Ji Zixuan and I enjoyed this rare leisure time on this small hill. It's ridiculous to say that I've been in this jungle for so long, and this seems to be the first time that I have such a leisurely time with him.

He and I lay on the soft grass of the hills. The grass was like a turquoise blanket, and we felt a little warmth on it.

The sun was slowly setting, but we didn't feel the coolness yet.

Stars hung in the night. Strange to say, this dense forest is obviously foggy, but when you look up, you can see the brilliant starry sky.

"Ji Zixuan, I miss my grandmother. I want to go back to my old life. ”

I don't know what's wrong, I say what I think like a demon.

"Do you miss your family?" Ji Zixuan's tone was no different from usual, but I didn't know if it was my illusion, and I clearly heard a trace of coldness from it.

"You don't know, I grew up with my grandmother. It's been so long, and I've never been separated from my grandma for so long. Grandma, she was very nice to me. ”

I still want to share something with him before I met him, so that he can understand me better. Let him know what kind of person I am in my past without his involvement.

But Ji Zixuan's was beyond my expectations: "There are many people in this world who are not filial to their parents, but the elders who don't love the younger generation are also a minority." You miss your grandma, how do you know she's not thinking about you? And all the idle things you took care of before, aren't they all a waste of time? ”

I had listened to what he had started to say, but I just thought it was a little weird. But when I heard what he said later, I always felt that there was something else.

"What do you mean by that? Do you think I shouldn't care about these things? ”

"You don't know what you can do, you always meddle in things you can't do, and in the end I still need me to deal with it for you?"

His words weren't nice, and I could tell what he meant in them.

I don't know what madness he's doing.

"Ji Zixuan!" When I heard him say this, I couldn't help it.

"That's right, and that Po, obviously she may have designed it. But you just don't believe me, but think she's very good to you. You can't tell the difference between good and bad in these eyes! ”

He is talking more and more excessively.

I stood up and wanted to get out of the hill. I'm afraid I can't help but quarrel with her.

He didn't know when he got up and hugged me.

"Chu Xinyi, do you love me or not?"

His face was right next to me, and I could hear the tip of his nose breathing.

It's just that in the face of sudden questioning, I don't know how to answer.

"What about you? Have you ever loved me? ”

My voice was soft, except that he was right next to me.

The sound of his breathing, which had been a little rapid before, suddenly became more rapid.

I don't know what answer I want to hear. It's a heart that always carries anticipation.

But after waiting for a while, I didn't hear his voice. I was a little disappointed. I was looking forward to it, but maybe I was thinking about it too much. But he didn't answer, so I knew I wasn't that important to him. He hasn't even fallen in love with me yet.

I broke free of his arms.

Ji Zixuan caught me again.

He rubbed against my face, and I could feel his lips grazing in front of mine.

His hand gradually moved upwards.

I slapped his hand away and took two steps forward.

"Ji Zixuan, even if you forced me at the beginning, I thought there would be feelings between us. I thought you'd like me, but what you're doing now really doesn't make me feel worthy. ”

I turned around and looked at the look on his face.

"I know, maybe you think our relationship is a little more complicated. In the beginning, I didn't have a choice. But now, I thought that we had been through so much that you would understand me a little, but mine was going to be disappointed. ”

The look on Ji Zixuan's face was cloudy.

"And most importantly, even now, you haven't learned to be respectful. You kept saying that you were good for me, but you never thought about what kind of life I wanted, what kind of life I wanted to live, and what I wanted to get? I'm afraid you haven't thought about any of this, have you? ”

I finally got what I was thinking. After saying this, I felt that the shackles on my body were much lighter.

"I'm so grateful to you for giving me a chance to live. But I also know that the only reason you decided to stay together was because you needed to live. The beginning between us has been so bad, will we not be able to get together in the end? ”

I looked at the person in front of me.

If he is still alive, he should be the dream lover in the hearts of many women. But for one reason or another, he has lost those opportunities.

He kept his head down, and for a moment I couldn't see his expression clearly.

I felt tears welling up in my eyes. How could I not be tempted by such a man? But he didn't have it in his heart, and that was the biggest obstacle. If he had a share of me, I could have held on any longer, but now I feel a little tired.

"Ji Zixuan, it's not just you, I think I also need to think about the relationship between us. Although here, we are stuck together. But we always have a chance. If you figure it out, I think we should have a good talk about it. ”

"It's just that I hope this kind of thing doesn't happen again in the future, I'm an independent person, not your appendage."

Ji Zixuan's figure trembled a little, but he hadn't said a word yet. The hope in my heart gradually faded. I really thought he would explain it to me. But until the end, he didn't say anything.

I finished my sentence and turned to leave. But after turning around, I couldn't hold back the tears in my eyes anymore.

I've been counting steps, one step, two steps, three steps...... But I didn't hear him stop me. I don't even know when I couldn't even hear his breathing.

I walked slowly, but the speed back was surprisingly slow. Just thinking about him makes me feel a little sad.

In the end, I still have a lot of extravagance. I thought he should have a heart for me these days, but I didn't expect him to be so cruel to me.

I went back to the familiar place, and I thought I wouldn't be able to sleep that night, but I didn't expect a good night's sleep. I didn't even dream anymore and didn't see Ah Bao again, as if the knot between me and Ji Zixuan had been completely resolved.

When I woke up the next morning, I didn't want to stay here any longer. It's just that there are a lot of dangers in this dense forest, and I'm still a little worried. But after hesitating for a long time, I still made up my mind.

I decided to go out and about, and it seems that I haven't had the time to take a closer look since I came here. At this time, I didn't really want to face Ji Zixuan.

As soon as I opened the door, I saw the fruit that had been packed in front of the door.

There are also a few parts of morning dew on top of this fruit. Apparently he had been left at the door a long time ago. Except for Ji Zixuan, I don't think about him.

I looked at this plate of wild fruits with mixed feelings, but my stomach screamed uncontrollably.

I sighed, took the fruit back into the house, hesitated for a moment, and ate it anyway.

I'm also a little at a loss in my heart, is there me in his heart?

I thought about it for a long time, but I didn't come up with a clue. I just don't think about it anymore. On the contrary, I want to leave here, and the desire to relax for a while is even stronger.

In this dense forest, it seems that the geysers have been swallowed up by the vines. It's a lot quieter than usual.

Even a few geists are rare, so I have the heart to look at this forest carefully. The trees in this forest seem to have not been picked in a long time. And no one takes care of it.

The tree didn't grow like anything I'd seen before. And there are quite a few branches, which grow very low. As I walked through the woods, many branches had unintentionally hit me.

I wanted to leave, but I was stubborn, and I felt a little uneasy that I didn't see the geyers in the woods. I swore to myself that I would not go back until I saw a geist.

I've been walking for a long time, but I haven't seen a single geist.

It wasn't until I reached the southeast corner that I saw a kind old woman standing there.

From afar, I don't really see it. It's just that she feels like a compassionate rich old lady all over me. I wondered how she was here, so I kept walking.

If it weren't for the wind blowing under his clothes, I would have almost thought she was an old man who had strayed into here.

But the old man stood there as if he didn't see me.

"Mother-in-law, what are you doing here? The vines over there are some dangers, so don't go there. ”

I saw her standing alone in the middle of the woods, and I inevitably felt some pity in my heart.

But the mother-in-law didn't seem to hear me, and still stood there.

I looked around, and I really didn't see any other spirits.

"Mother-in-law, it's not very safe here. There's been a lot of weird stuff going on in this jungle lately, so you'd better get out of here. At least go to a place you are familiar with. ”

Looking at the wrinkles on her face, I thought of my grandmother at home.

I don't know how worried my grandmother will be about me, but now I can only suppress all the thoughts in my heart.

I had already walked up to the old woman, and it was only then that I could see that this old woman was indeed looking kind. It looks like the legendary old feudal king.

I thought she might have been old and forgot something.

"Mother-in-law, what's your name? Where do you live in your home? Shall I send you back? I asked cautiously, for fear of irritating her.

When I got closer, I found that this mother-in-law had gray hair and was meticulously combed. It still looks a bit old-fashioned. The clothes on his body seemed to have faded after a long time. It's neatly taken care of by her.

I have some affection for this old woman.

But the old woman didn't pay any attention to me.

I thought this wife was just because she had a weird temperament.