It's super embarrassing today, and it's kind of weird that I'm at the same table.

She actually asked my wife how much bust was in class, how could I know (and even if I knew, I wouldn't answer) there was a fool sitting on the left and a madman on the right, it was terrible!

I still told my girlfriend my identity today, and suddenly found that sure enough, she knew me best (of course, my wife too)

Actually, my wife doesn't know me very well, because I'm not good at words. When I talk to my family, I don't always answer more than three words, unless I talk to them a few more words.

But in front of my wife, I still run out a lot of words, and if I can't find something to say, I can't make the scene embarrassing, anyway, I can't make the scene embarrassing, but it still doesn't work, I still blame myself for being too stupid, I'm such a fool.

We've been talking lately, but he's always dodging the question, what he says about being fat, not good-looking, or whatever. I didn't really care, I just ...... I really want to see him, I'm timid, I'm afraid he doesn't want me. I really want to hold him and hold him all the time, and I won't let go. There is a real difference between liking and love, although we are less than two months old, but I still feel that I love him more than I like.

That's one reason, and there's another.

Whenever my classmates ask me, I say, "It's okay, it's still early, let's take my time," but I'm actually anxious.

I don't know how to tell my classmates.

Whenever they ask me, "You are so kind, tell us about it, do you talk every day and call late?" ”

I didn't know how to respond to them, but I said to them, "Well, yes, we talk every day, we call every day, I always ask him to call me, he also helps me recharge the phone bill, he uses the money for me, I will accommodate him every time, I think about him every day." It's just that he doesn't want me to see him, and he doesn't want to come to see me, he sometimes says the wrong thing, and he sometimes forgets what he said to him, even if I want him to type one more word like me when he replies to me, don't reply to a word, I will think wildly, I have too much inner drama! I even wondered if it was my wrong choice, but every time I would continue to love him, because I couldn't let go, I loved him, and I could accept all of him, anything. ”

I don't know what's going on lately, but my mom almost found out that I was taking my medicine.

I've also found out that I've been a little weird lately, haha, weird and sad 😞......