never said I was leaving, you were the one who wanted to ...... Divorced. ”
"I'm stupid." Xiao Jinyu's smile was deeper and more bewitching, her black eyes stared straight at me, emitting the light before she set off madness, and she was very depressed, "I know that you don't love you as much as I do, but I still want to force you to make a choice." ”
Don't love him that much?
If I don't love it so much, how can my heart hurt so much.
It's not the choice that I'm sad about, it's his cold-blooded words that he doesn't understand.
"What about you, do you really love me?" I asked.
"Huh." Xiao Jinyu smiled, looked down at his bloodstained hands, looked at his shirt that he hadn't changed all night, mocked to the extreme, and the pain in his eyes had nowhere to hide, "I, who am I doing like a madman for now?" You tell me, who am I for?"
“……”
My heart shook violently.
I found that not only did I not know Xiao Jinyu, but I also didn't understand Xiao Jinyu's feelings for me......
I always thought that he was the one who didn't love that much.
I looked at his scarred hand and softened, "I'll help you bandage your hand." ”
"Are you still leaving?" He asked.
"I ......"
"Don't go." Xiao Jinyu interrupted me again without waiting for me to speak, I was also tired and tired, I nodded, "Okay, I won't leave for the time being." ”
Xiao Jinyu said again, "Don't look for them again." ”
He's adamant about that.
I looked at the bleeding wound on his hand and nodded in compromise, "Not for now." ”
"Okay."
Xiao Jinyu smiled, like a child, and reached out to wipe the blood stains on my face, but I couldn't wipe it off.
Such a clean and simple face, stained with his ugly blood, can't be wiped off......
I looked at Xiao Jinyu like this, and I felt a lot of helplessness in my heart, what should I do...... Can you walk into his real world and understand the real him?
……
In the restaurant, the chef prepares a delicious meal in a timely manner.
After tossing for more than ten hours, the servants were relieved that the dishes served on the table did not have to be withdrawn as they were.
I sat down at the table, Xiao Jinyu's hand had been bandaged, sat down next to me, picked up chopsticks and put a piece of food on my plate.
I looked at him, I don't know why, but he seemed to have lost a lot of weight after only one night of separation.
I thought I would have a hard time for more than ten hours, but I'm afraid ...... He didn't have a good time.
I picked up my chopsticks, lowered my head and ate in silence.
Suddenly, I didn't know what to say to Xiao Jinyu.
“……”
There are more dishes on the meal.
It was Xiao Jinyu again.
I didn't speak, I just ate, I didn't eat for more than ten hours, and I couldn't go hungry for anyone.
Xiao Jinyu seems to have become the man I am familiar with again, sitting casually can give birth to elegance and nobility, full of aura, his back is not straight, but he is just right.
He had no expression on his face, his eyes were so deep that he couldn't see the end, and he ate and filled my bowl with some food at any time.
Everything has changed back to the way it was.
But I can't forget the way Xiao Jinyu sat in the corner of the video room, and I can't forget the trembling voice when Xiao Jinyu begged me not to go......
Everything is different again.
What the hell are they hiding to make him like that?
I ate thoughtfully, the chopsticks poked a few times in the full white rice, Xiao Jinyu raised his eyes, stared at me lightly, and his voice was indifferent as usual, "What's wrong, the dish is not appetizing?"
Hearing this, the servants standing on the side became nervous.
"Oh, no."
I shook my head and continued to pick up the food in my mouth, then looked up at the servant when I thought of something, "How is the elderly security guard?"
"Not life-threatening." The servant reported, "But it will take a long time to recuperate." ”
I nodded, turned my eyes to look at Xiao Jinyu, and stopped talking.
"Just ask." Xiao Jinyu read through my mind.
"Why do you want that?" I asked, chopsticks wringing in the rice.
Xiao Jinyu knew what I was asking, her voice was indifferent, and she didn't have the slightest intention of repentance, "A person who abandons his wife and children." ”
"But I heard from them that he just refused some of his daughter's requests, how could it be so serious."
"......" Xiao Jinyu lowered his head and gave me vegetables.
I paused, but said, "And...... Even if you do, you don't think you're going to be nosy. ”
Exalting good and punishing evil is not like what he would do.
Xiao Jinyu's hand holding the chopsticks paused, a touch of imperceptible things flashed in his dark eyes, he looked at my clear eyes, and said word by word, "Fathers who don't fulfill their responsibilities don't all deserve retribution." ”
A sentence with a burst of morality.
My first reaction was, "Have you ever been hurt......?"
When the words fell, I suddenly remembered that the relationship between Xiao Jinyu and Xiao's father was indeed not good, could it be that he was stimulated when he was young?
My brain unconsciously appeared some related images......