41 parting
Suddenly, a call came from all directions, and Chen Huixin opened her eyes sweating from the bed.
Both hands and legs seemed to be filled with lead, so heavy that they couldn't lift up, and their minds were vague and drowsy.
"Bang bang......" There was a loud knock on the door.
"Hui girl, Hui girl, wake up."
It is the voice of the old housekeeper in the family, since my father lost his soul and fainted, he has not woken up for a long time, and the few workers in the family have walked cleanly, but this old housekeeper, I heard that his grandfather was in charge of the house, he was at home as a housekeeper, and he has seen many storms in his life, and he also has a lot of feelings for the Chen family, so he did not leave.
"What's the matter, am I up late?" Enduring the dizziness, Chen Huixin picked up a coat and said loudly to the door while draping it on his body.
"It's Madame who is gone......"
Hearing this, Chen Huixin suddenly stopped the movements in her hand, and she didn't hear a word of the following words clearly, only felt a bang in her brain, grief and anger, all gone, empty, like a blank piece of paper, no memory, no thoughts.
In a daze, she faintly heard the familiar call of the old housekeeper, and said: "Now that the old man is sick, the lady is self-defeating, and Miss Hui, you have no brothers and sisters, and this family is afraid that it will be difficult to support."
Girl, you're the only one now. ”
The voice was chaotic, vicissitudes, and terrible, resounding throughout the empty room.
It's also ridiculous to say, on the night when her mother was in person, Chen Huixin didn't dream that she came to say goodbye, but she dreamed of a man she didn't know, and she was vainly moved by spring love.
Looking down, I saw a bright white patch on the tips of my fingers, and the corners of Chen Huixin's mouth were barely pulled, and sure enough, it was a dream of Huangliang after all.
Chen Huixin has no ancestors to teach in this life, and her brothers and sisters support her in the afternoon.
Suddenly, this night, the heavens and the earth were in turmoil, and my father was still paralyzed in bed and delirious, but my mother left her two to hang herself.
And this warm home in the past seems to have been dilapidated overnight.
When he opened the door, it was still dark outside, and the old housekeeper held the lamp, and saw that the girl in the house was disheveled, her hair was scattered, and her cheeks were full of tears.
Since then, Chen Hui's heart has been muddy, as if he is in an ice cave, and everything in the process is like a walking corpse. When he saw his mother's still stiff corpse, his heart was sour, and he was no longer moved. Wipe the deceased's body, change clothes, comb hair, and put on makeup, all of which were done by Chen Huixin alone.
As if she had no teacher, she had never done these funeral things, but she was not jerky when she actually did it.
In the empty night, Chen Huixin knelt in front of the spirit, and her mother left. Because the hanged person wants to breathe, his mouth is wide open, and his tongue is long and sticks out, and the death is extremely ugly.
Mother is too, there is a dark purple strangulation mark on the neck, which is very deep in the flesh, and there are dense bloody claw marks on the legs, originally to invite someone to leave a posthumous photo, Chen Huixin couldn't bear to let her leave such an ugly photo, so she only found a photo of her young and smiling like a flower as a posthumous photo.
When feeding his father porridge, the porridge couldn't be fed, recalling the old days, his mother was smiling and chattering while feeding the porridge, Chen Huixin suddenly felt like her mother was possessed.
She opened a pair of dark eyes, stared intently at her motionless father, and then sighed faintly: "Mother left last night, since you couldn't afford it, she didn't want Hui Niang, and now, she finally doesn't want you anymore." ”
Chen Huixin couldn't hold back any longer, tears flowed down, and she lay in front of her father's bed and begged: "From now on, Huiniang will take care of you, let's rely on each other for our lives, okay?" ”
But there was not even an echo in the huge room, Chen Huixin didn't see it, and two cloudy tears suddenly rolled down from the corners of the eyes of the person lying on the bed.
Because of the vigil, Chen Huixin went straight to the mourning hall after leaving the ward. Late at night, the neighbors dispersed, and only an old butler and this huge dilapidated house accompanied her.
The next day, when Chen Huixin went to feed the porridge again, her father was also breathless in bed.
So it just so happened that the funerals of the Chen family's parents were held together.
After the funeral, Chen Huixin quickly lost weight, often frowning, and her bright face in the past was also filled with incomparable desolation and sorrow.
Soon after, the old housekeeper also went back to his hometown.
In this empty mansion, only Chen Huixin and the stone bodhisattva that symbolizes the prosperity of the family house and says that it is only available to large families.
The ghost Bodhisattva is to be worshipped, but at that time, the world was chaotic, Huixin was a little girl who lived alone, there was no wealth and no rice at home, and after more than ten years of the eldest lady's life, now suddenly like this, she has been too busy to take care of herself, how can she still remember the stone Bodhisattva in the small black room.
Two years of flowers blooming, two years of flowers falling, who is cardamom does not know Shaohua hate. Han Qi looked at the woman between the two walls every day with a sad face, he didn't understand, and he didn't have to understand.
He stubbornly waited for the day when the little girl with such a bright smile would step into this room again.
In the past two years, Chen Huixin has been a little girl who lives alone, and she doesn't know how many people are watching outside, so Han Zhu isolated this house from the outside world. It seems to have opened a barrier for Chen Huixin, and Chen Huixin has never seen any late-night visitors with bad intentions.
And she lives in a simple place on weekdays, a beautiful little girl like a flower, who relied on the shadow of her parents to live a dull life in the mountains and hidden forests.
In the past two years, Han Qi still did not wait for the girl to open the door of this room.
But he was not in a hurry, because now only he and the little girl were left in this house.
Every day, he can see the girl shuttling back and forth in the house, she has become skilled in everything from the beginning of the hairy and reckless.
She does laundry and cooks, fetches water for the garden, grows some vegetables and fruits, and usually finds time to do some needlework.
Everything is like no teacher.
She was a smart and strong girl, and she did not collapse like her mother, which made Han Ji very happy.
It's just a pity that there are a lot of smiles missing from her face, but Han Ji doesn't regret it.
All those who stood in their way were gone, and the days were so long, and so many years, that one day, she would come.
But Han Qi didn't expect that he didn't wait for Chen Huixin to push open the door of this house, but waited for a big lock to lock the door of this house.
That night, the moon spit out its brilliance, casting the shadows of the branches and leaves on the path, and the beautiful girl with a sad face carried her burden on her back, and walked all the way to the moonlight, far away from her hometown.
There is no way to do it, he is a big rock, and he has no way to go with this girl who cares about his heart and hangs his intestines. He didn't understand the reason why she left, but this was the first time he let go, he let Chen Huixin go, and let her go by moonlight.