The thing Lin Junqian regrets most in his life is that he chose to give up at the beginning. Bookmark this site

Later, he became a doctor and saw countless patients and countless dead people.

As the years of being a doctor increase, there are many people saved by scalpels, and there are many people who are not saved.

His heart gradually became numb, even if he listened to the crying of the patient, Lin Jun lowered his head and said sorry, but what he thought in his heart might just be life, old age, sickness and death, human nature.

If you only live for a lifetime, it is better to choose to give up first than to drag it out.

That's how he persuaded himself.

It's a pity that there are always accidents in life.

He won't forget Gu Mianmian's eyes.

Obviously, there has been no success at home and abroad, and her family is against not giving her a chance, but that girl's eyes are always bright.

There is always a glimmer of hope.

She said that she was the only one left in the world who had not given up on her sister.

If even she gives up, what will my sister do?

Determined eyes echoed in his mind over and over again.

Every time it will make Lin Junqian think of the stunned self again.

At the beginning, I was the one who was convincing myself and signed my name with trembling hands on the list of giving up treatment.

The person who is most responsible for his mother's death is him, not someone else.

Every night, fear and self-blame will be put on a big scale, let alone this year.

Lin Junqian has lived in self-blame for too long, it's not that he can't forgive Lin Daozhi, he can't forgive himself.

His breath was still shaky.

Gu Mianmian stood beside him and looked at him, looking at the gauze on his hand.

Gu Mianmian had been quiet and didn't say anything.

Lin Junqian watched it for a long time before he realized his gaffe.

He coughed and took his hand off the glass wall.

The two stood opposite each other, but their state couldn't return to their original state after all.

But it's better than passing by again and again by pretending not to know.

Lin Junqian paused and asked, ""Favorite Concubine" has won a lot of awards recently, and I saw you and the crew attending the Hundred Flowers Award together. ”

"yes, yes."

"That dress looks good."

Gu Mianmian lowered her eyebrows and smiled lightly, and the conversation was a little awkward.

Lin Junqian's fingers were clasped together and asked, "He...... What do you think? ”

Although Lin Junqian did not name him, Gu Mianmian also knew that the "he" in his mouth referred to Lin Daozhi.

She pursed the corners of her lips, "I haven't worked with Director Lin recently, but I heard that he is going to go out for a walk, travel or something." ”

"Oh."

Lin Junqian replied, and then spoke: "I'll leave first, so I won't bother you." ”

"Hmm."

Gu Mianmian nodded, still a little embarrassed.

Lin Junqian's hand was in the pocket of his white coat, and he turned around and walked out.

"Dr. Lin."

He had just opened the door when Gu Mianmian's voice suddenly came from behind him.

Lin Junqian's footsteps stopped, looked back at Gu Mianmian, and said suspiciously: "What's wrong?" ”

Gu Mianmian's gaze moved down slightly, and he didn't look at Lin Junqian's face.

She asked, "Dr. Lin, did we know each other before?" Before meeting in the hospital? ”

Lin Junqian looked at her expression, shook his head and said, "I don't know." ”

"yes, I guess I'm mistaken."

Gu Mianmian raised her head and raised a sweet smile again.

Lin Junqian's eyes moved lightly, and he didn't say anything else, just said goodbye to Gu Mianmian, and left the house.

Gu Mianmian turned her head, and her gaze fell on the ward again.